Pairing : Doyoung x Reader
Genre : Angst

Requested by axxxmin 💕

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“There's always that one stupid mistake, that changes everything.”

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"Doyoung the heck why are you ignoring me so much nowadays!?" I burst out at him with tears rolling down my cheeks.

He looks away and takes a deep breath as he clenches his jaw. "I am busy right now Y/N. I'll talk to you later." he said completely ignoring my question and shoving me out of the bar as he walked in to carry on with his job.

"SCREW YOU!!" I cry out loud with anger, sadness and emotions of mine sprouting out.

Doyoung and I have been in a relationship for an year and a half now. We did not meet by any ideal means to be specific but by a rather rash and stupid situation.

I came to this bar to celebrate my birthday. All alone. My parents don't live here, my friends were busy. So I came here all alone to celebrate my birthday. I drank shots after shots as I sat by the bar counter. Doyoung was serving the people as I found him to be extremely cute. He had a bunny smile and a cheerful twinkle in his eyes. I was totally high as I hicupped. "Excuse me," I giggle. My tone had a slight slur in it. He looked over at me and his smile faded. "Has anyone ever told you, that you're so very cute Mr...." I widened my droopy eyes big to read his name on his name tag. "Kim Doyoung." I giggled again.

He blushed and looked at me with a smile. "Thank you for your compliment Miss."

"It's Y/N." I chuckled as he nodded.

"Y/N you're drunk. I think you should head home." he said with concern lingering in his eyes.

"Ohh but I did not sing for myself. Happy Birthday to me~ Happy Birthday to me!!! Happy Birthday dear..." I was screeching out loud when I felt myself stumbling and I was about to hit the floor when I felt a strong pair of arms wrap around me, giving me support. I looked up to see Doyoung. I gave him a sheepish smile before passing out completely.

I flutter my eyes open to see an all familiar celieng. I look around to see, my oh so familiar messed up room and- wait what... !? Doyoung was sleeping just beside me. His arms were wrapped around my waist. I stared at him for what felt like hours until I couldn't stop the urge to touch his skin which looked so smooth like honey.

I brushed my finger tips against his cheeks as I looked at him intently and he woke up. He propped up on his elbow as his eyes widened in realization. "Oh... I guess I slept away. I am so sorry." he apologized making me giggle.

"It's alright. But what happened? I don't remember a thing after I passed out... Perhaps in the bar?" I say trying to remember what happened.

He smiled. "Ah... After you passed out, you literally clung on to me, whining me to take you home. You gave me your address and I came here to drop you off but..." he blushed a light shade of red. That's when I remember.

But I had held his arm and intertwined our fingers as I begged him to stay with me and finally, I didn't let him go.

I blushed as I spoke, "Yeah right. Now I remember..."

I chuckle slightly at that precious memory of mine. After that, we had become friends and hung out a lot, until one day I asked him out. Yep. You heard it right. I asked him out because he was very shy.

But now... Everything has changed I guess. These days, he acts so distant from me. It sometimes makes me question our relationship. Does he even want to be with me anymore. All these thoughts were running round my head when I get a call from Doyoung. He asked me to meet up since his shift was over, so I head to the bar.

We took a seat in the corner most table and I saw a worried look clinging on his face. He sighed.

"Will you speak or no?" I ask him finally, not being able to tolerate the tension building up.

"I'm sorry..." was all he said before looking deep into my eyes.

"I forgive you. But don't ignore me again–" I was cut off by him.

"I'm sorry we should break up." he said. His voice was so hoarse. That's when I realized, his eyes were red from crying before?

"What... Why?" I stutter out.

"I cheated on you." his voice was barely a whisper but I heard it.

Doyoung cheated on me?

"I didn't know what happened Y/N," he said looking away. He did not dare to look into my eyes. "I was here doing my night shift when this group of girls came in here. They were chugging in drinks and one of them seemed really interested in me. She offered me to join them so I did since my shift was almost over. I must've gotten drunk and I..." he chocked a bit as I stared at him with blood shot eyes. "We slept together." he completed his sentence.

I winced as if something had stung me really bad physically but it was actually my heart. His words had stung my heart so bad. I wanted all of this to be a bad dream. A nightmare. No... Doyoung can't cheat on me. Fresh tears start springing out from my eyes as I feel it's warmth roll down my cheeks.

"Doyoung say it that you're lying. Say it's a prank and I will believe it." I say with my voice shaking.

He slowly shakes his head and looks down at the empty table. "She's pregnant Y/N. I'm sorry... She needs me now. I'm sorry..." he says, his voice almost in a state of whimper as I see some drops of tears falling on the glass table. He was crying.

I gulp down a big lump formed in my throat and get up hurriedly. He looks at me utter confused. I could not understand what to do. I felt my world crumbling and falling apart in front of me and I couldn't do shit about it. "Fuck you." was all I could say as I gritted my teeth and walked away not looking back.

After I walked away, he did not try to reach out to me. I heard from someone that that jerk was living happily with that girl and his baby of 1 year old. Yeah, it's been 1½ years since that day. Yet, I couldn't take him out of my head. Often I cried to my sleep as our memories together haunted me. He just left me shattered and went away.

I go to a therapist now. She claims that everything will be "fine" and luckily it's gotten better. I wish that I didn't meet Doyoung in the first place. Maybe if I wouldn't have gone to that particular bar that day to celebrate my birthday... Maybe if I hadn't talked to him... Maybe if I didn't ask him to stay... Would everything for me be different now?

I just can't stop asking myself the same question everyday of my life after that incident.

A/N : Heyo!! So I hope you liked it! I had fun writing it and yeah feel free to request more any time you want!

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