when i said a little bit of spice, i actually meant a whole bottle of it. those who are uncomfortable may leave thank you uwu.

"what do you mean you lost chenle!?" renjun exclaimed from the other line, being as stressed as yangyang.

running a hand through his hair, the omega being present there had no idea what to do. renjun was right, how could he lost chenle when it has just been minutes that he left him there? ❝just saying, it's your fault for letting me take care of him.❞

"yang it's not the time for jokes!" a groan was heard from the other line, also making yangyang panic. "our scents have been rubbing on him, the suppressants he used to block his scent would be useless—"

❝what do you want me to do!?❞ staying still there, the omega eyed the entrance of the building. ❝get inside and find him?❞

"no, don't." a moment of silence was heard from the other line before renjun spoke again. "actually, yes."

❝am i seriously risking my ass for this?❞ yangyang whined, not being able to imagine the mess that would happen if he gets inside the building which is full of hungry alphas.

"hey! i'm also trying my best here asking jeno and jaemin to hurry up, okay?"  maybe this was a bad idea after all. renjun knew it very well but he just thought that it might be fun.

this isn't fun after all.

"they are on their way, yang. just wait outside and—"

yangyang ended the call and took a deep breath. closing his eyes, the omega tried to collect himself before opening them back again and stared at the entrance of the building. all that mattered right now was chenle and yangyang couldn't stand a thought of what's going to happen to the younger. he's also at fault for not keeping an eye on the omega when he clearly wasn't in his right state.

he placed his phone inside his pocket and started to take small steps towards the building.

it was actually a brave thing to do, he was proud of himself and gained the guts to get inside the building. not until he could see figures coming out of the large structure. his eyes widened and caught one of the figures looking at him.

❝shit.❞ with his eyes shut tight in regret, yangyang turned around and walked away.

he could here the alphas whistling at him and he knew they were catching up to his pace, making him fasten his steps. he felt his heart beating fast in panic and also cold sweat rolling down from his forehead. yangyang couldn't think of anything but just run away but he very well knew he couldn't. chenle could still be somewhere inside and—

and he just had to bump on to someone.

catching a peppermint scent of an alpha, yangyang didn't bother checking whom he bumped into and instinctively just clutched on to the person's leather jacket. he needed protection and he didn't know why the omega inside him trusted this alpha when he clearly was just a stranger. burying his head on to the person's shoulder, yangyang was shaking in fear at the possibilities of him getting laid by force.

❝that's a bummer, i thought he wasn't claimed yet.❞ the omega heard one of the alphas from behind speak. he clearly had no idea if the two were together but he the omega was clinging to the person tight as if he relied on the person to protect him.

and then a laugh came after from another male, ❝hendery, better watch your omega before someone gets him.❞

followed by a snicker coming from the alpha which yangyang was clutching on to. ❝get out of my sight before i hit one of you.❞

the omega widened his eyes when he felt an arm wrapped around his waist but he couldn't react to it properly as he still had his head buried on the person's chest.

the alphas that just came out from the building chuckled and eyed the omega for a short while. their hungry gazes were torn off when the person whom the omega is glued to growled at them. not wanting to anger the alpha, they walked off and didn't bother to look back at them anymore. when the two of them were left, yangyang felt the arm around his waist loosen and took this chance to pull away.

still having his head lowered, the omega bit his lower lip. ❝p-please spare m-me..❞

at this moment, yangyang wasn't aware at the phone call he is receiving. he couldn't feel the vibrations from his phone as all he had inside his head was about running away to somewhere safe.

❝i-i'm just h-here for my friend and i..❞ yangyang lifted his hand up to wipe the tears from his eyes. he was crying in fear as to what was going to happen to him during that night.

but his senses were calmed down when the person approached him and lifted his chin up, doing the honors to wipe the tears using his thumb. ❝don't cry, i won't hurt you.❞

yangyang stared up to the alpha's eyes and he would be lying if he'd say that gorgeous smile didn't affect him at all. he could have sworn he had seen heaven with that smile being passed to him, not to mention how that simple smile comforted him in so many ways.

even the alpha didn't know why he was so drawn to the omega that looked so vulnerable at that moment. he couldn't stop staring at him and he even felt himself leaning down.

not until a voice was heard.

❝hendery?❞

snapping his head behind him, the alpha widened his eyes at who he didn't expect to see at that very wrong moment.

❝xiaojun..❞

⚠️

with arms thrown to his neck, jisung just stood still there as he felt the pair of lips moving on to his lips. the pure blooded tasted the bitter taste of the alcohol but he was more drunk on the lips he is tasting. he wouldn't have snapped back from his senses if it weren't for the omega nibbling on to his lower lip.

❝chenle—❞

when the pure blooded pushed the omega away to breathe, the shorter male just connected their lips back again. using his feet, chenle pushed the door closed and also pushed the pure blooded back. jisung only held on to the omega's waist for support until he stumbled back on to the sofa. the taller male finally had air to breathe but that didn't last a minute when the omega wasted to time to climb on top of the younger and straddled on to his hips.

