When you came in I realized
that nothing has changed,
this meeting I deeply idealized,
I regret it being arranged.

I saw it in your eyes,
guilt and coldness,
you clearly remember your lies,
those you openly told us.

Not a single word you said to me,
although you managed to talk to everyone,
as if I was just a flea,
but who the hell won?

You must have known that avoiding me won't last for ever,
that you would eventually meet your demons,
now you are under pressure,
obviously due to significant reasons.

I was there
when you got scared 'cause our eyes met,
we shared the same air,
but you acted as if you got burnt by a cigarette.

It's okay tho 'cause I wouldn't even talk to you,
my heart was still broken,
after everything you put me through,
I was drowning in an ocean.

I screamed for help,
you looked away,
desperately wanted to be someone else.
Before my mind vanished, I heard a whisper says BETRAY.

I avoided you too,
but you still found a way to hurt me again,
I didn't have a clue
that I'd cry because of men.