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I furrowed my brows. Why was such a shady reply getting so much attention? I had thought the fanboy was nice until this tweet. "What's wrong?" "This fansite that I love just replied so nastily and people are liking it, literally." He sat next to me then read it.

"Yikes. Can't you report it?" "That's the thing, not everyone would understand this." I sighed heavily then heard the doorbell. "I'll get it." He eventually came back and requested my presence. "Hello Chris. Are you feeling better here?" I nodded as I briefly hugged Jeonhoon, the friend who offered his home.

"That's good. I just wanted to introduce you to the people we've hired that will follow just about everywhere until you return back here. They will stay here only if Jeonhoon isn't present." I nodded as I shook their hands. "Thank you so much..."

"Alright, let's hit the hay." I did feel more at ease with someone else around. I worried if someone was currently robbing me. So many worries circled around, causing me to stop and try to breathe. "You coming?" "You turn in first. I'll be on the balcony."

I leaned against the railing then sighed heavily. I knew life wouldn't be easy once I became famous. One always thinks it'll never happen to them, and then it does. I started to feel better as I thought deeply on it. My mind then wandered to Jisung.

A part of me wanted to know more about him, but my common sense was saying that I shouldn't get deeply involved with fans as people would talk. I took out my phone and checked Twitter. Did Jisung have Twitter? Or any form of social media? I shook my head and decided not to ask.

"Chris, come on, its late." "I said you can go ahead and sleep." "I can't rest knowing you're still awake and not in my sight. Especially with what's going on around you..." I sighed then closed the balcony door behind me then locked it. "I'm coming..."

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I stretched out then felt my hand hit something. I looked over and saw I had hit Jeonhoon's face. I silently apologized then came to my senses. "Jeonhoon!" He shot up and looked around in a panic. "What? Is someone here?" "No...Why are you in here with me...?"

"Oh, so I am...Sorry." I kept him from leaving the bed. "Is there something you're not telling me?" "Not at all. I'm used to sleeping in here, that's all." I eyed him up and down before letting him go. "Wanna go out for breakfast?" "Yeah, sure."

I looked through my bag to see what I felt like wearing on my single free day this week. I settled for something lazy-casual then looked around for Jeonhoon. "Jeon!" "Down here." I walked downstairs then heard him walking towards me. "Here. Red will be your designated color."

"Oh, thanks." "Go shower." "You're not going to walk in on me, right?" "Look at this guy, acting all bashful. As if we don't have the same body parts." "There's still such thing as privacy." "Whatever, I'll knock first." "Thank you."

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I quietly ate and avoided looking at my parents. "Jisung." "Yes mom." "Go get me some water." I took the cup from her hand then walked to the kitchen. "If you bring back tap water, I'll kill you." I rolled my eyes as I opened the fridge. "Make sure it's more than half."

I handed her the cup then sat back down. "Good boy." "Don't touch me..." I winced as she hit me on the back of my head. I couldn't wait to leave her behind. I looked at my food and immediately lost my appetite. "I'm excusing myself." "You're going to sit and finish this."

"No." "Fine. Then I guess you won't be hungry later." I frowned as she threw the food and the plate into the trash. "You're not going out today. Stay home." I quietly walked upstairs then threw on an outfit. I was going to go out whether she liked it or not.

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I sat underneath a tree in the park that Chris usually goes through during his morning jog. I put in earbuds then selected the playlist full of songs Chris had recommended over time. I tapped shuffle and was surprised to hear the first was his favorite love song.

I was soon lost in my own world as I leaned back and stared up at the leaves. I found my eyelids growing heavy and they soon closed. My entire body felt heavy as I fell onto my side. "Hey, you're not supposed to let go!" The loud person was was disturbing me terribly.

"You okay...?" I opened my eyes slightly then immediately sat up. "Chris..." "Oh, Jisung." I smiled widely as I took out my earbuds. "Your song!" I put them in his ears then received a small smile from him. "Do you like it, Jisung?" "Yes!"

He looked at me so softly. I reached to touch his face then pulled my hand back. "I'm sorry..." My body shook as a voice inside me said that it was okay to touch him, that I had every right to touch him. I knew better yet...