I stumble. I quickly roll down the hills. My skin rakes across the grass. I couldn't breathe. The wind sped around me. I land into water. I take a breath. Oh, good, I'm alive. I slowly sit up. I look around. It was a mini waterfall where vines wrapped around the trees. The air was calm. I take a big breath. I turn to the water. 

What...? I look at myself. My cheek had a... hole? I look at it. I move my hand around it. There were only a few skin strands connecting the hole. There were open gaps. Not just on my face. My neck had one as well. My chest had a big one with bones that you could see, only faintly though. I look like a zombie. 

I let out a sigh. No Na'vi will accept me, not looking like a walking corpse. I stood up. God, how did this happen to me? I see the reflection of the sun getting dimmer. I turn. The sun was setting. 

"I guess I have to try again in the morning." I say. 

I find a nice place near the waterfall. I cuddle up against the rock. I stare at the sun while it sets before closing my eyes.