Where Did Our Plans Go?

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This was a request by Jungx_1997ungx_1997

Istood in front of the kitchen counter, my palms flat against the surface. My leg wouldn't stop bouncing as my heart beat wildly in my chest. Kakashi stood leaning against the door frame of the kitchen, arms folded over his chest and his head hung low.

I had so many things on my mind I wanted to say, but my mouth and brain weren't communicating with each other. All this time we've been together, after everything we've been through...

"Why? Why now?" I forced the words passed the lump in my throat, trying my damnedest not to break out in a sob. Kakashi shifted behind me as he sighed, "I don't know... everything just didn't work out like I'd hoped it would."

"What does that even mean?" My hands clenched into fists on the counter. The pain in my heart is getting too much to bare.

"What happened to all the plans we made Y/N? Huh? Marriage, children..."

I chuckled lowly, "Children..." I turned around to face him and my composure shattered. He wasn't wearing his headband or mask, his eyes and nose were red, he had unshed tears in his eye and wet cheeks. I bit hard on my bottom lip as my own salty tears spilled from my eyes.

"We talked about children once before, you said that this world is too dangerous to bring a baby into it, and marriage? We've been engaged for two whole years and you have refused to make any plans with me. This is all your fault Kakashi, I've tried to play my part in this relationship..." I sighed loudly and hugged my own body, "But it seems that you didn't play yours..."

I watched as his whole world and resolve shattered within his onyx orb, "Th-this isn't the end...is it?" His voice wobbled as he spoke reaching a hand out to me. I couldn't form the words we both never wanted to hear in a million years, "I think so..." Kakashi fell to his knees staring off into space his hands sat limply in his lap. I walked up to him and kissed the top of his head.

"I'm sorry Kakashi... I wish all of our plans did work out. But in the end, I guess we didn't want the same thing. Goodbye."

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Two months has passed since mine and Kakashi's split, I moved out a few days after and I've been staying at an Inn untill I can find a place to live. Me and Kakashi haven't spoken to each other, he's been going on more and more missions and I've been busy at the hospital. The work has kept my mind off of Kakashi and my own shattered heart, but when all the patient's are gone, and my shift ends I'm all alone in my inn room and my thoughts begin to take over. I've avoided going out with the other Jonin in fear that Kakashi would be there, but Guy has been sweet enough to leave cakes and candies at my Inn door to try and cheer me up.

Today is no different, even though I'm at work, my mind has shifted to Kakashi;

I wonder what he's doing right now?

Does he miss me like I miss him?

Has he found someone new?

I slumped in my office chair and sighed.

Damn it I'm tired...

My stomache growled loudly and I groaned hitting my head on my desk, "And hungry...again." I opened my bottom drawer and pulled out a energy bar, even stuffed a few in my coat pocket before standing up to do rounds again. I started the bar when I ran into Sakura, "Oh! Good morning Y/N sensei."

I waved at her with a mouth full of food, "Are you eating again? Didn't you just eat a snack and breakfast a few hours ago?" I swallowed my food and blushed, "Yeah, but I'm just so hungry. I think I have a stomach bug or something. Nothing to worry about, it'll pass." I waved her off and walked down the hallway to my first patient.

"Mrs. Nara? How are you feeling today?" I asked as I began to check her blood pressure. "Oh the usual, some sluggishness, and dry mouth."

I wrote down my findsing on her chart, "Thats very common with this new medication, just keep drinking plenty of wa-" I clammed my hand over my mouth as a wave of nausea hit me hard.

"Dr. L/N? Are you okay?" Mrs. Nara had a concerned look on her face, "Yes I'm fine. I apologize for that." I continued to write in her chart as I ask her questions. The nausea was very persistent and slowly sliding up my throat, I slammed her chart down on the counter and rushed to her bathroom throwing up just as I reached the toilet. Once I thought I was done, I stood up just throw up again, Mrs. Nara walked in the bathroom holding my hair back and she rubbed my back.

"Is this your first pregnancy?"

My eyes snapped opened as I looked at her, "Pardon? I'm not pregnant." She blushed a deep red and seemed embarrassed, "Oh no! I'm sorry I just assumed, with your throwing up and all the energy bars I've seen you eating lately." I flushed the toilet and washed out my mouth in the sink.

Could I be?

NO!

I had my period....wait...it was very pink and lasted two days.

I'm a doctor for fucks sake!

I finished up with Mrs. Nara and rushed out of her room finding Sakura at the nurses station, "Y/N sensei?" I grabbed her the arm, "Come with me." I dragged her to a private room and began to take of my coat and shirt, "Listen you are being sworn to secrecy. I need you to find out if I'm pregnant or not."

Her eyes almost fell out of their sockets, her mouth hung open wide in shock. "B-But... Kakashi sensei.."

"I know. Just check for me okay?" I laid down on the bed refusing to look her in the eye as she placed her hands over my lower abdomen. I took deep even breaths even though on the inside I was a complete mess.

