INEXPERIENCED | part 1

「fluff」「semi-mature」

top!renjun
bottom!donghyuck

[in which donghyuck's friends convince him to finally lose his virginity to the school's well-known player who says 'yes' to any game. fortunately and unfortunately, things didn't go quite how they planned]

requested by: @fxiryhhj

"don't be a pussy," jaemin encouraged before shoving his best friend in the direction of the abandoned music room late one evening. "think of it this way: he won't kill you."

"won't he?" jisung snickered. "i heard he has kinks."

"so?"

"so hyuckie may find himself dead tomorrow, but at least he won't have died a virgin."

"oh my god, guys. shut up," donghyuck whined and ruffled his brown hair irritatedly. "this is such a bad idea. it was just a dare, so i chicken out. gimme a punishment."

"too late for that," jaemin scoffed and once again nudged him to the door. "chickening out is for the start of the dare when it's immediately obvious that you can't do it. don't just agree to getting fucked and then drop out when shit hits the fan. darling, you're so lame."

hyuck gritted his teeth and kicked him in the shin lightly. "maybe my virtue is my strength, hoe."

"can't call me a hoe if my boyfriend's the one screwing me," he held his hand to jisung. "we can call you a loser because we can."

i hate their relationship, the oldest of the three grimaced before rolling his eyes and clearing his throat to face the door. the wood was scratched and in need of a new paint job, while the glass panel along it's side was dusty and unclean. he couldn't believe what he heard when he sheepishly walked up to huang renjun at lunch yesterday and asked for what he knew the older gave.

the boy just smirked and responded with a simple 'how do you like it?' how did lee donghyuck like it? could a virgin even know? of course he stuttered out a weak answer like 'any way is good', earning the loudest chuckle he hadn't wanted. renjun was intimidating...

but freaking adorable too.

"have fun, baby. come out when you're a real man and can join our conversations~" jisung taunted, and he was only doing it to prevent the other from running to whichever next country would take him. he was actually quite worried and excited for his friend.

"yeah, yeah," hyuck muttered bitterly and knocked on the door in hopes that there would be no one on the other side and he could prance off into the sunset to write this all off as a horrible experience.

unfortunately, life wasn't quite so kind. the whole frame swung open and produced a disheveled chinese boy with his black, long hair flicked over his eyes and his blouse half open. those lips of his were slightly pouted and swollen, like he'd been doing something beforehand with them. "ah, the guy who's up for anything?" he giggled melodically like a goddamn goddess; if only his words didn't make the younger want to cringe and sleep under a rock for a century or two. "did you mean what you said, baby?"

"huh? oh, um...depends?"

"well, it really doesn't. either you can handle anything or you have limits. what will it be?"

how about the softest, most romantic love-making that exists for my poor ass who's only ever seen fingers? "limits, not gonna lie."

"mhm, thought so," renjun smiled faintly, stepping aside to let him in. "don't mind the mess. this is basically the only room i can use to get away with the activities, y'know? mr. young was here about half an hour ago, so it probably doesn't smell great."

"a teacher—?" hyuck was about to shriek, but refrained in case he was offensive and instead switched his words, "uh, you can't smell that?"

"not anymore. i pretty much breathe this air everyday."

sucks to be him, the brunette thought with a small shrug and sat up on a square desk that was, like the others, scattered out of the natural layout it had once been part of. his eyes in-took everything around him, and his lips parted slightly as he observed.

"so, let me guess," the older started to talk while pulling his shirt open even more until his whole torso was on full view. and toned it was. "you're just a virgin, right?"

"how did you—?"

"i have an in-built detector, baby. you smell like a scared little virgin, and look it too."

then why did he think i was up for anything? the fuck? "great. i'm so...so honoured," he pouted and chose to keep up his natural attitude. if he was about to die, then he'd die like a man. it was eight in the evening and he had never felt more alive before in his life. "so like, how does this go?"

"well, there are certain ways about it," renjun hummed and started to pull his pants down so that he was only in an open button-up. "there's messing around, cutting to the chase, or all the hardcore extras that usually the teachers prefer, i suppose."

where's the exit button on this game? i should never have logged in, "can i...procrastinate somehow?"

"you don't want this?"

"well...yes and no. my friends dared me, so..."

"god, you can't just jump up and do something like this on a dare. love, it's emotionally damaging for people who aren't ready. you have to know you're ready."

"i am!" hyuck panicked, breathing rapid and heart pounding against his ribcage. "i know i am."

"oh yeah?" renjun wandered over and gently pushed the boy down to lay on the desk, crawling up to straddle him and play with his shirt. "you can handle everything? you're not going to cry?"

"fuck you, i won't cry."

"mhm, let's see," the ravenette sighed and carefully started to unbutton the teen's pants. he managed to shuffle them down and off while staying atop his waist, parting the male's legs wide. "oh yes, you're anxious."

"what?! how could you tell?!"

"it's tightening around nothing, idiot. it wants to fight me and i haven't even started!"

"you're making that shit up!"

