Meerab's pov

It's going to be a week now and the day after tomorrow we have to leave for haya's engagement.

I am so excited to attend the function damn and I am even more excited for our long drive uff this man he asked me can we have one long drive if I don't feel uncomfortable with him to go alone . maaaaaa yeh itna pyara kyun hai 🥺😭 ? aaj kal kon puchna hai kisi ki comfortable hona na hona ke baare main .

He is so so so caring .. aur main pagal bina socha bol diya haan haan I have no problem you come home we will go for a drive where you will feel better.  And now he came to meet me all the way from Hyderabad to Karachi yrr ... Next day we are going for loooooooong drive eeeeeee this is going to be my first long drive that too with my potential soon to be husband. I just can't handle my excitement 😭 mumma what should I do.

Oh shit I have to select my clothes also ya Allah mera kya hoga .. kya pehnu samajh nahi aa raha. Abhi toh hamari dosti ko ek week bhi pura nhi hua and I am behaving like a teenager already who is having a crush on her favourite actor which he definitely looks like super hot Greek god 🥵 . Per mind me I won't be telling him that .

I guess I am gonna lose that stupid bet for him because he is irresistible . Meerab relax okay shant hoja aur tu chup chap soja chal kal jo bhi hoga dekha jayega .

POV end

And then she went to sleep to relax her mind ..

Murtasim's pov

Here murtasim was also thinking about meerab and when he told his family that he is going to meet meerab they teased him to hell and in order to escape I came to Karachi but when I reached and told the same adi, Neha and maha bhabhi started their teasing session which I wasn't habitual off because it's all new the feelings, the butterfly everything.

The urge to talk to her , the urge, the urgent need to tell her everything what happened with me or around me everyday, the stupid ache in my heart to look at her pretty beautiful face 👀 ohh this feeling I don't know what it is but what ever it is I am loving every bit of it but along with them it brings the restless and teasings by your friends and family members which I have to bear I guess till I get marry to her . Oh how I am dreaming to get marry her .

How she had become so special and dear to me in my life in just few days that I don't even know now how to imagine my life without her presence. I am just waiting for that one day when she will say yes to marry me and became mine for forever ♾️💕.

My friend says that's I have changed a lot in just few days . They say they always find me lost in my own thoughts . Yes I guess they are saying right because my mind and heart is not with me anymore. I always find myself thinking about meerab now and then .

Sota jagta khata Peeta har jagah bas usi ka khayal rehta hai man main. Main humesha yahi sochta rehta hun ki usse kya pasand hoga? kya use mera ghar pasand aayega? kya usse humara bedroom sajana pasand hoga ? kya voh bed ki right side legi ya left ?

Ya phir jab jab voh mera dressing use karegi toh meri help legi ? ya usse khana main kya kya pasand hoga ? Kya voh mujhse fight karegi apni baatein manwane ke liya ? Kya voh muja manayegi jab hum ek dusre se ruth jayenga ? Kya uske dil aur dimag main bhi mera khayal aare honga ? Kya voh bhi meri tarah mere baare main har wakt sochti hogi ? Esa Kai sare khayal mare man main chalta rehta hai .

Aur ek baat batau humesha main kapdon ke baare main zada na sochna wala Banda ghanton bita deta hun yahi sochna main ki usse main is dress main acha lagunga ya us dress main aur jab taiyar ho jata hun toh seesha main dekh khud ko use imagine karta hun jaha voh mujha kehti hai you are looking handsome. This is all sounding so crazy yet so real .

It never happened before but the moment meerab stepped into my life like a sweet breeze every definition of my existence has been changed. And to be honest I am loving this beautiful change in me this is really making me feel alive like never before.

Aaj kal uske baare main itna sochna laga hun ki shayad sabko meri aankhon main voh nazar aane lagi hai ya may be log muja uski Nazar se dekhna laga hai . I just don't know what she is doing with my heart and mind .

So here I tell you I was so anxious and restless that I badly wanted to meet her hug her tight . I wanted to feel her presence in my arms to make my heart ❤️ feel free from this unfamiliar ache to find that peace . So for the sake of my sanity I called her and asked her for a meet opps no not exactly a meet maybe you can say a long drive somewhere it will be only us .

