Oh how I wish I was lovely
born in a decent family
with no shame and pity

Oh how I wish I was clever
gifted to do everything better
never taste a glimpse of bitter

Oh how I wish I was pretty
loved by a caring soul dearly
blessed with children of beauty

Oh how I wish I was never born
for my mind be nothing but stubborn
Fail to see the truth of those obvious clues
That universe is always ugly with no values

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December 2018
Hello darkness my old friend~