That is punky on the pic, she's like a punk that's why she's named punky.

Jaz 'Pov'

What I see is Jay fighting with the boy I was dancing with just a couple of seconds ago.

And it looks like Jay is totally beating the boy's ass.

Now that I recall I didn't even get his name.

"Hey stop, you guys, Jay get off of him." I scream.

"Zach help, Jay is fighting."

Zach comes and rip Jay off of the boy I was dancing with.

Thank god the security didn't come because then we would've been thrown out.

Zach goes somewhere with Jay and I run over to the guy I was dancing with.

"Hey are you okay, I'm so sorry."

"Yeah I'm fine, but you could've told me you have a boyfriend."

"I don't, he's just a friend."

"Well he really likes you, because he wouldn't beat me up for nothing....I think." He says smiling.

"I think it's because he was drunk."

"Well I'm sorry but I need to go."

He gets up and leaves, I stand in the middle of the club all alone.

And so I thought I was going to have a great time.

I am going to kick Jay's ass.

I go to where we were sitting to kick Jay's ass.

"Jay what's wrong with you, I was finally having a great time and you had to ruin it." I yell at him.

"I don't know what got into me, I'm usually not the jealous type but when I saw you grinding on him I felt something tighten in my chest and after that I couldn't control myself it was like something else took over my body"

"Well now you ruined my night, and jealous?? you don't even like me, you never told me anything, you just went out with me because I owe you."

And after my yelling, I am surprised about what happens next.

Jay crashes his lips on mine.

He is kissing me more rough than the last time we kissed and I like it.

Our lips are moving in sync and I really really really like it.

I wrap my arms around his neck and he wraps his arms around my waist.

We keep kissing until someone disturbs our moment by clearing their throat.

I pull away from him and I am so embarrassed so I run out the club.

"Jaz Jaz stop wait up."

I get into my car and just sit there and think 'he kissed me but he was drunk so it didn't mean anything'.

I am kinda sad because I felt something, I felt all warm inside and I can still feel his lips on mine and his arms around my waist, I felt a spark.

I break down and start crying.

I don't know why but I just feel vulnerable.

Then I hear someone knock on my window.

I wipe my face fast and roll down my window.

"Hey Jaz are you okay, I saw what happened so I came to see if you're okay."

"Yeah I'm fine, he was drunk so it doesn't mean anything and I'm fine I don't like him anyways." I say with a shaky voice.

"Do you want to go home Jaz?"

"No I'm fine, let's just go back inside."

We go back inside and I see my brother and Jay sitting at our table so I just go and sit with them like nothing happened.

"Hey sis, are you okay?"

"Yeah I'm fine, why wouldn't I be?"

"You just ran out on us."

"Yeah whatever, are you still sober Zach?"

"Yeah why?!"

"Because I just realised I don't ever have fun so I want to get drunk."

"Jaz I don't think that's a good idea?!"

"I never have fun and you're not the boss of me and someone ruined my night." I say glaring at Jay.

"Fine do whatever you want."

I go over to the bar and get some shots. (insert shots song her🎶)

I am feeling a little dizzy 'so this is how drunk feels like' I thought.

I go to the dance floor and start dancing with random guys, I am grinding on them and doing all sorts of stuff I never do.

Then I feel a couple of strong hands grab me from behind and take me away from the dance floor and to one of the boots.

"Hey, do you want to dance with me?" I say to the guy that dragged me here.

I can't see who it is.

"Jaz let's go home, I know you're just mad or sad I don't know but you don't have to do this to yourself."

I turn around and push him away from me.

"Jay stop being so stupid, you had your fun let me have my fun know."

"Come on Jaz I'm taking you home right now."

"I don't want to." I say in a whiny baby voice while he's dragging me out of the club.

He stops by Zach and tells him he's taking me home.

"I'm going with you guys I don't trust you two alone." Zach says.

"Hihihihi." I giggle.

"You think we're going to be naughty?" I ask him.

They just ignore me.

They go and tell Punky, Mel and Jonnieh to leave together.

We take my car, I just keep saying stupid things to them along the way.

When we get home they carry me inside and they take me upstairs.

"Jay come lay down with me, I know you want to."

"Jaz you're drunk you don't know what you're saying, tomorrow you won't even remember what happened today.....I hope."

They tuck me in and put a glass of water and some pain killers on my bedside table and a bucket next to my bed.

"I love you, I hear someone say before I drift off to sleep.