❝what are you— mm..❞ jisung couldn't say another word went he was silenced by the same pair of lips. he didn't want to give in but the way how he was being kissed was intoxicating.

chenle brought his hands up and wrapped it around the pure blooded's nape, caressing it gently and made jisung part his lips at the sensation. the omega took this chance to stick out his tongue and had explored every inch of the younger's mouth, also playing with jisung's tongue in the process.

but upon tasting alcohol, the situation hit jisung real bad and took hold of the older's shoulder just to pull him away. ❝le, what is all these?❞

the younger only received a drunk chuckle from the omega. licking his lower lip, chenle leaned down and went to the pure blooded's neck instead. ❝ji..❞ the vibration on his neck at how he called him out sent shivers to the younger's spine. ❝i finally understand.❞

❝w-what do you mean?❞ jisung shut his eyes tight when he felt the omega's lips having in contact with his skin.

the way how he was controlling himself was something to be applauded for.

❝you want us to be back together..❞ chenle took the younger's chin and made jisung face him, capturing his lips once more. they moved in sync with jisung too lazy to lead the kiss and the omega too drunk to even have a proper kiss. pulling away to breathe, chenle continued but not without stuttering. ❝because you want me..❞

well, chenle wasn't wrong about it. jisung did want him but what he thought the pure blooded would need him.

❝to pleasure you.❞ chenle muttered out, dipping down just to lick the pure blooded's bottom lip. jisung wasn't having it though, he was furious hearing the reason coming from the omega. ❝to be your toy.❞

the shorter kept on playing the younger's lips, kisses trailing down to his jaws and then adam's apple. he used his already glossy lips to kiss the visible adam's apple for a good second before moving own and stopped by the pure blooded's collarbone, catching his breath just to speak again.

❝to tend your needs.❞

that was all for jisung to swiftly switch their positions around, with chenle laid down on the sofa and the pure blooded hovering over him. the omega smiled in thought of the younger giving in but as he was about to wrap his hands on to the taller's neck, his wrists were taken by jisung with one hand and had it pinned on top of the armrest. his other free hand was held on to the older's hips to make him stay still from squirming. jisung buckled his knees and made sure that chenle's legs won't be able to move. in just a blink of an eye, the omega was being trapped by the furious pure blooded alpha.

❝did i ever mistreat you when we were still together?❞ by now, jisung wasn't minding at how his voice was dropping octaves down. he wasn't impressed at how stoop the omega's understanding was. ❝did i use you when—❞

❝why would you want me back, then!?❞ the pure blooded was taken aback when the omega raised his voice at him. moments later, jisung can now see the tears filling up in the older's eyes. ❝you know we can't be together yet you still keep on asking if we can fix our relationship!❞

jisung had so much to say just to clear this misunderstanding but he was spacing out and getting worried at the omega who's crying his heart out. he could see how hurt chenle was by those tears and eyes making out his pain. he badly wanted to wipe those tears and just hug the smaller figure, say all comforting words to him to make him feel better.

but he was unable to move and do all those.

❝you know i'm an omega. you want me not because you love me, but because you want me for pleasure.❞ the crying male scoffed, still not tearing his eyes from the younger's soft ones. ❝why else would you want me back? we still can't be together because of your parents. so, why?❞

the pure blooded's grip on to the shorter's wrist loosened up and just when jisung was about to say something about it, chenle had taken this chance to pull the taller male down and make their lips touch again. it was no where near a soft nor a clean kiss. jisung could taste the older's tears along with alcohol and he felt so bad for hurting someone like him. chenle doesn't deserve to have his broken like this and this is all because of jisung.

❝chenle..❞

his kisses getting sloppier, chenle sniffled while he was getting tired of kissing the pure blooded when jisung won't even return the kiss. ❝i'm g-giving myself to y-you. don't you w-want that?❞

they still had their faces dangerously close to each other but their lips were separated, only their warm breaths touched their lips. ❝didn't it cross into your mind that maybe i want to risk it all for you? that i want your heart and not your body? that i badly want to feel your love and not to feel you satisfying my sexual desires?❞

chenle wasn't the only one broken, jisung was too. he was hurt at how the omega looked at him like that. he never had done anything to him aside from probably getting him in trouble but that never resulted for them in to doing something. he couldn't believe that it actually passed inside the omega's head that he's just wanting him for lust and not for love.

if he did want chenle in that way then he could have actually took advantage of him during that time when he found out that he was an omega. but no, he ran away and held himself back despite of the alpha inside him wanting to take over him.

❝am i that bad in your eyes, chenle?❞ right now, jisung wanted to cry along with him.

biting his bottom lip to silence his sobs, the tears still continued to fall from chenle's eyes while looking up to the younger even with a hazy sight. despite of being drunk and not in his right mindset, hearing that made chenle's chest clench in guilt. the pure blooded had good intentions in getting back to him yet he thought of the opposite because of him being scared to start over again.

