After me and Conan had sorted my room out I sat on my bed with my new friend. "So where in England did you grow up?" He asked me.

"I grew up in this place called Oxford. I mainly stayed with my dad because his house was closer to my school but I also liked staying at my mum's apartment because my best friend, Kylie, lived across the hall so I would sneak out in the middle of the night and just sleep at hers." I told him while smiling.

"How long have you and Kylie been friends for?" He asked me.

"We've known each other for 17 nearly 18 years, we have the same birthday, our parents are the same age and grew up together so we also became best friends. She's always there when I need her, so when we went on X factor I got so much backlash because I wasn't pretty enough and she shut them up straight away." I said while laughing. I saw my phone screen light up and I saw that Kylie had posted on our channel 'compilation of Y/n being sent out of lessons' I started chuckling which made Conan smile.

"What are you laughing at?" He asked me with a smile.

"Kylie made a compilation of me being sent out of lessons and it's 56 minutes long. But I mean I can argue like my life depends on it hence why I was on the student council and fought for our rights at school." I said while laughing. I saw the door poke open and Roscoe's head appeared. "Are you coming in?" I asked him in the tone that you speak to dogs in. He came in and jumped on the bed a put his front paws on my lap then led down. "Conan, this is one of my pets, Roscoe." I told Conan while stroking Roscoe.

"He is adorable. Hey puppy." He said making me smile. One of me and Kylie's songs came on, and Roscoe started howling along because he knew it was my song.

"The only reason he's howling is because my song's playing and it's like his favourite song or something." I told Conan while laughing.

"He obviously has a great taste in music then." He told me. Me and Conan talked for a couple of more hours just getting to know each other and I think I made a new friend. It was about 9 pm, so I grabbed a blanket and sat on the roof. I called someone to just tell them how I felt.

"Hey, kid. What's up?" Dad asked me. I looked up at the moon.

"Nothing much. I just miss you, the twins and Kylie. But 3 more months until I get to see you again. Tell the twins that I'm gonna give them a big hug and take them to Westgate and buy them whatever the hell they want no matter the cost." I told him while trying not to break down.

"Sweetheart don't get upset. Listen when you get home, we are gonna have a father daughter day out. I'll take you anywhere you want to go." He told me, I could tell he was trying not to cry.

"Also on Sunday at Nobu's you have a reservation under blind date at table 7." I told him while holding in my tears.

"Who's my date with Y/n, you can tell me." He said to me.

"It's with Miss Saunders, you both like each other so I decided to do something about it." I told him with a light laugh.

"I gotta go, I have to do my job as a personal trainer. I love you, sweetheart." He told me while letting a tear out.

"I love you too." I told him before he hung up. I sat there and just cried for 5 minutes. I wished I was back home.

"Are you okay?" I heard someone ask. I turned to my left and saw Conan standing at his bedroom window.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I just wish I was back home with my dad and my other siblings. I miss them to much." I told him while wiping my tears away, I made sure that I wouldn't let any tears fall.

"Are you sure?" He asked me again.

"Yeah, I'm fine. I'll be ok. I just need a little bit of sleep and for it to be the first of November so I can be back with my dad and my little siblings." I told him. It was officially the first of August so I wouldn't have to wait long.

"Then get some sleep. I'll see you tomorrow." He told me before turning around.

"Wait!" I shouted. He turned back around. "Do you know any late night diners that will be open? I kinda haven't ate since this morning. And my mum can't exactly cook." I told him with a light laugh.

"I can take you to one if you want?" He asked me.

"I mean if you're not doing anything then sure." I told him before gently standing up. "Meet you in 5." I told him before retreating into my bedroom. I changed my shorts for a pair of jeans. I packed a bag with my Polaroid camera, art book, pencils and vlog camera. Then I gently walked out into the landing and ran down the stairs before going outside. I went on to Twitter quickly.

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@y/nholloway

About to film a QnA send me some questions that me and my new friend + neighbour, Conan Gray, can answer.

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I tweeted. I looked up and saw Conan. "Are you ready?" He asked me.

