Okay
Sooo... I've been ignoring EVERY SINGLE TAG
BECAUSE I WAS TAGGED FIVE TIMES IN FOUR DAYS OR SOMETHING LIKE THAT
But... I'm doing this one. And I'll make that video of me singing whenever I have the time, but I'm not putting my face into it.
You get what you get, and you don't get upset. And if that happens to be grilled cheese flavoured ice cream you have to deal with it.
Anyway... I was tagged by Bumblemus_Prime
If for some reason you are not following this AMAZING person yet
Go do that now.
Reading weird facts about me and my insecurity can wait.

*sighs* There is literally NO pun I can think of for my username.
I guess... I'm just "Flynn" through life? Flying? Pathetic? Yeahhhh....
So now that your expectations are lowered let's get on with this.

#LoveMeChallenge

1: Why are you doing this challenge?
One
I was tagged obviously
But there's another reason.
I... I've been really insecure lately.
If I type this stuff out.. maybe it'll help.
I dunno

2: A positive word that describes you?
PFFT
Enthusiastic? I dunno. Either that or the one that's not positive. .. um... oh yeah crazy.

3: a note to the past you.
Hey. Just breathe, give hugs, accept hugs, and don't blame yourself.
Pray more, kiddo. And take some art classes PLEASE
♡YourFutureSelf

4: a note to the future you.
PLEASE TELL ME I GROW OUT OF THIS OVER AMBITION THING
I mean, uh... do well in school.
I hope you get to fulfill your dreams, whatever they may change to.
-thenutinyourphotoalbum

5: an object that is yours and you love?
BIG BEAR
I've had him since I was like two
He's my baby
Don't judge
I know adults who still have their teddy bears. *coughcoughrobincough*

6: a quote about beauty.

7: a fear you have overcome?
Probably... talking about pain. I still have trouble talking about my fear though, unless I'm having a really bad day. But I definitely have started talking about how much it hurts when someone you love is hurting... now I'm crying again... GREAT
Or maybe... maybe relationships. I'm still pretty vehement about not getting married... but it's less about fear now. More like... I want to get through school before I settle down. I'm not afraid of relationships like I was a year ago.

8: something you like about yourself?
Well... this one's hard because I want to make so many jokes about humility.

But... I'd probably say my confidence. I know who I am, and I'm not trying to change anything. Except how mean I am to my family. I'm working on that.

9: something that makes you beautiful?
Pft
Again

I dunno... I just
I don't see myself as beautiful. I don't. Pretty maybe, but that's a stretch. There's a reason I only use mirrors to make my hair lie flat and my lip gloss go on right. And even then, most days I don't care.

But if I had to say something... I love the way my hair curls when it's long. They aren't tight curls, but more like waves, with red and gold highlights through the brown... in sunlight my hair kinda glows bronze. So that.

10: something you love to wear?
I have this one pair of jeans and this one shirt... they make me feel... like a teenager, but in a good way. The shirt has cap sleeves and a v-neck and it says Shine Bright Like a Diamond on it.
And then my jeans are just stretch jeans, but they're straight-cut, and they kind of fade from dark blue to lighter blue and back... I just always feel good in that outfit.

11: what makes you unique?
Nothing.
Well except that I'm crazy.
My tendency to cling to things I like in an unhealthy manner and defend them even though they're...
Um... not always
Even quality...

12: what makes you happy?
When people around me are happy. Except before 8 am
Before 8 am if you are happy I will stab you because I want to be sleeping and you will not stop being joyful and loud
I might stab you with a teddy bear or a piece of bread
Because my brain is not awake
But still

13: what makes you smile?

YOU GUYS

People who read my stories... comment on them and vote
People who reply to my comments on their or other people's books
People who care enough to reply to my private messages
People who joined because I constantly begged them to
People who have accounts way more known then mine who follow me back
People who follow me because they like my stories
People who follow me back
People who add my stories to their reading lists
People who remember my name to add it to tag lists
(even though I usually refuse to participate it still means a lot that I showed up in your mind)
People who have patience with how long it can take me to reply to RPs
People who understand and are patient with how slow my updates are.
People who write so much better than I do telling me that my writing is good
(even if they're just being nice)
You people make me smile every single day.
Thank-you.

14: what makes you beautiful?
BACK TO THE SNORTING LAUGHTER
again, I don't see myself as beautiful. I'm fat, I'm too tall, I have acne and freckles all down my face and shoulders and back, I forget to shave my legs most of the time...
But I don't hate myself for it.
Sometimes I look in the mirror
And I growl or feel bad about myself
But then I go eat some chocolate or watch TV instead of salad or exercise.
Because even though I don't feel beautiful,
I like myself the way that I am.
And I guess in a way that makes me beautiful? If I have to choose something.

I'M NOT TAGGING ANYONE FOR THE PUN THING BECAUSE IT'S JUST NO

But...
atbesteleven
Hogwartsprofessor
Comments_Silver
SG_DawnChaser
ScorchleDragon
transfanswriters
Bumblebee_fighter
WillowFrostie
JazmineWilburn

Lit that's all I'm tagging for this
If your name isn't on the list
It's either because I've hit myself in the face with a large tablet multiple times whilst writing this...
Or I know you've been tagged in this recently
If you are on the list and you're angry at me because so
It's because you're my friend
And I just wanted you to know that.
I don't actually care if you do it or not.

More friends who i didn't tag:
(Follow all these Peeples they be amazing)
TheAutobotWriter
TFandFNaFSenpi
ElsaS1230
Arya_Skye
thatonecutecat
ShiftChanger
Lightning-013
Metalsnail

LITERALLY YOU SHOULD FOLLOW ALL THE PEEPS TAGGED IN THIS CHAPTER

*breathes* Actually I don't feel any better.

Aw Shmirtz.