"am i?!" renjun scoffed, rolling his eyes and pressing his middle and index fingers into his mouth. he made sure to keep eye-contact with his partner while sucking them and slicking them up with saliva. the sight would've had anyone getting hard or even letting go...yet hyuck was absolutely stricken with fear. the dark-haired teenager moaned onto his digits and rolled his hips against the other's, teasing him since he knew damn well the younger wasn't ready for this at all. "still feeling brave?"

"try me!"

and he did. renjun deviously wore a shit-eating grin before circling his fingertip around the entrance cautiously, earning a light whimper from donghyuck, and then tried to shove the length of it in.

"fuck! stop, stop, stop! no!"

knew it, the older thought, pursing his lips a little disappointedly since he found the male to be quite beautiful and a real catch, but retracted his hand all the same. donghyuck was panting erratically and begging for him to stop long after the action had been halted, and he rubbed his face with his hands...probably trying not to cry.

"hey, hey," renjun cooed, leaning down and gently caressing the teen's hair. "it's fine, we won't do anything."

"i-i didn't think it would hurt that much."

that was a fingertip, he inwardly laughed, but kept it to himself and smiled like an angel. "mhm, it takes a lot of willpower and strength to consent to sex, okay? your friends were stupid to dare you before your time. people lose their virginities when it suits them, and you clearly aren't ready."

"they'll make so much fun of me though...i can't face them."

"oh?" the older arched his brow, sitting back again and pulling the male's hands away from his face. "is that what you're worried about?"

"yeah, that's it. they're so mean sometimes."

"you know..." renjun smirked as he glanced up to the ceiling and thought, "anal isn't the only type of sex. you could tell your friends a white lie, but it wouldn't be entirely false..."

"what?"

"oral sex. easy peasy. even you could learn that."

i don't know how to feel about this...the brunette shyly frowned and sat up, but he took the lesson well and learned quite fast. in the end, they didn't go all the way or play much further than with mouths...but it had actually been a lot of fun towards the end.

when they started leaving the school building together in order to reach their separate dorm floors, the fuckboy actually had one last thing to ask.

"hyuck?"

"mhm?"

"look, whatever happens, you'll be fine. don't feel stupid for not being okay with it...and..."

the younger simply watched his faltering movements as he thought, and it was quite beautiful to see his hesitation. "yeah?"

"come back to me when you are ready, okay? even if it's to talk or something...you should come see me sometime."

aaaw, no one told me he was friendly, the brunette smiled excitedly and nodded like a puppy. "sure, i'll see you soon. one of these days, i really will be up for anything."

"yeah right, y'big softy."

with that they waved to one another and went their separate ways. what they hadn't known was that this separation would be for the next two months. neither were the type to just bowl on up and start conversations...but it did weigh on their minds that they hadn't followed through with a bit of a promise. could it even be considered that?

hyuck taught himself new things every night after that. be it with his hands, with an object, through videos...he told himself he'd mentally be prepared for the next time he met renjun. his own fingers weren't as long...or perhaps the other's were just inserted at a better angle; how and never, they didn't quite do the same damage the smaller's had done.

jisung and jaemin gave up most of the teasing about being an 'inexperienced virgin', since they genuinely believed their friend had slept with their school's hoe. the looks the older two passed each other in the halls would've suggested as much as well.

hyuck never did tell them that he'd only sucked the guy off and gotten the same in return. that was a secret he'd probably die with.

as the season started to change from spring into summer, and the dorms only got hotter and hotter, the brunette found it got increasingly harder to motivate himself to move even an inch. his roommate was conked out on the bed by his own most days, and the stack of homework on his desk was taunting him. the horrid heat caused everyone to sweat like crazy, and the girls were all out in their shorts and cropped tops, which didn't help the natural order of the school.

one wednesday afternoon, when the weather couldn't have been any less forgiving, the poor boy stumbled down the hallways of the building packed with bedrooms. he watched the numbers tick down the register until he stopped right outside his friends' place. he never knocked, since they never heard him...and that was his fatal mistake this time.

inside, the couple were going at it on the bed pushed to the corner, pitchy whines and begging flowing straight through one of donghyuck's ears to the other. his breath hitched and heart sank at this...since he once again felt all alone. he'd found his two friends making out or having sex before...they weren't very discreet people. but it never got easier, and since they were switches they talked about the pros and cons of it all the time when they knew he didn't understand.

fuck, he sighed, closing the door again and storming off back down the hallways to make it back to his own room. his eyes burned a little, but it wasn't sadness at all — just loneliness. as if some higher power was watching this all unfold, however, one of the doors flung open beside him and out ran a desperate male who instantly sprinted at him and clung to his arm.