"I've got everything I need in this bag. Also is it ok if we do a QnA I kinda need to film a lot of videos, so does Kylie because on the 17th of November because we're going on a geography trip to Iceland to see all the glaciers and stuff then in February we're going to south Devon for 4 days on another geography trip." I told him with an explanation.

"It's fine. I have a YouTube channel of my own actually." He told me as we got in his car.

"I would say that I had no idea but I've only known for almost a day, so." I said making both of us laugh. "Anyway, you know how earlier you mentioned about how you do art and I said that I did and I couldn't find my art book." I told him.

"Yeah, I remember that." He told me.

"I found it. My last drawing is terrible though. Well, I think it's bad but my art teacher gave me a grade 9 for it which I do not deserve." I told him while doubting the drawing.

"If your teacher liked it then it's obviously good." He told me.

"It is not good. It's like how me and Ky wrote this song and we both think it's terrible but her parents and my dad love it." I told him while looking at him.

"Now that you've said that, I need to listen to this song." He told me making me smile.

"I can play it now seeming as it's on my phone, it has the most cringe name ever. It's called undoubtedly uncool. It's about how someone dates you just for clout then when they've made a name for themselves they leave you." I told him.

"I guessing that happened to one of you." He said while looking at me.

"That person just so happened to be me, and now he wants me back and I shut him down." I say while smiling. "He's not worth my breath or time." I said with a serious tone.

"Stop stalling and just play the song." He said making me laugh.

"Ok, just for your knowledge I was not stalling." I told him with a fake serious tone. I went on my phone and quickly found the song and I played it. After it finished, he pulled into the parking lot of a diner. "So, thoughts on the song?" I asked him while unbuckling the seatbelt and looking at him.

"It's good. So, stop doubting it." He told me with a smile. We both got out the car.

"Well, you'll never change me and Kylie's mind because we never listen. Now I'm starting to realise why my maths teacher hated me." I said while finally realising something. When we made it inside I ordered a burger and a milkshake.

"So, are we filming this QnA or not?" Conan asked me seriously.

"Hey, I'm just waiting for the questions to come in." I said before checking my phone quickly, they were over 10k questions. "There's enough questions." I said. I got my camera and my tripod out and placed it on the table. I only had my milkshake left seeming as I'd finished my burger. "Hey, what's going on? How are you guys? So today I'm filming a QnA with my new friend and neighbour..." I said while doing the intro then letting Conan introduce himself.

"Conan Gray." He said with a smile.

"So we're gon' be answering your guys questions. Let's hope that we have answers that you want to hear or want. So let's get started." I said while scrolling through the questions on Twitter.

"What was that accent in the first sentence?" Conan asked me.

"It's something I do. I put different accents on so people get confused of what my real accent is." I said while laughing. "First question is from Summer. How old were both of you when you had your first kiss. I was 12, it was with Ryan. R.I.P man, miss you man so does Kylie." I said while saying the last part while looking up at the ceiling.

"I've actually never had my first kiss." Conan admitted.

"Honestly you haven't missed much. I wished I never had my first kiss because it wasn't that memorable. I hate this question but I wanna answer it. It's from Maura. The question is what age did you lose you're V card. Well to answer that question I was 14 and it was illegal but oh well, who cares." I said while making no big deal of it.

"You were that young?" Conan asked not believing me.

"Yep, I was that young and stupid. But let's move on from that mistake. Next question is for you, when's the Ep dropping?" I asked him.

"I don't know actually." He answered.

"Well, Janine seems very eager for it to come it. This question is from Seb, Y/n what was it like going on X Factor with ADHD? That's a good question actually. It was hard because I would get asked a question in the interview and I would interrupt before the question had ended. But I remember how I asked Kylie if she had an elastic band so when we went onstage and we were being asked questions, I would ping the elastic band. Except from I left red marks on my wrist because I pinged it as hard as I could. So yeah, it was hard and now I'm starting to ramble on. So imma just stop." I said before taking a sip of my milkshake. "Conan, I'm gonna do something I never do. I'm gonna give you my phone and allow you to read our last 4 questions." I told Conan while I passed him my phone.

"Do you not trust anyone with your phone or something?" He asked me.

