The popular sensual song Lady Marmalade was playing in the background. When the next line came up, Taehyung smirked at me.

Voulez vous coucher avec moi ce soir?

"Umm yes?" I look up to face him. "Do you know what that means?" He asked rather playfully.

I shook my head. I ain't French. I don't understand. Taehyung on the other hand is a mixed breed. His father is French while his biological mum is British. Even though he stayed in the UK ever since he was a little boy, he could still understand French since his father will tutor him every now and then. A mixture of French plus British blood, lucky much? Hell yeah. Don't forget irresistible.

"It means..." He paused the song, whispering the answer to my ears which made my heart skip a beat.

"Do you want to sleep with me tonight?"

He resumed the song, returning back to his jovial self. It's either he is getting very good at catching me off guard or I'm getting very bad at controlling my hormones. This young men over here is making me confused over my sexuality. No wonder he keeps asking me whether I am bisexual. But then again, is the sole reason for him continuously asking me that is because... He likes me?

Nah. Maybe in your dreams, yes.

Made the savage beast inside roar until he cried

More...

More...

More...

Okay that's it. I snatched the controller away from him and stop the player. "Now come on, the song was getting to its climax"

Beast? Cried? More? Climax?

Okay Jungkook, you have to get a grip.

Taehyung noticed how much I was fidgeting trying to use Button as a distraction. "I think you've look over that picture for the tenth time already. Is something bothering you?"

I kept quiet. There is something bothering me. The answer lies right before my eyes. It's only close to two months. It's unlikely of me to develop feelings for another this quick. I know myself well. Maybe all I need now is time away from him. To get back to my own apartment and stop staying over at his. If this unknown feeling I'm experiencing right now still lingers during our time apart, then yes it's real alright. And maybe he might be the first to trigger such a foreign feeling in my heart.

"I think I should go"

"Wait" he held my hand, gently pulling it down. "Does this has got anything to do with my stepmom? If yes, then I'm really sorry for whatever happened that day"

"No no it has nothing to do with her. I figured it'll be best for me to return to my own place"

I noticed a slight frown forming on his lips. Being the understanding gentlemen he is, all he did was lovingly looked at me in the eye and asked, "Is that what you want?"

"Jungkook?"

My thoughts went array. I truly didn't understand what is this feeling I have in me right now. Maybe cause I never fell in love before. Well yeah I did set my eyes on a couple of girls when I was in high school but that was all it is you know. A crush. Something I don't place an importance on.

But this guy before me made me feel so many unimaginable things. It's like you're eating a gum full of various flavors and as it burst into your mouth, you get to taste all sorts. Sweet, sour, even spicy. That is what he's cooking in my heart. So delightful yet unappetizing at the same time.

I never love someone wholeheartedly besides my mum because I understood why. I understood why every child should love their mum without questioning why. It's because.. Mothers, they went through hardship getting us through labor. Carrying us for nine months, tolerating our tiny baby kicks once in awhile, satisfying our 'cravings' at the most ungodly hour. At times, they will suffer backache or pain because of us. Being pregnant is already hard yet mothers persevere to unconditionally love us throughout their lifetime.

Admit it, you never question why you would love your mum regardless whatever may happen but I'm sure at one point of your life, you question yourself: Why do I like this certain someone? Why am I feeling this way?

Did I caught you off guard there?

Guess I did.

"I miss my mum" I blurted out. I wanted to leave yet the other half of me is asking to stay.

"Oh sorry. No wonder you were spacing out"

Awkwardness filled the air. He facing to one side while I face another.

"So umm.. You want to visit the cemetery over the weekend and send your prayers to your mum? I can visit mine too" he said nonchalantly.

"Visit yours too? You mean to say your mum is-"

"Dead? Yes" he heaved a sigh. "That's the reason why I could read you undeniably well when we first gotten to know each other"

"Why didn't you tell me?"

"The truth?"

"The truth and only the truth"

We both sat comfortably beside each other. He had his face down to the ground. The sorrow in his eyes becoming apparent. He tried to hide it which led him to fail even further. "Give me your hand" I complied.

