Date: June 10, 1993 1:44am

Shayne's POV

I was laying in bed, thinking Every since I saw Michael, I haven't been able to sleep And it doesn't help that Christy went to Australia for the summer to visit her family

I reached over to my drawer and pulled out the silver band that Michael got me for Christmas so many years ago I really do miss him The phone suddenly rang and I reached over and grabbed it

Shayne: Hello.?

Michael: Hey you

(I smiled and sat up.)

Shayne: Hey What's up.?

Michael: Nothing much What are you doing up.? Isn't it like 12 there.?

Shayne: Uh un Almost 2

Michael: I guess my insomnia rubbed off on you, huh.?

Shayne: I guess How have you been.?

Michael: Oh, I've been fine

Shayne: No, I mean how have you really been.?

(He sighed heavily and I heard him groan.)

Michael: I have my days where I feel fine but then.......

Shayne: What, Michael.?

Michael: I don't know if we should talk about this

Shayne: Michael,...... you know that you can talk to me about anything

Michael: Well, sometimes I have my days where........ I just don't wanna do it anymore

Shayne: Do what.?

Michael: Sing, perform,........ live

Shayne: Oh Michael........ You have so much to live for

Michael: I'm really starting to doubt that

Shayne: Michael, can I ask you something.?

Michael: Yeah Shoot

Shayne: Do you still have those dreams.? You know, the ones were someone is after you.?

(He let out a breath and I could tell that it was shaky.)

Michael: They stopped for about 2 years but I recently started having them again Why.?

Shayne: Maybe you should consider getting some therapy

Michael: Shayne........ I can't do that

Shayne: Why not.?

Michael: The press would have a field day with it.!! They already call me "Wacko Jacko".!!

(I cringed. I hated that name with everything in me.)

Shayne: You do realize that you can't live your life worrying about the press?

Michael: I don't but I'm not gonna give them more to work with.!

(I sighed. I forgot how stubborn he could be.)

Michael: Shay.?

Shayne: Yeah.?

Michael: I miss you

Shayne:(Smiles) I miss you too

Michael: I regret all those times with Tatiana with all of my heart

Shayne: I-I know you do

(We changed the subject and we talked about how I ended up in London, how the first leg of his tour went, and how our families were doing.)

Michael: So, do you have a boyfriend.?

Shayne: No, I don't

Michael: Shayne, you don't have to sugarcoat anything I can handle it

Shayne: I really don't Just a bunch of failed dates

Michael: Why, were they rude.?

Shayne: No, they were sweet but just not my type

Michael: Mm hmmm

Shayne: What.?

Michael:(Giggles) Nothing

Shayne: Michael......

Michael:(Laughs) Really, it's nothing

Shayne:(Smacks teeth) Whatever

Michael: Aww, are you mad at me.?

Shayne:(Smiles) Furious

(We laughed and continued talking. The next thing I knew, it was 6am and I was kinda starting to doze off.)

Michael:(Smirks) Getting sleepy, are we.?

Shayne:(Yawns) Fuck you

Michael:(Smiles cheekily) When.?

Shayne: Never

Michael:(Gasps) Boo, you suck.!!

(I giggled and sighed.)

Shayne: Michael, can you sing to me.?

Michael: Why, so you can fall asleep and leave me alone.?

(We laughed.)

Shayne: I'm serious

Michael: Alright

I'm so undemanding

Cause they say love is blind

I've lived this life pretending

I can bear, this hurt deep inside

The truth is that Im longing

For love that's so divine

I've searched this whole world wishing

She'll be there, Time after time 

Someone put your hand out

I'm begging for your love

All I do is handout

A heart that needs your love

(I felt my eyes getting heavier and heavier.)

Michael:(Whispers) Goodnight baby girl I love you

Shayne: Love you more

(I drifted off to sleep as he sung the rest of the song to me.)

Wanted to give you guys a sweet chapter.!! The song above is called Someone Put Your Hand Out and it's one of my favorite songs of MJ's Hope you guys enjoyed this chapter and please comment, vote, and fan.!! ♥♥♥♥♥