"Um..Y/N Sesnei? You're pregnant."

I pressed my lips into a thin line and nodded my head, "Please don't say anything."

"Will you at least tell Kakashi Sensei?"

I sat up putting my shirt and coat back on, "I have no choice but to." I put my hand on my lower belly, "It's his child after all." I hurried out of the room and to my office throwing my coat on my chair, I grabbed my bag and hurried out of my office and out of the hospital.

My heart was beating unnaturally, I still loved Kakashi, more than anything in this world and I had always hoped to have his children one day. But with that being said...me being pregnant wouldn't be a fix all between us. I didn't even know where he was right now, but the first place to look would be his house.
I ran down the streets avoiding any all people I knew, I just needed to get to his house and tell him.

I reached his front door and knocked as calmly as I could. It was quiet but then I heard heavy angry footsteps inside before the door was yanked open, "I told you-" His eyes widened at my appearance, I'm sure I looked a wreck right now.

"Y-Y/N? What-what are you-"

"Do you want to have dinner tonight?"

Brain meet mouth.

"Uh..what?"

"Have dinner with me tonight at Shoboku's."

The corners of his mouth twitched up slightly, "Okay, seven o'clock?"

"Seven o'clock." I turned on my heel and walked down steps and back into the Streets, my own mouth turned up into a smile. Seeing him now still make any heart beat wildly and my body wanted him. I was actually very happy to his face again, to hear his voice again.

Getting out of the shower a thought hit me, what if he still doesn't want children? I fumbled with my engagement ring I now wore on a necklace, I would like for us to try again, especially now that we are having a baby together.

Even though we split two months ago, I still love him, and I can only hope that he still loves me too. I dressed in a plain red sundress and sandals and headed out to meet Kakashi for dinner.

I didn't see him standing outside so he must have went in and got a table. I walked inside and was greeted by a small woman, "Table for one?"

"Uh..no, my fiancee-er...friend is right over there." I pointed to where Kakashi sat playing with his hands, his knee bouncing up and down vigorously. He was nervous, hell I was too. How do I slip in that I'm pregnant?

I walked up to him holding onto the back of my chair, "Hey there stranger." I joked causing him to jerk his up head and stand to his feet, "Y/N! Uh, let me.get that for you.." He walked over to my chair and pulled it out for me, I sat down and he scooted my chair up to the table before sitting back down.

"Sooo..."

I put my face in my hand and sighed, "Please don't make this awkward Kakashi." He cleared his throat and played with his glass of water. It's already awkward as it is, I don't need him making it worse.

"So how has the hospital been?"

"Oh! It's been fine. Nothing too serious I guess. How have your missions been?"

He shrugged his shoulders, "Same old same old. Just been trying to keep busy since...ya' know." His eye met mine and my heart throb, looking at him wearing his mask makes me happy to know that only I have seen what's under it. His gorgeous face and adorable beauty mark.

"Excuse me, would you like to order now?" The waiter asked bowing to us, a guess Kakashi has been here for a bit before I showed up, "Uh yes please. I'll have the Miso Soup with eggplant. Y/N?"

"I'll have a steak medium rar- uh well done, and a baked potato with extra sour cream, no butter, and cauliflower. Thank you." The waiter took the menus that we didn't even look at and walked away. "Well done? But you always eat your steak medium rare, and no butter?" Kakashi chuckled, "What's up with that? Lose your taste buds after we split up?"

Damn...he knows me too damn well.

I shrugged my shoulders and gave a nervous laugh, "No just, wanted to spice it up a bit." He eyed me curiously, "Is something wrong?" I tried to keep my facial expression calm but I think he's caught on. "What do you mean?"

"Well, you haven't spoken to me since you left that night, and now you show up, your ring around your neck, ask me to dinner and order something you'd never eat."

I shifted in my chair, the nausea I was feeling earlier bubbling in my stomach, I need to tell him and soon, but my anxiety keeps me from saying the words. "You okay? You look kinda pale." He reached over the table putting his hand on my forehead, "You sick?" The waiter came back with our food setting the plates down and left. As we ate we didn't really speak, each of us not knowing what to say.

I scarfed my food down to keep from talking, and I was also really hungry, Kakashi on the other hand didn't even touch his food, I guess it's now or never.

"Hey... Kakashi?" He placed his spoon down, "Hmm?"

"Um the reason I asked you out to dinner is because...well..." Kakashi leaned further my way insinuating that he was listening and for to continue.

"Im-uh...I'm pregnant!" His visible eye shot all the way open as he fell back into his chair, "I found out today while at work. I've been really tired lately and have been eating everything in sight. I threw up in Mrs. Nara's room this morning and she asked me if it was my first pregnancy, at first I denied that I was...but then things started to make sense."

"But we always used protection...so I don't know how-"

"It broke." Kakashi admitted.

