Ep 7: Not Good
Y/n's pov
At Classroom
It's been a week since we agreed to be friends. Just friends. It was really nice to hang out with him. As he said, Jungkook stayed on his limits. I would sneak around the apartment whenever I can without any worries. That was really so good. Thanks to him.
The thing is, Jungkook doesn't know that I knew about him. I didn't say anything to him, not because of hesitation, but the fear I had on his father.
When I was young, Jungkook's father, Mr. Junghyun, doesn't even bother to greet us when we visit their house. He would just launch his cold stare at us and leave the house with his hands tucked inside his pant pocket as his broad chest stays upright with his chin lifted as if we could snatch his dignity away just by looking at him.
I still remember the catastrophic incident that happened last time with Mr. Junghyun. One time, Jungkook and I were playing hide and seek with his elder brother Jin in his house. My bad, I went into Mr. Junghyun's room and that's the worst thing I've ever done. You know what would have happened later. Still regretting for it.
He just yelled at me as if I was trying to take his life out of him. "How dare you!!!" He raised his hand high above in the air which swung in hot towards me to taste my cheek. As fear strikes in, making my heart to sprint so fast, nearly made my soul to come out from me. When I saw the future of mine if that hand hits my cheek, I'll be counting stars in heaven.
"Eomma!!!!!" I screamed and ran out of that room before his hand hit me. His mouth didn't stopped scolding me even after I ran out from the room. I was about to reach their lawn if my mom and Jungkook's mom haven't stopped me. Gosh, he scolded me a lot that time.
This made my mom's anger, which was already boiling within her from the very beginning, more like a volcano. To be precise, she blew up like a nuclear bomb. That day was a complete mess yet scared the hell out of me. That was the last time I saw his father. From then, we all met without the knowledge of Mr. Junghyun.
Time passed. And within a month, the day came when we were forced to move to our native town because of my mom's business. After that, we lost the contact with them and that's how it ended. I still feel bad for it. But that's something he led the way to.
Such a rude guy. I always wanted to punch him right into his face but I was scared to see him when I was a child. Well, even now, a little.
And that's the reason for my hesitation. If I confess to Jungkook that I know him, Jungkook will sure act close with me more than he does. This would definitely reach Mr. Junghyun's ears and he won't spare me.
I know it's the stupidest thought I've ever had because this thing can reach Mr. Junghyun's ears only if it is said by Jungkook. That won't happen but still, I'm scared. Hella scared, knowing even the walls have huge sarcastic ears.
But, I too can't act as if I know nothing about Jungkook.
At least, I should say that I remember him. For that, all I need is the perfect time to tell the truth. And, I think that's today.
The third bell rang. All the students left the class after completing the mock test. I was the only one left alone in the classroom. After a few minutes, thinking of telling the truth to him, I left the room to see Jungkook.
I took a mosey walk towards his room after finishing my exam, thinking of how to say this to him. While thinking of it, I heard rushing footsteps towards me which echoed all over the corridor.
I looked behind to know who was pacing so fast. To my surprise, it was Xia, who was running towards me, shouting my name throughout the corridor. "Y/n-ah, wait! Wait for me!"
She halted as soon as she came near me and panted heavily, resting her palm over her thighs. It looks like she was running all the way from the main gate.
"Hey, y/n! Where are you going?" She asked.
"Uhm, no-nowhere. Just hanging out." I said with a low voice looking at her. Xia looked around and sighed in relief. "Good for us that no one's here." She chuckled to herself and huffed away, panting, and then looking at the corridor.
Even the world is going two, I knew she would never run even the floor she stands gets cracked up. Now, I'm really getting worried about her. "What's with you? What happened?" She parted her lips to say something but she was panting rapidly which made her to pause every moment she tries to speak.
"R-right. First calm down." I caressed her back to ease her up. She blew out some air and eased her breath a little. After few seconds, she stopped my hands by taking a hold of my wrist and stood straight. "What?" I asked her with puckered brows.
"Something's important y/n. I was looking for you in the class to tell you. But you... No, I... Huh-hum, it's uh-" She paused for a moment and looked down, thinking something serious. What? My bestie is serious about things? I say that's miracle.
"What Xia-ah? You are making me worried. Stop gibbering and tell me." I shook her shoulders and yelled at her lightly to let the words pour out for her mouth.
"Y/n-ah, i-it's about your dad. He's here for you. He says he wants to meet you immediately."
"My dad? Are you drunk?" I scoffed and looked at her with intense eyes. She shook her head and waved her hands so fast in front of me. "No y/n-ah. He is really here waiting for you outside. His name's Min-Seok right? That's what he said."
"Wha-..... Min-Seok?" I was startled to here that name. My eyes flickered to what she said and my heart nearly skipped a beat. I'm sure she saw that bewildered look on my face.
I clenched my jaw in a huff and closed my eyes after clicking my tongue. "Does he exist?" I chuckled out of anger and gawped at Xia. "How do you know that he is my father? You never seen his face!"
"I haven't. But, he showed your childhood photo. That's why I ran all the way through to tell you. He says it's serious. I think you have to see him y/n." Xia looked so serious but it's of no use. Giving this much of importance to that guy!? Hell, no.
" No! I can't." I turned to walk away from that place but Xia said something which made my feet to stay still over the floor.
"He was yelling your name outside. It's better for you to meet him right away."
"What?" The person whom I wished that I should never see his face, is actually here and looking for me by shouting my name in front of the most finest reputed university where I study?
"Oh fuck!" Fingers rubbing my temples as my breath becomes heavier and louder. If he is back now, then he must bring some issues with him which is definitely not right for me and my mom.
"Where is he?" I asked in an aloof manner.