He clasped our hands together. He was trembling therefore I placed my free hand on top of his to ease it down. I smiled. He nodded to show that he was ready. "Look at me in the eye" as soon as I did, I was brought to another realm. Another side of him I never imagined seeing.

"Hey mister Jeon" he started off lightheartedly causing me to emit a chuckle. It reminded me of the first time we stumble upon each other. Whether it was coincidental or destiny, I was glad it happened. So glad.

I lied. I lied when I said my mother has been with me my entire life. When we played 20 questions, I wanted to seem composed. In control. I know you noticed the family portrait. I couldn't help but notice how your eyes keep darting towards it. However as you can see, it was my graduation photo family portrait. Which means to say it was taken a couple years ago. My mum passed away shortly after. She suffered from cancer. Brain cancer to be precise. Her lost left the entire family devastated especially my dad. He almost went to the state of depression. After a year of mourn and grief over her death, he decided it was time for him to open up to the world again. Open up to people. He flew back to France alone since my sister and I wanted to stay in the UK. We figured it'll be refreshing for him to travel to his hometown alone. To go back to his roots you see.

He flew back with Amora. As his son, of course I felt happy that he's moving on and even met a beautiful lady for himself. Even though she's way younger than him. My father is 45 while she's 33. Well in this case I can say the line 'Age doesn't matter' it all went well in the beginning until everything turned topsy-turvy. I already told you this part. The part where she started treating me as a play toy so I'm going to skip to the main part. And please note that whatever I'm saying from this point is from the deepest depths of my heart. It's very rare of me to unveil myself but you are an exception.

I couldn't help but to be in awe of his honesty. He let go of my hand to intertwine it instead. I followed the flow and it felt good to know that such a strong protective hand is wrapped around mine. He stared immensely into my eyes sending electricity sparks throughout my body.

"Jungkook.. Ugh damn this is embarrassing" he blushed. I seriously have no idea what is happening but my hunch is saying that he is going to confess.

Oh please no, I'm going to tear up.

"Listen to the playlist of my heart"

Hello mister Jeon was the first thing I said to you. Speaking of hellos, I'm only One Call Away. I'll be there to save your day. I know it's hard to lose our mothers at a young age but remember to always Love Yourself because when you do that, When You Believe, everything would be fine. My first Photograph of you was your adorable bunny face with your mouth agape staring blankly up the sky. Everytime we went our separate ways, I always hope to See You Again. You drive me crazy in so many ways. Your Eyes Nose Lips. It's unique in every single way. The way you Love Me Like You Do, it's full of sincerity. Full of concern. I have no idea if whatever I'm saying till this point made any sense. What am I doing? Guess I'm Thinking out Loud? Ed Sheeran said in his song he'll love someone till seventy, well I say I'll love you till infinity. Im thinking all of this on the spot frankly speaking. The Stitches in my heart remained but I believe you can fill up that Blank Space in my heart. There has been so many cancellation but I prepared this reservation especially for you. So mister Jeon Jungkook, I'm asking you Right Here Right Now, will you be the one to fill up my Heart Vacancy?

I'm left breathless.

I didn't take my eyes off of his. I smiled before moving forward to passionately kiss him as my answer. As we released, I admitted that indeed I was bisexual. I thanked him for everything. For making me realize that it's alright not to be afraid of who you are. I felt as though a big burden has been lifted off my shoulders. I rested on his chest as he said, "There's one more question you haven't answered" he smirked.

Voulez vous cocher avec moi ce soir?

Judging from that cunning smirk, I bet he was referring to that Do you want me to sleep with you tonight? line earlier on.

I got up to walk into his room instead of the guest room so what do you think my answer was?

What next?

A do not disturb sign is stamped on the door.

I'll save the details and leave the rest to your imagination.

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A/N: Hey guys! First, I'm so sorry if this chapter isn't as good. I'm down with chicken pox so I tend to get headaches every now and then. I'm confined home for 8days. I thought of this chapter the very last minute too and was struggling with it especially during the playlist part. I took some time to perfect what song title should be included to make it seem flawless. Hope it was creative!

Stay Golden❤️