you always wait
even for a bait
a little glimpse of happiness
a big sip to dump bitterness

you're sick of being stuck
yet nobody gives a fuck
you're sick of 'hang in there'
yet no one deigns to care

why they blame your negligence
whilst your faith has no presence
you keep seeking deeply
only to be weary
you keep wondering
only to realizing:

anything broken
can never be mend,
everything is wrong
so you can't belong,
or you're just simply
unable to be happy

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Oktober 2018
untuk sesama
orang susah bahagia
di luar sana