Chapter 11

JUNGKOOK POV


After arriving at the apartment, I immediately called Hoseok.


"Hey Jungkook, what's wrong?"


"I met him again"


"Him? Who?"


"Jin"


"What? Where? How come?"


"At his boyfriend's grave, today I came to Jimin's grave, while passing by his boyfriend's grave I saw today was his birthday so I gave flowers as a gift, when I came back from the bathroom, I saw it was pouring rain outside and I saw him sitting in front his boyfriend's grave"


"Did you approach him?"


"Yes"


"Did I say, you two are meant to be together, come on Jungkook, I know your brain is thinking the same thing, you just reject it. Do you think Jimin will be happy to see you like this? Three years, alone. I know you love him very much, you feel guilty too because he's gone, but he's gone Jungkook, you can't turn back time, it's as if he can hug you again"


"But I can't"


"Why?"


"I just don't want the same thing to happen again, I don't want to lose it again"


"Then take care of him as best you can, never leave him"


"No, I can't, I'm not ready to forget Jimin"


"I'm not telling you to forget Jimin, I just want you to move on with your life, Jungkook. That's all I want, and I'm sure Jimin wants that too"


"How can I love someone else when there's no love left?"


"Because you always feel the love you give is only for Jimin, you don't realize that love is bigger than that Jungkook, you can even love other people bigger than your love for Jimin. Love will never run out just because you already love someone"


SEOKJIN POV


I returned to the apartment, rushed to take a shower because my body was soaking wet. After showering I lay on the bed staring up at the ceiling. After two weeks, I thought I would never see him again, I didn't even think about it.


But today, I met him again, right in front of Tae's grave. Tae what are you doing? Is what Yoongi said true? Did you send it for me? Should I believe this?


Suddenly my phone rang, breaking my thoughts, it was from Yoongi.


"Jin"


"Yes"


"Where are you? are you home yet?"

"Yoongi"


"Yes, what's up?"


"I guess I have to trust you"


"About what?"


"Destiny"


"Destiny? what do you mean?"


"Today I met him again at the tomb"


"What? are you serious?"


"Yeah, I know this doesn't make sense, I was surprised when I saw him, I didn't expect to meet him at this time"


"But now do you believe in destiny?"


"Are you sure this isn't a coincidence Yoongi?"


"Come on Jin!! What kind of coincidence is this? You're just rejecting reality Jin, wake up. Jin as your best friend, I'm really worried about your condition, I know losing Tae is the same as losing half of your soul, but that doesn't mean nothing can fill the void it's Jin. Open your heart a little, at least let others try to do the best for you"


"But I'm afraid to lose again"


"Then don't give him a chance to leave you Jin"

[TIME SKIP]


Today I woke up and did my usual activities, making breakfast, taking a shower and getting ready to go to work. Yoongi picks me up as usual and we go to the office together.


During the trip, Yoongi didn't stop asking Jungkook, he repeatedly said that I should try to live my life with Jungkook, but we only met a few times and Jungkook also had an experience not much different from mine, being left by the person he loved, maybe he was also thinking same thing with me, maybe he is not interested in continuing his life.


Arriving at the office, my boss called me to his room. So after putting down my coat and bag, I went to his room. I knocked on the door and someone inside told me to come in.


"Come in"


"Morning, Mr. Namjoon, can I help you?"


"Actually nothing, before that please sit down, don't be too formal with me"


I walked over to his desk and sat across from him.


"You've been looking down on your spirits lately Jin, what's wrong? Is something bothering you?"


"Huh? I'm okay Mr. Namjoon, nothing bothers me"


"Are you serious?"


"Yes, Mr. Namjoon"


"Then do you have any plans tonight?"


"Nothing, Mr. Namjoon"


"Would you like to go to dinner with me?"


I was quite surprised to hear his invitation, but no matter how much he was my boss, I couldn't refuse.


"Hmm, okay Mr. Namjoon"


"Okay, wait for me after work in the lobby and call me Namjoon"


He looked at me smiling, I tried not to look him in the eye.


After leaving the room, Yoongi approached me.


"Jin, what's wrong? why did you look so dispirited after leaving Mr. Namjoon's room? Did he scold you?"


I shook my head as I walked towards my room.


"Then what is it?"


"He took me to dinner Yoongi, so today we can't go home together"


"What? did he take you out to dinner?"


I nod, then he grabs my arm and I stop walking.


"What's wrong Yoongi?"


"Don't get too close to him, Jin"


"Huh? What do you mean?"


"Didn't you hear the rumors about him?"


"Since when do I listen to gossip"


"Since today, many employees have been harassed by him, he may look cold but he is actually a pervert"


"Haha don't lie Yoongi, if he hears you say that about him you can get fired"


"I'm not lying Jin, why would I lie. I suggest, refuse the invitation"


"But I've accepted the invitation."


"Then don't drink alcohol with him or if he gets close to you, stay away"


"Yoongi, I can take care of myself, don't worry. He's only asking me out for dinner, not asking me out on a date"


"Huh, the important thing is that I told you about this before, Jin, don't regret if something bad happens later"


[TIME SKIP]


I tidy up the files on my desk and stretch my body, finally my work is done, Yoongi came to my room.


"Are you sure you're not coming home with me? Can you excuse a stomach ache or something?"


"Yoongi, I don't feel good refusing his invitation, I will still go, you said I have to move on with my life, but now you forbid me to go when someone invites me to dinner"


"If Jungkook invited you to dinner maybe I'm the first one to force you to accept his invitation, Namjoon is dangerous Jin, so please be careful"


"I'll be careful Yoongi, after all we're going to have dinner, there must be a lot of people so there's no way he would do anything mean to me"


"Okay, call me if anything happens, I'll pick you up right away okay?"


"You're the best"


He left me, after finishing tidying my things, I went down to the lobby and waited for him. Suddenly my phone rang, it was Namjoon. He said he was already in front of the lobby so I got out and got in his car.


"What do you want to eat Jin?"


He turned to me, but I just stared at the road.


"I'm not hungry yet, you can choose any restaurant sir"


"Okay"


He took me somewhere, an apartment complex, I'm sure there's no restaurant here, I started thinking about what Yoongi said earlier.


"Sorry sir, but I don't think there is a restaurant here"


"Did I say I would take you to a restaurant? I'll make dinner at my apartment"


My eyes immediately opened wide when I heard what he said, could he really do something bad to me?


When we arrived at the apartment building he parked the car and we entered together towards the elevator, while waiting for the elevator he tried to get closer to me but I slowly moved my body away from him. Honestly, I'm starting to get scared right now.


I feel like it's been a long time, I feel my sweat start to flow on my forehead, he looks at me who is starting to get restless and wipes the sweat on his forehead, instantly my body moves away from him.


"What's wrong Jin? why do you look so nervous?"

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