But I was afraid of her reaction that what if she doesn't like it ? What if she rejected the offer or what if she straight away says no for this marriage. I was damn nervous. I never felt this nervous before . Can you please imagine me the khan murtasim khan was feeling nervous before and after asking your favourite person about if she is willing to go out with me no right because this is not my personality at all but this girl holds so much of guts to make me lose my mind everytime I thinks about her or even see her . Ya Allah save me kahi yeh meri jaan na lele kisi din . Uff I am so sure she will be the reason my death one day .

You know I can't wait to go for a drive with her . Oh I didn't tell you her answer right . As soon as I asked I prayed to God to make her agree for my one demand and here she instantly said yes to this offer of mine and told me to come karachi and then we will go where I would like to take her .

At that time I was so so so damn happy to hear her yes I felt like I will die out of happiness itself. I was feeling like a child who got his favourite candy from his father for a good score at school.

So I immediately thought I would go to Karachi today itself and I told my plan to my mom and of course unfortunately my siblings Heard it and they started teasing me saying that I could not stay way for their bhabhi for a week also that I am leaving to meet her knowing that she will be here in two days . And I tried to hide my blush and eagerness to go but what can I do when my mom too got involved with my siblings to tease me rather than stop them so I ran away from there itself without looking behind.

Now I am sitting here in Karachi in my room which is just next to meerab's room . Ahh I think I should sleep now or else I won't be able to wake up tomorrow. I need to look fresh and good tomorrow. Oh fish I can't keep my excitement at bay .

No wonder this love makes you lose yourself and makes you do all the things which may make you look stupid but these feelings kya karein makes you helpless at the hands of your desires and heart. Anyways good night now tum log bhi so jao yrr see you in the morning.

POV end

Murtasim and meerab were sleeping like a log in the morning and elders thought may be they were tired 😫 but youngsters knew why they couldn't get up on time for breakfast. They knew that they must be thinking about each other and their date which make them sleep late .

They all thought to tease them . Soon they saw Murtasim coming all ready to leave may be .

Adam : oho kya baat hai bada dashing lag raha ho khan .. kisse patana ka irada hai bhai ?

Maha : oho Adam yeh bhi koi sawal hai puchna wala obviously aur kisse patana ki koshish karenga janab apni hone wali dharan patni ko hi patana chahta hai kyun haina murtasim?

Neha : of course baji apni meerab ko hi patana chahta hai kyuki shart jo lagi hai ki kon pehle phisal ta hai kyun murtasim sahi bola na kyuki mujha toh bhai yahi lagta hai humara khan saab toh meeru per phisal hi chuka hain bas meeru ki na ko haan main badalna ki nakaam koshish kar rahe hai . She touched his shoulder with a sly smile 😁.

He was completely feeling different and dizzy due to the eruption of something unusual in his tummy. Maybe he was experiencing butterflies in the pit of his tummy but this feeling is new . Calling someone your wife to be is like you are a  new person in a different zone . He was blushing hell thinking about it .

Sarmad : oh bhai tum sab kyun pareshan kar rahe ho bechara ko.  Halat dekho iski zara kitna nervous hai aur dekho toh zara kitna Sharma raha hai Gaal dekho bilkul gulabi ho gaye hai . Arey mera bhai itna darega toh Ho gayi teri date . Then he saw meerab descending down from the foyer and says lo ji tumhari meerab bhi aa gai . Jao jao aish karo .

The moment Meerab stepped down the stairs Murtasim looked at her and got mesmerized again . His breath got hitched as she was looking like an angel coming straight away from hell of heaven who just got ready only for him . And he proudly noticed today too they were twining like that day when they were going to leave for home . She was looking like a child to him in the body of a 25 year old girl . She was flying like a bird. she had worn a jump suit with black sneakers hair open . she was actually looking cute in that outfit. I wanted to pull her cheeks and kiss her temple to feel her soft snowy skin under my rough cold lips .

As he was looking at her from top to bottom he noticed she had worn his watch which he gave her that day before leaving as a token of their friendship . I was feeling happy knowing that she did care about him and his happiness more than she shows . Of course I agree to the quote action speaks louder than words 😁 I guess she is taking that quote seriously 😳.

