a/n not tae but holy fuck this perfect boy 

Yuki

Continued..

Blood leaked from my mouth after my throat gave out from my raw voice pushing through it so hard so suddenly. 

"J-Just wait right here and I'll come back with something that we can hide you under until we make it to our room!" Lua yelled at me as she quickly backed out of the bathroom. 

I stayed crouched on top of the sink, sobbing at how ragged I looked now and the pain I felt, even worse than I did a few moments ago. 

Blood rolled down my chin and neck, I felt myself become light headed. 

Me using my voice for the first time in years, paired with the raw force I used to push my scream out, caused me to nearly destroy the inside of my throat. 

Someone wrapped a thin blanket around my shoulders and I flinched suddenly at the touch, jerking myself off the sink before turning and realizing it was only Lua. 

She cried softly while looking at me, grabbing handfuls of paper towels and wetting them in the sink I had been crouched over. 

She gently patted them against my chin and throat, trying to be as soft as she possibly could in fear of hurting me. 

I grasped her hand firmly and stopped it, looking at her with saddened eyes before taking the wet paper and scrubbing the blood off of my skin myself. 

I did the best I could, but one could still make out the trail the crimson had left due to how cream-white my skin had been. 

I balled the towels up in my hands as they formed fists, attempting to yell in frustration as I threw them into the sink. 

No sound came from my mouth, save for the rasping of my breath and I cried even more. 

Lua wrapped her arms around me from behind and helped cover me with the blanket and looked at me questioningly. 

I only nodded and she turned, helping me out and into the hall. Nearly everyone was still at lunch, meaning there only few people out and about in the halls at this time. 

"Let's go." She whispered, running for the entrance doors and we sprinted towards our dormitory. 

I nearly tripped over the blanket as I tried running up the stairs, but caught myself on the railing and continued on. 

When we made it to our room, I nearly ripped my clothes off of my body and turned on the water in the bathroom to scalding hot. 

I was determined to clean the ugly garnet streaks off of my porcelain skin. 

I took our roughest sponge and scrubbed at my skin as the boiling water stung me, not even bothering to focus on the parts that were red. 

I needed to be cleaned completely. 

I started crying when the color wouldn't come off all the way and Lua stuck her hand into the shower, screaming when the water touched her skin. 

She pushed the curtains back and I covered my naked body as she turned the faucet off and pulled me out. 

"You're fucking boiling yourself!" She screamed at me, her lip trembling as we both fought back tears. 

I turned to look at my reflection in the mirror and so did she. 

It looked as if I had been burned, and I had been, due to my own recklessness. 

My once sugar-colored skin was now tinted completely pink, having been scrubbed and scalded raw due to the assault I had launched on myself. 

Lua covered her mouth with her hands and closed her eyes, not able to bear looking at the pain I inflicted on myself. 

Someone began beating on our door rapidly, causing us both to jump. 

She reached out to touch me and fresh tears sprang to my eyes when her fingers came into contact with my arm, my mouth opening in a silent scream. 

The beating continued, the sound resonating throughout our suite and hurting my head.

I nodded towards the main section of our suite, letting her know she could answer it. 

I dared not to touch anything in the room apart from the cool tile wall behind me. 

It hurt, but was oddly soothing to my burned skin. 

I heard low voices from the main room and a sudden hard crash before people started yelling. 

I peaked out from behind the bathroom door and my eyes widened at Taehyung and Lua screaming at each other, Taeyhung's fists clenched so hard his knuckles were white and his hair disheveled with the headband on the floor beside his feet, ripped in two. 

"Y..Yu.." I heard him mutter and I jerked my gaze back up to the two only to witness him pushing past her to the bathroom. 

"No!" Lua screamed, trying to grab him and pull him away from me. 

He pushed the bathroom door open and raised his hands to my face, suddenly cupping my cheeks and leaning his forehead against mine. 

I expected to feel the same burning anguish that I had when Lua touched me, but the second his skin met mine, my pain faded. 

My body relaxed and I leaned into his touch as Lua ran into the room. 

She gasped when she saw him touching me without hurting me, her eyes springing with fresh tears. 

I closed my eyes for a moment and reached my hands up, wrapping my fingers around Taehyung's wrists while his hands were still on my cheeks. 

When I opened my eyes again, he was staring at me, his gaze full of pain and sorrow. 

"I'm so sorry.." he whispered, moving to wrap his arms around me. 

The sudden brush of his clothing against my damaged skin led me into another round of pained gasps and winces and he abruptly pulled back and widened his eyes. 

He shocked us both when he yanked his shirt off and pulled me against his chest, causing me to remember how I was completely bare. 

I knew I wasn't appealing to look at, especially when I was covered in 3rd degree burns, but all I could focus on was how his touch didn't hurt me. 

How the emotions sweeping through me were the same ones I had the last time he touched me; the only time before now that our skin met.

What just happened?