"Well, all 6 of my friends are really clumsy so they've broken my phone more times then Simon Cowell gave me good feedback." I said while laughing at my own joke. I tried calming myself down a putting a straight face on but I just started laughing again. This made Conan laugh. "I've officially calmed down." I said with a straight face.

"Seeming as we've completed our mental breakdown. Onto the next question. What was the last thing ever of you drew. I drew a picture of me and my gecko. What about you Jess?" He said before asking.

"I drew a picture of my cousin, Julia, when she was really young. Seeming as she's 20 now. Let me show you guys." I said before going into my bag and getting my art book out. I found the drawing and opened the page.

"It's really bad." I said while looking at it.

"That is really good. So don't give yourself hard feedback." Conan told me reassuringly.

"Any who. Let's get on with the next question." I said with a smile.

"Who are you biggest musical inspirations. Definitely Adele and Lorde." He said answering the question.

"For me and Kylie, it's Amy Winehouse and The 1975. Even though we never sang any of there songs for an audition. Then the only time we sung Amy Winehouse was in the semifinals." I said with a smile rethinking of that day. "But onto the next question, I ain't got time to reminisce about that day. I gotta a video to film." I said while clapping my hands after every word. I just burst out laughing again. Before stopping.

"Ok, next question. Describe yourself then describe the other person. I'm going to let Y/n answer that first." Conan said.

"Ok, so I would describe myself as a crackhead then I would describe Conan as sweet. Disclaimer, I do not take any sort of drugs. I'm a crackhead because of how crazy and unfiltered I am." I said while doing finger guns to the camera.

"I don't think your a crackhead. I think that your a very genuine person and what you see, is what you get. I would describe myself as creative." Conan said.

"Well it is time last question that we pick separately but that also means that the question after this is a question we choose together. But you guys already know that seeming as you've most likely been subscribed to this terrible channel since 2012 or maybe you joined the community recently. Then if you did then welcome to our community you are officially a saviour because you are the people saving me and Kylie. Now let's get over that highly cringe moment and move onto the next question." I said while rambling on, luckily I managed to stop talking.

"I've already forgotten all of what you just said but the last question is what is the best instrument that you play. Definitely the guitar." He said while answering the question.

"Piano because I like making any song sound depressing." I said really quickly.

"Is there a reason that you like making songs sound depressing?" He asked me.

"Because I'll listen to a song and it will hit me in the feels and I just make into a piece to play on the piano. Then people can listen to the piano version and cry along with me." I said giving me reason.

"That's actually a pretty good answer." He told me with a smile.

"Now me and Conan will now look at the other questions and decide which one is good enough for us." I told the camera. Me and Conan both looked at the small phone screen. It took us about 5 minutes until we managed to agree on a question to answer.

"Shall we say it at the same time?" He asked me.

"We should. On the count of three. One, two, three." I said while counting down.

"What vine best describes you." We said a different times.

"That went exactly how I planned, out of sync." I said while laughing.

"You did that on purpose." He said and I just laughed in response. "I give up with you." He said while laughing.

"But, hey, we have a question to answer. But anyway mine is a vine by Daz Black who you may know by Daz Games and his was about how girls constantly clap in between words when we're telling off the person that we're dating. And I also had to dumb stuff down for my exes so I always used the clapping technique, so it describes a day in the life of being in a relationship with me." I said while giving my answer, I looked to the camera with a serious expression. "Ladies, listen to me. It works they will understand you. The men I've dated are like dogs there either smart or stupid. So please using the clapping technique today." I said to them with a serious tone.

"I don't think I've seen that vine and back to your last point. Why do you go out with stupid people if you have to dumb everything down?" He asked me, it was a good question.

"I don't know. I actually don't know. All I know is never the fuck again, I don't want to have to break up with someone 5 times before they get the message that I don't want to date them anymore." I said while laughing a little. "But enough of my answer it's your turn." I told him with a smile.

"I forgot for a second. Mines 'I'm a bad bitch, you can't kill me.' I feel like that just sums me up as a person." He said to me while laughing a little.

"I think it's time to end the video before one of us starts off another laughing fit. Remember that I love all you motherfuckers watching this. Kylie will see you guys next week then I'll see you the week after. Ciao." I said before blowing the camera a kiss and stopping it from recording anymore. That video would go down in history.