"I think he is still waiting for you outside." Xia said with vibrant tone and seemed to be extremely excited. But, actually, no need for that because I'm gonna send him back right away.
"I'll call my mom then." I took my phone out. But, Xia promptly lowered my phone with her hands. "But, he said your mom should not know that he wants to meet you."
"No Xia. I don't want to meet him without my mother's consent. Ask him to leave." I shove off my hands in front of her with full of frustration and anger filled inside me. Without my mom's knowledge!? Really!?
Well, you know, this girl Xia, she can't give up easily on anything. She took a grab over my wrist and pulled me towards her, making me to stay there. "But he's your father! You have to see him." What the-!? Seriously!?
"Father? You say he's my father?" I scoffed and launched my cold stare over her. "Do you know what he had done to me and my mom? What'd you know Xia!? Stay fucking away from this!" I just yelled at her and gave her the last and final warning, not to get into this. Yes, I acted a bit rude to her but I can't help with it coz it's about the guy whom I wanted to burn alive.
She paused her phrase as her lips stayed apart from each other. Her eyes spoke sorrow. She looked a bit upset.
If I continue this talk, this would lead us into a cold argument which I hate between us and I don't want to upset her more.
"Just.... Ask him to leave." I left the place without Xia straight to library without continuing this conversation. Why the hell is he here now? To take both our life which is only left with us? Or the hard-earned money we made by ourselves? Whatever it is, I don't care about him as he had no care for us.
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[Time skip]
I stepped out from library after the session got over. But still, my mind was filled with that man. I couldn't even concentrate on my studies now because of him. I was walking like the dead towards the gate while my eyes were roaming around to find Jungkook's car.
"Hey y/n! Y/n! Here!" I looked around for the faded voice which reached my ears from a distance. But it wasn't Jungkook's voice. It's someone else's. The guy rushed towards me with his hands swinging beside him.
As soon as he came close, his lips parted to say something. He was panting a lot but he didn't mind it that much. "Y/n, do you remember me?" He asked me, panting.
I ran my eyes over him but still, couldn't figure who he is. "Uh, sorry. Who are you?"
He grinned and chuckled while looking at me. "Y/n-ah, my little pie. I'm your father." He showed delirium all over his face.
My heartbeat stopped for a moment when I realized his presence near me. I felt a big lump inside my throat and my heart started sprinting so fast.
If someone sees me with him, people would ask me questions about him. Some of the old students know him as my father very well due to his business fame and rumors. I took a tight hold of his wrist and hurried to an isolated place.
"Why did you come here? Are you here to kill my happiness?" I asked him with a low voice with my teeth gnashing. His face slowly became dull and lacked the charm which he had before after hearing me out. He was about to say something but I interrupted.
"Go away before I ask you something else. I don't want to waste my time on a person who doesn't care about me." I calmed myself a bit to control my anger and exhaled out sharply.
"Y/n, listen to me. I need your help." He took both of my hands and held them together tightly. His eyes pleaded me to listen to his words. But, why should I care? He has no connection with me anymore.
"Help? Why would you need my help huh? And why the hell should I help you??"
"Because I'm your father y/n! You have to help me now." He said.
"Father? Oh god!!!" I scoffed and chuckled and let out a sardonic laugh in anger. He had not even visited us for the past 15 years and now he states that he's my father. Such a bullshit.
"What kind of a father would leave his family for a stupid rumor, huh? What kind of a father leaves his daughter in middle of nowhere for money, huh? And after all of that, now, you come out of nowhere and state that you're my father!?" I scoffed and pointed my fingers towards him while launching my cold stare over him.
"I never considered you as my father in my whole life. I hate you, okay? You heard it? I HATE YOU!!! Just get off from my site before I call the cops!" I don't want to see him or listen to his dump words anymore.
He seemed to not let me go. He rubs his forehead and started to spit shits. "Y/n, I'm just asking you a help. You have to trust me." He moves closer to me and spreads his arms to hold my wrist.
I stumbled back as soon as he took a grab over my wrist. "Trust you? What in the-" I could able to feel my rage over him slowly shooting up. His face, his voice, his touch, his presence and everything around me, even the smallest thing now annoys me to the core. But still, I managed to control my temper.
"Can't you just get out of here? Leave me in peace." I shook my hand to get away from him.
"No. I can't until you listen to me." His grip over my wrist was a bit tight. His tone was heavy as if he is demanding me to lend my ears to his filthy words. This for sure made my anger to peak up more.
"What the fuc-!? Leave my hand! Go to hell!" I took my hand away from him by pushing him away and walked out of the place without any hesitation.
"Y/n, wait. Listen to me. Y/n-ah!!!" He screamed out of his throat but I walked away without even looking at him.
Why does he want my help when he speaks and plays with his dump money? He left me and my mother alone in his hell-some house for that money. He believed the filthy drama which was played by his family which separated us from him.
The one and only person whom I hate deep down in this whole world and the main reason why I wanted to forget all the childhood memories is because of him. I don't even remember his young face properly. He is the reason why I was treated so badly in my past. He never cared for us and never supported us in any way. Till now.
His family blamed my mom that she was not a pure soul. They said I was born for somebody else. They saw my mom as if she was a whore. Day by day, they accused her for being born in a rich family but got kicked out because they believed that she was a whore.
I thought my father was innocent and had nothing to do with the drama. But later, he too joined with his family, believing what they said and ignored her, hated me.
Because of him, my mother faced many consequences and hated her life very much. Because of him, I was ignored, called as whore's whore, hated for his sins and got that name even though me and my mom did nothing and stayed innocent.
He was that kind of a person who would leave his family for false statements. He started to run behind the money leaving us alone. Because of him, I hated men terribly. And now he wants me to help him. What the fuck!
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A/N: Hey cuties!
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