❝if i tell you that i'm still in love with you and i want us to be together again,❞ using his thumb, jisung wiped the older's tears that kept on going nonstop. ❝would you think i want to get back just to use you?❞

❝ji..❞

❝answer me, chenle.❞ jisung could have raised his voice at him, because of how disappointed and frustrated he is feeling right now, but he didn't. he tried to soften his voice so he wouldn't scare the omega away.

❝i'm s-sorry.❞ the omega clearly was overwhelmed at what's going on. he felt so many emotions gushing in ever bit of him yet all he could release were tears.

jisung eyed him down with eyes looking lifeless. he didn't know how he was going to deal with this but he knew he shouldn't blame the omega for thinking that way. it might be the alcohol taking part of how he got to think that jisung was just using him. the pure blooded lowered his head down and glued their foreheads together, closing his eyes as he just listened to the omega's cries.

❝chenle, i'm sorry for hurting you. please stop crying.❞ gently placing a kiss on the omega's glossy lips, jisung was about to pull away after a second but chenle had already locked him with his arms around his neck.

just like before, chenle was the only one leading the kiss. the omega is the only one moving his lips meanwhile the pure blooded stayed still. trying everything, chenle still couldn't feel the younger kissing him back.

this made the shorter male pull away, ❝why won't you kiss me?❞ and started to beg. ❝kiss me, ji.❞

no, he shouldn't. he might not be able to control himself if he does. ❝le, how about you sleep? it had been a rough day and—❞ jisung's eyes widened when the omega's scent lingered to his nose. his strawberry scent got even stronger that it could have filled the room, making jisung furrow his brows. ❝stop that.❞

looking clueless, chenle laid there while still waiting for jisung to give in.

❝chenle, i told you to stop that!❞ jisung could feel the omega's pheromones seducing him and he was trying his very best to calm his inner alpha. ❝you are in a building filled with alphas. they are going to get your scent.❞

❝kiss me.❞

heaving out a sigh, jisung was leaning down slow but chenle just had to grow impatient and smash their lips. lowering both his hands, jisung let it rest on to the omega's waist and caressed his side. a breathy moan escaped the omega's mouth and the pure blooded knew it was just for him to get out of control. growling, jisung trailed his kisses on to the omega's jaw and now behind his ears.

his alpha inside was getting out of the cage and he was having a hard time to get a grip of himself. the omega's scent was only giving his alpha a large urge to take over. breathing heavily, jisung licked the older's earlobe before biting it.

❝ah.. mm..❞ but instead of pushing him away, chenle place a hand behind the younger's head and pulled him closer as if he didn't want any distance between them.

sliding his hands under the omega's shirt, jisung went to catch his lips once more and chenle couldn't be more happier to see the pure blooded leading the kiss. the shorter male felt the younger's warm hands going up to his chest and he couldn't help but moan in the kiss they were having.

❝sung..❞ chenle got to catch air when the taller pulled away and now watched him dip his face on to his neck. he threw his head back at the feeling when jisung landed licks and kisses on his neck.

control. that's what jisung was trying to do but his alpha was growling to mark the omega shuddering under him with pleasure. finding a perfect spot, jisung opened his mouth wide and neared to the skin that he wanted to bite for him to be able to finally claim the omega as his.

but something sparked inside him that made him freeze from his place. he knew what he was doing is wrong.

❝ji?❞ with cheeks flushed, lips swollen from the make out session they had, and eyes all teary, chenle blinked innocently while looking up at jisung who had a small smile on his face.

brushing the older's hair that's covering his forehead, jisung closed his eyes and placed a soft kiss on top. ❝you're drunk, let's not do this.❞

chenle was still in the middle of processing at what just happened that he didn't get to notice jisung scooping him up and carried him like a baby he is. hugging the built jisung owned, chenle buried his head on to the pure blooded's shoulder as he could feel himself grow tired.

smiling, jisung felt relieved that he handle that very well. ❝i'll put you to bed, alright?❞

the omega was dozing off to sleep but nodded his head nonetheless. he felt the a soft fabric greeting his back but that wasn't what he wanted. he wanted the younger's warmth and that was what he is losing. opening his eyes, he could see the figure walking away and that made him cry so easily.

turning around, jisung chuckled at the older. ❝le, i'm just getting a shirt for you to wear.❞

❝can't you just be here with me?❞

❝i will, don't worry.❞ jisung grabbed a random shirt, knowing that it'll still fall loose on the omega, and quickly walked over to the sniffling male. ❝hey, i'm here.❞

jisung sat there as he watched the omega's hands holding his large one. he held the shirt on his other hand and he could see the shorter male closing his eyes till snores were heard coming from him. smiling at the sight, jisung was very much relieved that he hadn't taken advantage of the omega. although, he was internally pouting at how chenle was provoking him. that wasn't a fair play, he should know that he had little self control.

what's important is that he got this big baby to sleep.

❝sleep tight, chenle.❞

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