"oh my god, donghyuck?" renjun panted, clothes barely covering his body as he trembled like a leaf in the breeze. "please help me. he won't stop—"

"stop being a little brat!" some unknown guy from presumably the year above them hissed and yanked the small male back, dragging him into the dorm room once more and slamming it shut. the brunette was left blinking once in utter confusion before reading the plaque nailed to the white, wooden door. well, renjun was one of the occupants anyway...so hyuck had every right to burst in there and shut the other stranger out.

but why should he have?

he wasn't strong.

he wasn't valiant or heroic.

heck, he couldn't even get out of his own way and let some hot dude do him. it was shameful, he felt, to assume he could help huang renjun out in a crisis. perhaps he needed to find someone more built than he was...

as he shakily started to walk along the hall to find this said saviour, loud banging against the same door made him flinch, and he could hear crying. crying.

jesus, lee donghyuck, what the fuck are you doing? abandoning someone who helped you for nothing? how stupid! he groaned weakly and slammed his fist against the wall, cracking out his hands to loosen up and rolling his shoulders. fuck it, i thought renjun would kill me, but maybe this will.

storming back towards the dorm room, he sized up the weak frame and stood to the side in order to kick the handle, crumpling it on its screws and rattling the door open with ease. inside, renjun was struggling against a senior who definitely didn't have his interests in mind, tears building up in those sexy, hazel eyes of his yet never falling because he was too strong for that. he wasn't a quitter or a cryer, and the younger respected him for that.

"oh no, i really don't want to do this..." donghyuck whined, wearing a pained expression while crawling up onto the bed. "it's gonna hurt..."

"what the fuck? this isn't a group session, kid. go back to your room or something!" the boy snapped, and the younger swallowed harshly before closing his eyes, wishing for some sort of god to hand him a gold star and tell he did good.

because the deafening crack that resounded after he landed an almighty punch against the offender's jaw hurt like a bitch. "ow! fuck, damn, shit, shit, shit, stupid, ow!" he swore and held his hand. "god, that was even worse than i thought it'd be!"

"little—" the senior groaned, holding his bruising face and growling irritatedly. "you want to have some sense pounded into you?"

"actually, that's my job," renjun interrupted, kicking him square in the head and rendering him unconscious before pushing him off the bed. "damn, they don't get the whole 'consent is sexy' thing, do they? if i say i'm having a bad day, then i'm having a bad day! no 'good fuck' is gonna change that!"

donghyuck swallowed thickly and nodded like his life depended on it. he felt like his arm was going to snap off from the prior impact he forced upon it, and the pain only got worse. meanwhile, his whole body was too hot to cope and he wanted to collapse and die peacefully now that he'd enacted a good deed.

"you good?" renjun asked, dusting his hands off after dumping the body outside his door and closing it behind him so that they were alone. "sorry to drag you in, there. i don't usually need help or anything, but he caught me by surprise."

"dude, you should always ask for help. you aren't invincible, and you don't deserve that. next time someone tries to sexually assault you, kindly call for me and i'll stand around uselessly but with good intentions."

the older giggled at the thought of it and crawled up onto the mattress again to sit beside him. "you weren't useless this time though, were you? look at your battle scars." he picked up the boy's hand and pressed gentle kisses to each of the roaring red knuckles. "they're gonna be purple tomorrow, but you can be proud of why."

"i did nothing for you," he sighed weakly. "you're the one that kicked him in the face and ended it."

"and yet, i was struggling before you came in. hmmm," renjun wriggled his brows and made a kissing sound. "my knight."

"ew, no. you stuck your finger in my ass. you're my knight."

"we can do shift work," he compromised, pausing for brief moment to gaze at the brunette before inwardly screaming at his beauty and pulling him in for a hug. he said nothing for a time, simply ran his soft hands over the other's back to restore some peace amidst the inner turmoil he was sure was raging inside the korean.

the hug was weird, really. they weren't friends, nor acquaintances since they'd gone beyond that physically. there was no friendship link that supported their odd behaviour, yet this was oddly the most comforting social interaction either had experienced in a very long time.

renjun pulled away first, but very reluctantly. his eyes scanned the expanse of the taller's figure and slightly undressed him with his eyes. "so...have you thought much more about that? since we parted, that is."

"is this an invite?" donghyuck teased, though inwardly he was begging for it to be. he was officially more than ready to try this again, and since it was renjun...that was probably why. he couldn't stop thinking about him.

"maybe. depends on if i'll have my hopes crushed again."

"well, what if i said i was already prepped from nightly experimenting?"

they shared a certain look with each other for moment, one of hope and uncertainty...yet lust and other strong emotions that weren't quite yet identifiable. "i'd suggest having your first with someone experienced," he coughed obviously and looked down at his lap to feign innocence, "y'know, someone who knows what you're up for."

"mhm, good idea. i'll start looking," hyuck played and started to get up for effect.

"hey, i meant me!"

"psh, i know, baby," he tested the nickname he'd been inflicted with a few times and found he quite liked it. "teach me your ways, oh wise one."

"there is much to learn. lay on the bed of reason and truth," renjun instructed with an old voice and chuckled when the younger flopped onto his back innocently and smiled like a precious ray of sun, especially on this hot, hot day. "ready?"

"mhm! ready!"

word count: [3166]

another request down! i hope you enjoyed this one, lovely, since it was hard mixing the lime with the fluff. thank you for requesting!

thanks for reading guys, i know i'm terrible at updating this book, but i'll get around to it more after the tests. i really appreciate all the support!

love you~
-lily