Hari ini spesial untuk materi bahasa Inggris dari @Forwistree , jadi tugas kali ini akan mengggunakan bahasa Inggris, yey!

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What can be defined about family? A group of people who share the same blood and spread love for each other or a group of people hate each other and destroy each other? I'm not a person who is good at stringing words and sentences into words that deserve ridicule them.

Since childhood, I lost a lot of things including my parents. Although actually one of them is still here, but as if she never existed. His soul in the past seemed to just disappear.

"Go away, Jill! Don't just sit at home and play with your phone!"

"Okay, Mom."

"Jill, where have you been?! Don't just play outside! Want to be a brat?!"

"Sorry, Mom."

"Jill! Try socializing!"

"Yes, Mom. Sorry."

Until in the end the good attitude I showed the more she took advantage of. Turns out, she was indeed manipulative. He always blames my presence for being a disaster. She even always calls me dirty names and not infrequently call me by the name of an animal.

Yeah, I know even though she's actually the birth mother, but she is really hate me.

"Go! Don't bother me!"

Everytime I open my eyes, I wish I was in another world with dad. I wish never in this world. And I wish I was never born.

"Annoying! Useless child!"

I didn't want to be born like this either, Mom. I'm just a gift from God that you have to take care of, right? Then why do you hate me so much? What mistakes have I made? I listen to you almost all the time, carry out your every word and try to the best for you.

"Jill! Didn't you hear?! Go, hurry!"

Every time I try to approach and talk causally like other children to their parents, why mommy always throw me out? Am I really the unwanted child? Why did mama let me live if you were never wanted?

Until the end, I realized that all this time you really never wanted me. The reason why I'm still here is because he just wants to drain his new man's money with frills 'This is to fulfill Jill's needs' or 'Girls' needs always increase with age, right?'.

"Oh, I hate this."

When I'm even 18 years old, I discovered painful facts about my whole life. I think, I was born because of the affection and love of my father and mother. But in fact they even hate each other. And I'm just a mistake.

So, is that another reason you killed dad? Because you were betrothed to each other and forced to marry? Or because of the struggle for the treasure? Finally i know. Yeah, I should have realized that, the bitter truth that you've been keeping tight for so long.

From my life, I can't define what family is. Because in my life there is never the word 'happy family'. I don't even know my family. Because they are now gone.

"Maybe what you wrote wasn't about me, maybe never about me. But what I write, is still about you, Mom."

Thank you for everything, Mom. You will be happy in heaven.

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THE END

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(Mohon maaf jika beberapa kata ada yang salah, karena saya belum benar-benar menguasai grammar. Dan tugas ini jujur membuat saya takut.)