V•I•K

     I love nature, the trees, the flowers, the bushes... yet I loved gaming, YouTube, meeting new people.
     I was torn, most people would kill for the life I have, but me, I just want a normal life, enjoying nature and games but not fame.
     I have a boyfriend; yes I'm gay, if you have anything wrong with it leave, I don't care (I don't care just a what you think as long as it's about meee!), Lachlan who I loved with all my heart but one day everything became too much, the hate, the fame, everything.
     I lost it, I spiraled into depression, no hope of anyone stopping me. Lachlan didn't know what to do, no one did. He felt super bad about not being able to help me, but it's not his fault, it's mine because I let myself do that. One day I had enough...

L•A•C•H•L•A•N

     I was worried for Vik, he never spoke, he didn't record, he didn't do anything. I didn't know how to help him.
     One day he disappeared, without a trace. No one knew where he went beside me.
     I drove to the large forest semi-close to our house, parked the car, got out, locked it and headed into the forest to Vik's favorite spot.
I arrived and saw the worst sight.
     Vik was hung from the tree, limp, his neck at an unnatural angle, and his sleeves pulled up showing the scars on his arms. Words were carved into his arm such as: Worthless, fuck-up, unwanted, unloved, and more. I cried out and untied the rope, he fell to the ground with a soft thud and I cradled him, crying. "V-Vikky.." I whispered, my voice cracking.
     I placed light kisses on his forehead, holding him close to my chest. I called Rob an Preston who were the closest to the house. The entire pack lived within an hour drive of one another but the Merome pair were farther away than Preston and Rob.
"R-Rob..." I sobbed.
     "Lachlan? What's wrong?" He responded, clearly worried.
     "I-I found Vik... H-He's d-dead.." I choked, holding him close to my chest still.
     "Where?!"
     "The small forest close to our house where I first met Vikk," my voice was starting to crack and fail on me.
     In less than ten minutes I heard footsteps. "Here," I weakly called. They emerged from the trees and saw me holding Vikk tightly.
     "Oh my god.." Rob breathed out, not believing it.
They both teared up and hugged me, "Why.." Preston mumbled.
     "I don't know but look at his arms..." I showed them and their eyes widened at reading the words.
     "I-I didn't think it was that bad..." Rob mumbled saying back, hanging his head in his hands.
Preston called Mitch and Jerome, and they showed up shortly, going through the same process before.

I was still broken, and to this day I haven't been fixed... Vik loved nature and he got to join it in the end... I just hope I get to join him with it.

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Yeah I just did that... 500 ish words... I almost cried... Soo... Yeah, bye! -peach-
        •PastelHusky
             -5.3.16