Murtasim's outfit

Meerab's outfit

Meerab : good morning everyone. Kya ho Raha hai yaha ?

Adam : good morning princess 😘 and kissed her forehead. You are looking beautiful babe 💋. Aaj toh tu kar hi le decide tujha mera pyara dost ki jaan Leni hai ya phir usko tujhse pyar karana hai kyuki voh bechara tujhse aankhain hi nhi hata paa Raha .

And that was the time she saw Murtasim. He is looking hawt she thought . God please have some mercy on your child . Yeh Banda kitni baar dil jeetega mera itna cute koi kaisa lag sakta hai voh bhi itna handsome hone ke sath sath . Aur uski honey pearl eyes uff they are my favourite as if they force me to look at them without a blink . These orbs are my new addiction they always change colour for light to dark , they shine when he laughs and sadness surges when he feel contemplated and anxious 😰.

And guess what aaj phir hum dono ne twin kiya uff he is looking gorgeous in a blue coat pant . If you say to choose one colour in which he looks like a Greek god then there is no one perfect colour for him to describe that . He looks mesmerizingly a Greek model in every damn look . Oh I so want to touch and roam my hand in those hair of his they are so jet black, shiny, soft and thick I guess I am getting jealous of his thick raven hair 😭.  

He looks super sexy in every damn colour present in this world . God main toh ispe already Fida ho chuki hun aur yeh janab bet Jeet bhi chuka hai that too with in four days how can he do this huh but he is proving me wrong in every minute of my life that iska jaisa Banda muja puri ki puri khaan khod ke bhi nahi milna wala.  So I have decided yeh pura ka pura Banda sirf mera hai kisi aur ka toh ab chance nhi hai per main yeh nahi batana wali 😂😂. My god how possessive I am sounding already . Yes I know I am more mischievous than you think .

As I was looking at his beautiful eyes which were reflecting pure love for me I heard a little fake cough of course to make us aware that we are not alone and definitely not in a room too . So soon we came out of our eye lock and looked here and there to avoid eye contact with our siblings.

Sarmad : oh bhai bas karo kitna ghuro ga ek dusre ko thoda toh lihaz Karo bada hai hum sab tum dono se . Chalo agar bhar Jana hai toh abhi nikal jao .

Meerab : per breakfast ka kya aur mumma, badi maa ka kya ? Did they allow us like this ?

Murtasim: ji bhai main bhi yahi puchna wala per usse pehna hi aap sab shuru ho gaye . Vese thank you for that permission and don't worry I will bring her back safely .

Adam : oye meri jaan tu Aram se jaa Ghar walon ko humne mana liya tha tu unki chinta mat kar bas tu apna enjoy kar ke aana haan. Aur breakfast kahi bhar hi kar lena jao aur kitna late karoga .

Meerab : phir theek hai ab muja koi tension nahi apna sambhal liya toh matalb sab sorted hai . Murtasim you don't need to say this I really trust you aur main koi abla nari thodi hun I can take care of myself and yours too don't worry . Chalo phir yeh idea bhi sahi hai breakfast bhar hi kar lenga .

Adam : oye khan tu tension na le kyuki muja bilkul tension nahi hai tujh per mujha pura bharosa hai Aram se enjoy kar ke aana .

Murtasim: thanks guys for trusting me so much . Then he looks at Meerab and says chalein ?

Meerab : sure .

Then they head towards the car .

Upon reaching his car as we were heading towards our long drive he opened the door before I could open it for me like a perfect gentleman. Then we drive off to our unknown destination.

We had an awkward silence 🤐 for few minutes.... Which we broke when he complimented me saying

Murtasim: I should say you are looking cute as well as gorgeous in this outfit 😍 wakeel sahiba.

I blushed at his compliment though I tried to hide it but it is hard to get it under his star studded eyes 👀. But I guess he had noticed my blush on my cheeks .

Murtasim: you look even more beautiful while blushing like this . You got a natural rose glow on your face . I like it this way 😁. He flirted with her while eyes fixed on the road and from time to time looked at me .

