a/n baby boy

Aria

We all ended up walking to the steakhouse, seeing as it was just down the street from the theater. 

Jungkook and I walked ahead of Tuai and Taehyung, our hands still clasped together. I tried keeping my attention on Kook, but it was hard to when I heard Tuai giggling every five seconds. 

There weren't many people here seeing as how it was past dark, which made me feel a little better due to the creeping insecurities that were beginning to resurface. 

I tilted my head up to watch the handsome male beside me, noticing the way the moonlight danced across his skin. 

For the first time, I noticed the black circles in his earlobes, realizing how much older they made him look. 

He turned his head and caught me staring at him, grinning when our eyes met. I blushed and quickly looked down until he pressed his lips to my head, causing me to blush even more. 

"You're so pretty," he whispered, his hand reaching up to brush his knuckles across my cheek. Was I getting feelings for him after not even knowing him for a week?

"There it is!" Tuai exclaimed, pulling Taehyung infront of us as they went through the doors of the steakhouse before we could. 

Jungkook tugged on my hand as we entered the restaurant and the waitress led us to our booth. 

Taehyung and Tuai sat across from us and I couldn't help but feel a little uncomfortable. 

The waitress took down our drink orders and disappeared, only to return a few moments later with a small basket full of bread sticks. 

I smiled happily at the bringing of food, reaching my hand out to grasp one just as Taehyung did. 

Our fingers brushed over each other and he jerked his hand back, but it was too late. Already my vision was clouding over as my head began to pound from overbearing pain, visions flooding into my head. 

Taehyung hovered over me, his body bare and mine as well. He teasingly rolled his hips, a soft moan escaping both of our lips when he buried his face into the crook of my neck. I pushed myself against him and rubbed my hands up his naked chest, loving how perfect he was to me. His hips rolled again and I smiled when he whispered out a curse, my nails dragging down his back. He looked back at me and gazed at my face lovingly. I'd never seen him so happy, sweat rolling off of his skin as he lowered himself more and kissed my forehead. His mouth trailed kisses down my nose and across my cheeks, causing me to giggle and run my fingers through his soaked hair. His lips finally stopped at mine, gently brushing over them as he whispered "I love you" and pushed our lips together.

I gasped at the feeling of someone shaking me, opening my eyes to the worried expression on Jungkook's face. 

"Ari, Ari sweetheart can you hear me?" he'd ask repeatedly, his hands cupping my cheeks as one of the waitresses fanned me with a menu. 

I nodded and gulped nervously, feeling sweat drip down my face. I straightened myself in my seat and uneasily looked over at Taehyung, who wasn't even watching me. 

"There's no way.." I whispered, covering my mouth with my hands as fragments of the memory kept plaguing my mind. 

That couldn't have been real, right? 

Just my imagination? 

His gaze snapped to mine and he bit his lip, almost as if he was nervous. 

"Taehyung... d-did w-we.." The color drained from his face as my voice continuously broke and he stood, preparing to leave. 

"Did we know each other?" I asked before he could walk out of the door. 

He wouldn't look at me, letting out a strained laugh as he gripped Tuai's hand. 

"Of course we know each other, we've been at the same school for two years." his voice sounded a bit bitter. 

I shook my head, getting out of my seat and walking towards them. 

"No, I mean... did we know each other..." I gulped, my eyes searching the side of his face as he dared not to look at me. "..before..?" I whispered, my voice breaking. 

I heard Jungkook get up and push himself against me from behind, tears threatening to spill out of my eyes. 

"Let's go, Ari.." he whispered, trying to pull me out the door. 

But I wouldn't go. I needed to know. 

I needed to know now. 

I shook my head and suddenly reached out, grasping Taehyung by his shirt to force him to face me. 

Tuai yelled at me in disbelief but for once, I didn't hear her. 

I felt the tears I had been holding in roll down my cheeks when his eyes locked with mine. He wouldn't say anything, only look at me, as if trying to will himself to keep silent. 

"Answer me!" I yelled, nearly everyone in the restaurant turning to watch us. 

My fingers were clutching his shirt tightly, sobs wracking my body when he nodded, his usual calm tone shaking as he whispered so softly that I almost didn't hear him.

"Yes."

~*~ 

I was still in a daze when Jungkook pulled me from the restaurant. 

I shook, not able to help the sobs that I could no longer hold back. 

He knew about how I was found outside of the academy's gates, I told him the second day we had known each other. 

He was so easy to talk to, it felt as if he knew everything already anyhow. 

I knew he didn't like Taehyung much, I knew he wanted to protect me, but I didn't realize how much I depended on him until now. 

We made it to his car and he helped me in before climbing into his seat. 

He didn't turn the car on. Instead, he reached across the console and pulled me over it and into his lap. He held me as I cried. 

I didn't know why this affected me so bad. 

But that feeling that I had when in the memory, the love I felt, how did Taehyung and I go from that to him not speaking to me at all? 

How did I end up nearly dead at the front gates?

What happened to me?