*Later that night*

I wake up in the middle of the night and my head is hurting like a bitch so I take the aspirin next to my bed, some water and I throw up a little in the bucket.

I get out of my room and go to my brother's room, I open the door and see him sleeping on his bed, I walk over to him and nudge him over so I can sleep next to him.

"Jaz? Are you okay what's wrong?"

"I'm fine, I just remember what happened last night and I didn't want to be alone."

"Wait you remember?"

"Yes every little detail and I'm so embarrassed."

"Don't worry just go to sleep now, we'll talk about it tomorrow."

And so I drift off to sleep.

*Next morning*

I wake up next morning not in my room a little confused and then everything from last night starts coming to me and I feel frustrated.

I get up and go to my room to take a shower.

I go downstairs and this delicious smell hits me.

When I walk into the kitchen and I see Jay cooking, YES YOU HEARD ME COOKING.

"Good morning." I mutter under my breath.

"Hey Jaz you feeling alright?"

"Yeah I'm fine, why wouldn't I be?" I scowl at him.

"And by the way what are you doing in my house?"

"I stayed over last night because it was getting too late."

"Where did you sleep?"

"In your brother's room on his couch."

I stare wide eyed at him because maybe he heard what I said to my brother last night 'shit'.

"So you want some bacon and eggs?"

"Yeah sure."

He puts a plate for me and one for himself, we sit there eating in silence.

"Where's my brother?"

"He went to the gym so it's just me and you."

'Shit.' I thought.

I'm all alone with someone that I kissed yesterday.

'I'm screwed'

"Thanks for the food it was surprisingly delicious, I'll be in my room if you need me and please don't need me." I tell him and run upstairs.

I shut my door and grab my laptop and jump on my bed.

I scroll through my Twitter feed and Tumblr.

And if I didn't already tell you, I write books on wattpad so I continue writing my new chapters.

I write over things that happens to me or I want to happen so it's like my true self sort of.

When I'm done with that I go and write in my computer diary.

I hear a knock on my door so I close my laptop and yell "come in".

The door open and there stands Jay.

"What do you want I told you to not disturb me."

"You said if I need something to come and I need to talk to you."

"And I told you to not need me." I say with my heart beating in my throat.

He rolls his eyes at me.

'What did he want to talk about' I thought.

"I'm actually busy so if you can just leave me alone."

"I know you're mad at me but we really need to talk Jaz"

I sigh.

He keeps looking at me without saying anything.

"Sooo." I break the silence.

"Uhmm about last night."

'Shit he remembers he wants to talk about last night' I thought.

"What happened last night, I don't remember."

"Don't lie to me Jaz I heard you talking to your brother last night, you remember everything clearly."

"Yeah well I don't wanna talk about it."

"You don't have to talk, let me do the talking."

"Okeeey begin."

"I'm so sorry I ruined your night by fighting with that guy, I just felt jealous and then I just kissed you it was like I wasn't being myself, I'm sorry if I'm confusing you but I'm truly sorry."

"So you're saying you weren't you when you kiss me sooo.... You regret it??" I say breaking down.

"No no I don't I don't know, don't cry please."

"I don't t know why I'm even crying I just..."

"Come here." Jay says taking me in his arms.

"I'm sorry this is so embarrassing."

"I'm sorry too."

And then I just run outside and keep on running.

After running for a little while I go back home.

"Hello, anybody home?!"

I don't hear nobody so I go upstairs as I'm walking to my room.

"Jaz where were you, we were worried sick."

"I just went for a run, and who is we?!"

"Me, Jay and Punky of course"

"Why is Jay worried, he knew I went for a run and what is Punky doing here?!"

"No he didn't, he said after something happened you ran out and Punky kinda lives here remember?!"

"Oww yeah well I'm fine."

Jay comes out of Zach's room, stands behind him and is looking at me with a worried face.

I just go into my room and see Punky sitting on my bed.

"Before you say anything, I don't want to talk right now."

"You don't have to, let's watch a movie."

"Sure, what do you want to watch?"

"Let's watch 'Another Cinderella story'."

"Ok I'll go make popcorn."

I run downstairs and make two bags of super buttery popcorn.

"Is that popcorn I smell, can we join you guys?" Zach asks.

"No it's a girls night." I look at him with a face.

"Oww okay I get it."

I finish up the popcorn by adding more butter and pour them out of the bag into a two seperate bowl.

I go upstairs and we watch 'Another Cinderella story'.

And then we fall asleep.

The drama is getting real let me know if you liked it and I love you guys and thanks for all the support.

Peace out peeps

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