So I thought about complimenting him. After all he too deserves it .

Meerab : thank you khan sahab hume acha laga apko humara pehnawa pasand aaya . Ab kya karein hum is gulabi gul ka jab koi itne pyar se humari khubsurti ki tareef karega toh yeh chamak toh aayegi hi . Vese you are also look  damn good in this outfit 🤩.

Murtasim: oh really ? hmmm ..... thank you but tell me something new thing which I don't know 😏.. and start laughing creating a dimple on his cheeks which makes him look even more hot .

Meerab in mind : Oh god aaj kitna attack Dena ka irada kar ke aaya hai yeh Banda .. yeh toh in dimples ke sath bhi kitna pyara lag raha hai aur smile... smile toh aur bhi pyari hai iski . Shot shot I am going mad for sure. Ya allah 🙏 I wish you iski smile ko esa hi barkarar rakhna aur isse Sara Jahan ki khushiyon se nawazna . Yahi meri dua hai Amen .

Murtasim : hey ... kya soch rahi ho ? Main mazak kar Raha tha don't take it seriously .. he said looking at her lost .

She comes back to earth and says arey nahi kuch nhi soch rahi thi . Aur mujha bilkul bura nahi laga just relax okay and then both of them start laughing thinking what just happened.

Murtasim : acha apna barey main kuch batao . I want to know you more I know we are friends for four days by now still there is a lot to know about each other.

Meerab : I know itni jaldi kya hai khan sahab hum ek dusre ko jaan hi jaayenga dheere dheere sari zindagi padi hai humara samne . So just enjoy the atmosphere with me and don't think of anything else just you and me . Dekho bhar kitna acha Mausam ho Raha hai. I just love pleasant weather .

And then she starts that music system..

Aur gana bajne laga ...

Hai Mausamon Ki Adaon Mein Tu
Behta Hai Bheegi Hawaon Mein Tu
Din Bhar Chale Hai Khayalon Mein Tu
Sun Maahi, Sun Maahi

Hai Gunguni Si Subahon Mein Tu
Khamoshiyon Mein Sadaon Mein Tu
Phaila Hai Charon Dishaon Mein Tu
Sun Maahi, Sun Maahi

Khwabon ke kinaare mein bhi aau
Tu bhi aa re jee le zindagi zara si
Thode lamhe guzaare

Naa ho duniya ki baatein
Hum dono aur ye taare
Maine dhoondha hai saara jahan
Tere jaisa koi kahan re

Khwabon ke kinaare mein bhi aau
Tu bhi aa re jee le zindagi zara si
Thode lamhe guzaare

Naa ho duniya ki baatein
Hum dono aur ye taare
Maine dhoondha hai saara jahan
Tere jaisa koi kahan re

Jeena aaj se chahta hoon
Haan tu wahin zindagi hai
Kehne ka matlab to yoon hai
Mere paas har khushi hai
Bas tu aaj ik teri kami hai

Khwabon ke kinaare mein bhi aau
Tu bhi aa re jee le zindagi zara si
Thode lamhe guzaare

Naa ho duniya ki baatein
Hum dono aur ye taare
Maine dhoondha hai saara jahan
Tere jaisa koi kahan re

Khwabon ke kinaare mein bhi aau
Tu bhi aa re jee le zindagi zara si
Thode lamhe guzaare

Naa ho duniya ki baatein
Hum dono aur ye taare
Maine dhoondha hai saara jahan
Tere jaisa koi kahan re
Maine dhoondha hai saara jahan
Tere jaisa koi kahan re

Sun Maahi!

Murtasim: As the song was playing it was conveying our unsaid feelings for each other. I thought it is the best medium to communicate with one another without saying much .

Much toh murtasim's surprise meerab got up from her seat and stood up leaning in front widening her arms feeling the breeze which was touching out face . As my car was an open car so I got to know one day about her likeness and how much she loved sports cars and bikes so I decided to bring one of my one sports car and the instant she saw he was all over it ...

I could see how much she is enjoying every small moment and she was singing the song along with it . Watching her so lively I was smiling ear to ear because all I want is her happiness only . if she is happy then obviously I am happy as she had become my reason to smile 😁.

