Break my heart again

The album has officially been released and the feedback is amazing. I can't believe that people are actually listening to my music and are connecting with it. I can't express it into words how thankful I am for this entire opportunity.

Today is my birthday the big 22! I don't really have anything planned, mostly meeting up with Namjoon at our favorite cafe and eating cake like every year.

I step into the cafe and namjoon waves me over. He's already ordered me my favorite type of cake and a cup of coffee. We causally talk for a hour, we haven't really had much time to catch-up and talk about us. His cute dimples don't leave his face as he smiles brightly at me.

Little did I know Namjoon was only a distraction from the reality that's been happening in my apartment.

When Joon takes me back to my apartment I open up the door and I'm met with a million balloons everywhere.

"HAPPY BIRTHDAY!" the crowd of people yell. I try to fight my tears but fail. I start bawling my eyes out infront of everyone who showed up.

In school I didn't have many friends and my birthdays were never spent in party's. If Namjoon was busy it was me mostly in my pajamas looking like death and eating ice cream in front of the TV.

So to sum up. This was my first birthday party- ever. Funny how after 22 years on this planet someone would think that it wouldn't be but I guess I'm just boring like that.

I go inside to greet everyone who came to celebrate with me. I notice a familiar figure by the refrigerator pouring themselves a glass of whiskey. As I'm about to approach the man, Chanyeol suddenly pops out of no where.

"Happy birthday peanut!" His voice is gentle and suiting. He steps closer to me and wraps his arms around my figure. He has a face that made you lose your breath and question if your dreaming or not. As I stare into his eyes I feel my cheeks began to get hot.

He leans closer which makes me feel his breath above my ear and gives my whole body shivers. "You look stunning." He sweetly whispers.

I was taken aback from everything which explains why I didn't notice the figure next to me.

I pull away from Chanyeol and look beside me at a even more head spinning beauty.

Jungkook

His expression different than before. An expression I've never seen before. His eyes are tired and red, as for his hair it's a mess. Which doesn't make him any less attractive. I soften when I see him like that. I'm worried about him he doesn't seem well. I have no grudges against him anymore only love unlike last time we spoke.

I go up to him and put my hand on the side of his arm. "Jungkook are you okay?" I say when I notice the glass of whiskey in his hand. That's explains a lot.

He pushes my hand. His eyes filled with anger and jealousy.

"So your with him now?" He asks as tears begin to form in his eyes.

"Jungkook you're drunk... go home." I say softly.

The people around us have stopped what they're doing just to watch what's happening between us.

Taehyung goes over beside Jungkook and puts his hand on his shoulder. "Come on buddy I'll take you home."

He takes the glass of whiskey out of his hands. But Jungkook refuses and the glass drops on our bare feet.

I don't look down but I can feel the blood running down my foot. I don't care about my injury right now I only care about Jungkook getting home and being okay.

"Go home... kookie." I say softly as the boys rush over to clean up our wounds.

Unexpectedly Chanyeol picks me up bridal style and carries me to the coach. I look over his shoulder and see Jungkook rushing over with his fist tightened.

As Chanyeol puts me on the coach and looks up Jungkook punches him with all his strength. Chanyeol is taken by surprise as his lip begins to bleed.

I gasp in shock.

"Jungkook go home you're drunk!" Namjoom yells at him as Jimin and Jin hold him back from doing anything even more stupid.

His head shoots over to me. "So you are with him now." No question mark in his voice anymore." How is it? Moving on so quickly? What about me huh? Did u forget that i still exists? You haven't said one word to me after that night at your signing party.

"What was I suppose to say? You got a girlfriend after a week of our break up?" I pause.

"Did you think about that Jungkook? You hurt me first before I could ever hurt you!" I raise my voice higher as my body fills with anger and sadness at once.

"Are you happy now?" He says softly while looking between me and Chanyeol.

It takes everything out of me not to screem that I was the happiest with him that I love him and I'll never stop. But I don't. Because I'm a coward and he has a girlfriend

"I've never been more happy." I say avoiding his eyes as I take Chanyeol's hand in mine.

I don't realize that I'm crying as my tears fall like a fountain and so are his.

"You bitch!" he yells after me.

That's when Unexpectedly Taehyung throws a punch at Jungkook not giving any time for him to react.

"You asshole do you know how much you hurt her huh? He says while holding Jungkook by his shirt collar.

"You gave her so much pain and now your whining that you're the one that's hurt. Who was there for her when she was talking and crying about you every night huh? You didn't bother and call her with an explanation. It feels like I don't know you anything. Look in the mirror at who you've become." He pauses "A cold hearted monster."

Then Taehyung storms out of my apartment as do all the rest of the crowd. I'm still holding onto Chanyeol's hand. I take him into the kitchen to clean up mine and his wound.

He sits on one of the kitchen chairs as I get a cloth damped with water. I quickly make my way to him. He sits with his legs apart so I stand in between them to tighten the gap between us and also to clean up his busted lip.

I look down at his gorgeous shaped lips and gently pat the cloth to them.

"I'm sorry for what happened tonight." I say softly

"It's okay it wasn't your fault." He says reassuring me.

"I just wish that this wouldn't happen so often. I feel awful for tonight." I sign.

"Maybe you can make it up to me?" He says shyly 

"Hm.. how?" I question.

"Go on a date with me." He says instantly taking me by surprise.

"It doesn't have to be a date or anything but I'd really wanna take you somewhere."

Maybe a distraction is good right now.. especially with a guy like Chanyeol. I need someone good in my life.

I nod.

"I'll go out with you." I say softly

He smiles and looks at the ground while scratching his head.

He's too cute I can't take it.

authors note:
I'm sorry I haven't updated in more than a month... this chapter was probably one of the worst ones I've ever written, but I hope you still enjoyed. I'll try to start updating again :))