Date: June 16, 1996

Shayne's POV

So, the last two and a half years have been..... amazing, to say the least Me and Michael are still together and very happy Michael released his last album almost a year ago and he's going on tour in about three months

Michael has basically went back to being his old self but I know that his heart is still hurting from the accusations All in all, life has been pretty awesome lately

Michael: Shay.?

(I was sitting out in front of the main house, just thinking. I looked up.)

Shayne: Yeah.?

Michael: You alright.? You've been out here for a while

Shayne:(Nods) I'm fine Just thinking

Michael:(Sits next to me) About what.?

Shayne: About how Im so lucky to have you in my life

(He grabbed my hands in his and shook his head.)

Michael: I'm the lucky one You've stuck with me through my lowest of lows and hopefully, you'll be here for my highest of highs

Shayne:(Smiles) You can't get rid of me that easily

Michael: I'd never try to

(He leaned in and kissed me softly. I smiled and laid my head on his shoulder.)

Michael: So, have you given any thought to what we were talking about the other day.?

(I sighed. I just knew that this topic would come up again. It always does lately.)

Shayne: There's nothing to think about I told you that I would feel more comfortable if we waited until after the tour to have our baby

Michael: But, what's the difference between then and now.?

Shayne: You'll be off the tour, you'll have more free time to help me How would you do that when you have concerts every other day.?

Michael: I understand what your saying but it just sounds like you don't wanna have a baby with me

(I sat up and looked him in the eyes.)

Shayne: Why would you say that.?

Michael: I told you a year ago that I was ready for kids and you just kinda shrugged me off

Shayne: I said that after your next tour, we could work on it It's not my fault that you planned to tour a year and a half later

Michael: It seems like your making up a lot of excuses

Shayne: Well, I'm sorry if I'm a little hesitant to bring a baby into all of this

Michael: All of what.?

Shayne: Your world.! The media, and the music, and the tours.! It's not exactly the most stable environment for a baby.!

Michael: If that's how you feel, why are you still here.? Why are you putting up with this.?

Shayne: I'm here because I love you and I chose to be here with you I don't want to bring an innocent child into the equation

Michael: So, let me make sure I have this right... You want to have children, just not with me, right.?

(I folded my arms across my chest and sat back.)

Shayne:(Sighs) In a way,...... yeah, that is what Im saying

(He nodded his head but he didn't say anything. All of a sudden, he got up and walked back into the house. What did I just start.?)

A short update but it's better than nothing, right.? Please comment, vote, and fan.!!! Thanks babies.!!! ♥♥♥♥♥♥♥♥