Pairing : Renjun x Reader
Genre : Fluff/Angst

Requested by Optimistic_IJ ♡♡

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"I love you because you changed my life, and the changes you made were perfect."

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This was my sixth time changing schools in one year. And it was just September. It was not because of my parents' transferable job, in fact they ran a café in the same city so why? Because of my sick attitude.

I had always been a girl, a bit sadistic in nature, pulling up pranks and enjoying the sight of blood. No, don't think I'm a psychopath because I am perfectly fit and fine and I have no mental problems whatsoever.

It's just, I was always lonely from inside. No one cared. When I tried to show my real self to people, they judged me and hated on me. So I stopped. I made an unbreakable barrier around me and started acting sadistic so that people can't bully me.

As it is, those good for nothing, coward and nerdy students complained against me to the Principal and I was kicked out the the schools. My parents warned me about it thought.

"Y/N don't you dare do anything to burn our reputation in this school as well!" was what my parents said.

Yeah... We'll see about that.

First day of school, first period and I was late. I ran through the empty corridor and slit open the door in a hurry. The teacher was teaching and due to my commotion the whole class spared their attention to me.

"Uh..." I let out unable to speak anything as I pant hard.
"L/N Y/N?" the teachers asks curiously.

"That's me." I say walking inside and closing the door behind me.

"First day of school and already late huh?" he says sternly as I lower my head.

"Go find a seat." he said turning around to the black board.

I look around and immediately hope that the back seat is empty but no. I internally groan and go to a desk fairly in the middle and sit down. The guy beside me was scribbling down some notes as I eyed him. He had a batch plated, "Head Student Council".

Oh... One of those nerds I see.

Soon the bell rang indicating the end of the period. I groaned and stretched my arms when I feel a tap on my shoulder. I turned to the boy and he smiled at me. "Hello. My name is Hwang Renjun." he says.

I immediately smile back due to some unknown reason and nod my head. "Hello... Eh, I am L/N Y/N."

He flashed another beaming smile and turns back around. "So are you liking the school?" he asks sweetly.

"No. But I think I will." I say to him. A small smile makes its way down my lips as I glance back at him and blush a bit.

He was handsome. I just realized... And not as bad as I thought him to be.

"If you need any help, feel free to ask me. I'd love to help." he speaks politely and I feel a sudden flip in stomach, I don't even know of what.

Well that is how I met him. Hwang Renjun.

(After 1 year)

Over this long period of time, me and Renjun had become pretty good friends. We used to hang out together and he used to help me in my studies. I had stopped causing troubles all thanks to him. Now his sight excited me more than the sadistic sight of blood.

I had developed feelings for him and I couldn't deny it. And maybe, he liked me too.

One day while walking down the corridor, Renjun came running towards me and stopped me in my tracks.

"Y/N! Hey Y/N!"

"Yes?" I said as I turned back around. "Why were you running?" I said and giggled a bit.

He gave me a sheepish smile and scratched the back of his neck. "Uh... Can I ask you something?" he said as his cheeks turned a bit red.

"Sure..." I said as we went round an empty corner.

"So... I..."

What was he going to say? Oh my god, I could feel my heart throbbing in my chest. Why was he blushing so much??

"Y/N I love you... Will you go o-out with m-me?" he said stuttering a bit and that was so cute, my heart melted.

I broke into a grin as I hopped in his arms and hugged him tight. "YES YES YES I WILL!!!" I said squealing in joy.

And that was how the boy of my dream asked me out and we'll I thought everything was gonna be perfect. He had changed my whole view and aim of life. I adored him and he evolved a better me in me that I never thought could exist. People started loving me all because of him. All because of the good changes he brought in me.

But I didn't know that my happiness would be so short lived...

Renjun had stopped talking or coming to school now. He hardly answered to my calls or messages. And I got worried sick about him. I didn't know what was wrong. It had been over a month that he hadn't come to school. I found out that he had dropped out. Why?? What was wrong?

So on that day I went to his house. His mother opened the door as I greeted her. "Hello, is Renjun there?" I asked softly.

His mom smiled but that smile didn't reach her eyes. Her eyes looked sad and her smile looked forced. "I'm sorry Y/N... He doesn't want to see you... He wants to break up." his mother said and my eyes widened.

No this can't be true. "What!? Why??" I asked, my voice strained.

"Y/N he just doesn't want to be with you anymore. I'm sorry." that is all she said before closing the door on my face.

Tears started streaming down my face as I fell on my knees. No, it's a lie. This can never be true. Why would he do that? What did I even do to make him dislike me? I thought we were perfectly fine!

I cried and cried before their doorstep but nobody opened the door. Half of me that expected a worried Renjun to come out and hug me and shush me saying sweet nothings into my ear, but nothing happened. I was left alone and desolated.

That day, I went home with tear stained cheeks, eyes red and swollen and my face looking like shit. I tried to sleep but didn't even get an ounce of it. It was finally over... I couldn't believe it was over...

Renjun was like a sweet dream in my life which was like a nightmare... And that sweet dream got over...

A/N : I am sorry, I know you had been waiting a long time for this but I couldn't update i was so busy! But here is the part 1 and part 2 will be up soon ^^

Merry Christmas and Happy Holidays to you all! ^_^