Meerab while enjoying the weather said : tumhe pata hai yeh meri first date hai voh bhi tumhara sath aaj se pehle main kabhi kisi ke sath esa ghumne nahi gai . I feel so giddy right now 🤩. Tum batao tum kabhi gaye ho esa kisi ke sath pehle . She asked this time looked at him .

When murtasim saw in her eyes he could see anticipation may be she was expecting a no too from him . So he thought to tease her a bit .

Murtasim: acha tumhare first time hai strange because you are so beautiful I thought you must have someone in your life before me anyways yes I have been on such date before meeting you . He said with seriousness just to hide his mischievous smile that was trying to break the barrier of laughter .

The instant she heard it the sadness the jealousy and possessiveness flickered in inside her heart .

Meerab : oh kon kon thi voh jiske sath tum esa gaye the ? Was she that beautiful that he went on a long drive date with her ? Shr thought the last part in her mind but murtasim could see all of her emotions on her face .

So watching her sad and crying face he thought to end this prank. 

Murtasim: oye kya hua? and he immediately Stopped the car and cupped her cheeks in his big palms . Hey hey don't cry please I was just joking around you I wasn't serious at all . Balki sach toh yeh hai ki this is my first ever date with you . I have never been with anyone before you . Please don't cry . Sorry I won't do such pranks again .

Meerab looked at him and slowly asked holding his palm which were on his full cheeks him sach keh rahe ho? You won't leave me for anyone right ? She was feeling insecure and vulnerable at the same time . She is unaware of such things which she is experiencing as new as that she had a fight with her heart and mind all together. Unknowingly a year slipped out of her left eye and wetted his palm .

Watching her crying with heavy tears in her eyes ached his heart to see her crying. He cursed himself to do such kind of prank with his girl which made his girl insecure and vulnerable 😔.

Murtasim: bilkul sach no one was there in my life before you and there will be no one after you . It will be always you in my life. I promise I won't leave you for anyone. He hugged her immediately and kissed her forehead. Chalo stop crying now we are here to make out new memories not for bad ones . He wiped her tears made her drink water . Chalo hum pehle kuch kha leta hai phir aage jayenga.  Are you okay now ?

Meerab : hmm .. I am fine don't worry. I am sorry pata nhi muja kya ho gaya tha . I never does anything like this . Tumhe bhi Dara Diya na Maine she looked down on embarrassment.

Murtasim: hey tumhe mujhse aankein churana ki zarurat nahi hai . Mai. Hi toh hun . I am your best friend right so you don't need to hide anything from me may it sadness, happiness or your insecure whatever it is you can share it with me I won't judge you .

Meerab smiled this time genuinely and hugged him tightly.

Meerab was still in his hug but says mujha bhut bhook lag rahi hai may be isliya I was feeling an emotional breakdown.

Murtasim: it's okay dear it happens sometimes. Then he makes her sit properly and then starts his car again .

Soon they reached a cosy small cafe .

Murtasim came out of his car and came towards meerab . Opening her door he extended his hand towards her . She gladly took his hand in hers . He pulled her towards him and they both went towards the the cafe.

They sat on one of the seats and then murtasim asked her .

Murtasim : kya khaogi ?

Meerab looked at the menu and told murtasim he should order whatever he thinks will be good to eat as she is feeling confused what to order .

Murtasim could see she is feeling not right so he first ordered some juice for them .

After a few minutes the juice arrived..

Then he went and ordered food for them .

After almost 30 minutes the food arrived on their table Meerab looked at it and said .

Meerab : murtasim itha Sara khana ?

Murtasim: umm actually muja samajh nahi aa raha tha tumhe kya pasand aayega so maine yeh sab le liya hai . Koi baat nhi jitna kha sakta hai hum kha leta hai baki pack kara lenga jab bhook lagagi kha lenga what say ?

Meerab : good idea . Well it's looking so yummy 😋🤤..

Meerab offered fruits to him and he gladly took it and like this they ate whatever were willing to eat . Rest waffles were leftover so they took it with them getting it packed ...

After paying they left for their next destination.

TO BE CONTINUED....

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