"What?"

"The condom...it broke last time. I didn't think much of it since it was only once."

Kakashi abruptly stood up, "Wait right here." He then walked off to the counter pulling out his wallet. He didn't seem mad but I can't really tell with him sometimes. I bit my thumbnail anxiously, now what? Should I have kept my mouth shut?

Kakashi came back taking my hand and hauling me to my feet pulling me out of the building. "Where are you staying?"

"Uh the Yooan Inn up the street." He didn't say anything as he continued to pull me behind him.

He gently pulled me forward when we reached the Inn and gestured for me to take him to my room. I was on the bottom floor so it didn't take long to reach my door, but the short distance made my heart quicken. I unlocked on my door and was pushed in, Kakashi slammed the door shut behind us and left his palms on it facing away from me.

"Kakashi-" I was quickly silenced with a pair of soft wet lips on mine. Kakashi's kiss was needy, and also held longing for me. It has been a while since we've kissed, and I've honestly missed it so much. I wrapped my arms around his neck kissing him back, my tongue licking his bottom lip. His mouth opened almost immediately and ravished my mouth. His hands slid to my hips bunching up my dress in his fists as he growled. He pulled away, both of us panting hard, "Are you really pregnant?"

I smiled nodding my head, "Yes Kakashi, I'm really pregnant." He smiled back before attacking my neck in kisses and licks. He walked us backwards until the backs of his knees hit the bed and he fell back pulling me on top of him. "Ah Kakashi wait..." I sat up straddling his hips, his hard erection poking my core. "Kakashi? Already? We've only been kissing."

Without his mask I can gaze at his bright smile. "The thought of you carrying my child just...I don't know." I smirked sliding down his legs and unzipped his pants pulling them and his boxers off his body.

I nettled myself between his legs taking his member in my hands and sucking on the tip. Kakashi say up putting his hands on sides of my head and pushed it further down. I accumulated a lot of saliva and let it drip down the shaft and began to suck hard. I remember everything that he likes, from how to suck him off to how to slip a finger inside him.

"Ha! Fu-" I hummed around him, loving the sounds hes making. I shifted my thighs giving myself some friction. I looked up at Kakashi, his head was hug low and his eyes were shut. The look of pure ecstasy written all over his face.

I coated my index finger with my spit and trailed it down to his hole, his legs flinched slightly, "Oh please...please do it." Slightly nibbled on the tip as I pushed my finger in going down to the second knuckle, Kakashi cried out as I twisted and curled my finger hitting his prostate perfectly.

"Fuck! Yes~" his legs began to shake as I slurped his pre cum and my spit. He bobbed my head faster as I curled my finger more, "Can I-c-cum in your mouth?" I hummed again pressing up hard against his prostate. He grabbed two handfuls of my hair as his cum shot down my throat, I quickly swallowed what I could and pulled away wiping the corner of my mouth with my thumb.

Kakashi was panting hard raking a hand through his silver locks. "Holy shit...I forgot how amazing you are at that." I smirked proudly at him before shoving him back on the bed. I grabbed the hem of my dress and pulled it off of my body dropping it to the floor. I crawled back up his legs until I was at his hips, his cock was still hard and twitching. "You ready again Kakashi?" I purred pushing my panties to the side and slowly probing myself with his tip.

Groaning he grabbed my hips pulling me his side, my back flush against his chest. He licked the shell of my ear as he pulled off my panties disposing of them. "I'm always ready for my love." My heart throbbed in my chest at my nickname, a nickname I've been dying to hear again for the last two months.

"Fuck me Kakashi...please~" He hicked my leg up high as he thrusted inside of me. I moaned out reaching a hand behind me and holding onto his hip as the other hand clenched at the sheets. His arm wrapped around me, his hand laying flat on my lower abdomen. His thrusts were fast and hard as his sucked on the back of my neck.

"Knowing you're pregnant is driving me crazy." He growled against my skin biting down. "Ah! More Kakashi, harder!" Kakashi did not disappoint me, he grabbed me and pulled us up, he spread my legs wide as he pounded into me. I held onto his legs as I moved my hips faster. I felt bad for anybody on this bottom floor because we weren't being quiet.

"Kakashi! Ah...ha...I'm gonna cum."

"Not yet! We're gonna cum together."

I can't wait that long...I'm gonna explode soon. I used my hand to rub my clit viciously, I couldn't wait anymore.

"Kakashi!" My orgasm racked throughout my body as I clenched around him, he moaned out as he came hard thrusting his hips up. We stayed connected but he pulled me back to his chest peppering kisses on my shoulder blade.

His fingers danced around the clasp of my necklace before he unlatched it slipping it from around my neck. As he became soft I turned around to face him. He kissed my ring before looking me in my eyes, "I still love you."

I leaned in and gave him a soft kiss, "I still love you too Kakashi." As our kiss deepened I felt him slip the cool metal back on my ring finger.