I used feel like this for most of my life. Enjoy! Please comment and let you know your thoughts. 
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"I want you to be my new wife," Negan told you, as you stand in his room.

"Why do you want me to be your wife?" you asked.

You felt no one wanted you. Not your parents, not your family, not even your ex fiancé. Even the group you was in, they didn't care that Negan took you so they can live. So, why does Negan want you when no one else did. You watched him sitting in a lounge chair, grinning at you.

You didn't know why he was looking at you like he actually wanted you so badly. You thought he had more prettier woman in Saviors headquarters. But he could have had one of the two other pretty girls from your group but he choose you.

Maybe it was because you stand up when he was going to kill your fiancé. You didn't want him dead even after he ended your engagement days earlier for someone more prettier and more experience than you. But you loved him and didn't want Negan killing him.

"Because you had some fire in you when you trade yourself for your little lover boy of yours," Negan explained," I like my woman feisty like you."

"He's not my little lover boy," you replied, sitting next to Negan," Not anymore."

"Then why do you want me to not kill him then?" Negan asked.

"Because love clouds your judgement on who you can trust in this walker world, I loved him so much that it break my heart when he went for a more prettier girl than me," you explained," Love is anyone's weakness, love makes you want to protect them."

"But he is a piece of shit of a man," Negan said, looking angry.

I put my hand on Negan's and smiled at him.

"That's another thing about love, it makes you love that person anyway because you will actually think one day you can change them into something better than what they are right now," you explained.

"Do you think someone could love monster like me?" Negan asked.

"Yeah, maybe one day," you said, smiling.

"Maybe someone like you," Negan asked, smirking.

"Maybe, Negan, we do still have days left in this walker world together," you explained.

He grabbed me by my chin and made me look at him. Then I gasped as I felt Negan's lips on mine. After a few seconds of his lips on mine, I kissed him back. I felt his tongue touch my bottom lip. I gasped as he slipped his tongue in my mouth.

He pushed me down on my back. I felt the cool leather on my naked shoulders and legs since I was wearing a black tank top, black skirt, and black boots. He hovered over me as he kissed me deeper. I pulled away from the kiss. Negan started kissing down my neck. I gasped as he sucked on this one spot on my neck.

"Negan, wait," I said," Please stop."

Negan stopped and looked at me.

"What's wrong, doll face?" Negan asked.

"I want to be your wife but not until you get rid of your other wives," I answered.

"And what makes you think I'll get rid of my other wives for just you?" Negan asked, sitting up.

"Because I'll be your virgin wife," I answered, blushing red.

After learning that I was a virgin, Negan made me his only wife. That Negan was pretty happy to be the only man I'll be with. I helped Negan with his war against Rick's group. We lived happy with working with Rick's group in Alexandria with two sons and one on its way. Even with the dead eating the living these days, my days with Negan have been filled with happiness and joy to be alive.