Okay in this story itachi is one year younger than shisui, for the sake of the story.

Here you stood again as you heard them talk, they were so mean and harsh it broke your heart. You didn't stick up for yourself and just let them talk.

" Your so dumb and that's all you'll ever be, just a dumb stupid brat "

You sat there listing to them, you didn't dare talk back, what difference would it make. But there your family why do they treat you like this, you didn't get it, what had you done to deserve this?

" Tsk not even going to say anything, pathetic "

Even though she said this you still loved her, she was your older sister but she was mean to you. They all did this to you, your sister, grandma, older cousins did this sometimes even your older brother. They would come and say your dumb, and stay like that.

You were different from other kids, you were born when eight months and had some health issues. Your lungs were smaller compared to other people, and you had a surgery for it when little, and spend a lot of time in the hospital for it. And you didn't speak when little you were mute up to the age five, you learned sign language until you started to talk. You had difficulty of learning things unlike other kids, and were called a ' special Ed kid '. Which means you had to take classes because of it, and didn't talk as good as other kids, you tend to clenched your jaw when talking, you didn't know why. No one at school ever made fun of you because of it, no it was your own family who did.

You just sat there taking in her words, they always did this, and you let them. Your father had left your mom when she was pregnant with your little brother, you never meet him. Your mother worked her ass off to support you guys, you had two older sister and brother, and a younger brother. You guys lived with your grandma, aunt and her three kids. Your grandma always favored your younger brother and dispite your older sister not the one who made fun of you, no the one who made fun of you she was a whore, going around sleeping with men. The sister she hated was really kind to you, you two were really close and she always protected you, and you were great full for that, you tried your best to protect her too. Your little brother was a spoiled brat but you still loved him, in fact no matter how much they did this you loved your family. Your mother bearly was home, so she really didn't know much about this, you didn't blame her though, she had to support five kids and help pay bills around the house.

But it still hurt you they did this, no one knew of this mostly because you didn't say. You didn't want to tell anyone you never really talked, so you kept it all inside. You would try to ignore them but they always got to you, and you believed you were what they said a dumb fucken retarded.

It hurts you but you don't want to talk back, you were scared to, you didn't want to figure out what would happen if you did. Your grandma house wasn't a safe place to live in, your older brother and two of your cousins would always be smoking weed, and they'll even try to offer you guys some and often come home drunk.

You sometimes felt alone like you weren't loved, your mom and your sister one year older than you were the only ones who loved you. You didn't have any friends, no one talked to you, you were consider a loner. You always wanted a friend, you did have one in the second grade but she'll insult you and make you cry.

But suddenly one day your mom meet this nice guy, the man had five kids of his own. He was a really nice guy, and unlike your actual family said you weren't dumb, and said you were a smart little girl.

And when you were in third grade you guys moved out, and into a apartment. Your mother would go to work and your older brother and sister would leave you and your older sister and younger brother alone, and often strangers would come over with them. And at some point a Friend of your older sister moved in and your third grade teacher would make fun of you that you had to move schools. And it was a school for kids like you and you didn't feel as different anymore, your mom boyfriend was really nice but you then you figured out they actually got married. He was nice and all but it all ended.

He was then wrongly accused of something and was put in jail, and you moved back in with your grandma. And once again you were back to the abuse, they didn't harm you physically but mentally. But that all changed when you were in the fourth grade.

(.…………………………………)

It was the first day of school, you've went to this school since you were little so you felt somewhat comfortable. You saw familiar faces from last year and knew kids names, but they never bother to talk to you. You were know for being a teacher's pet and a good girl, you then saw some faces of people you didn't know. But two particular people stuck out the most.

One of the males had short curly Black hair onxy eyes, and wheat skin and tiny stress marks on his face. And the other had long silky black hair and onxy eyes, he had wheat pale skin and stress marks going down his face.

You didn't bother to say hi and sat down at a random desk, and heard everything you needed to know. And everything went smoothly and soon about a week past by and it was break time, everyone was out playing to take a break. You had a sub today and didn't bother to talk to them, so you just walked around feeling bored.

" Hey you! "

You look around and see the two boys from the first day of school, you learned there names were shisui and itachi uchiha. You looked around and saw kids playing or talking to friends, and you point to yourself.

" Are you talking to me? "

" Yeah, your (y/n), I've noticed you don't talk much "

" I'm not much of a talker "

" Why not?, You seem like a nice girl to me "

" I guess "

" I'm shi- "

" I know shisui, and he's itachi your cousins. He's your younger cousin "

" I see you pay attention "

" Yeah "

" Say you want to have lunch with us? "

" Me?, Why would you ask me? "

" Well I see your always Alone, and it just seems you want someone to hangout with, but are afraid to talk to anyone "

" I see '

" What about it (y/n), would you like to have lunch with me and shisui? '

" Fine I'll have lunch with you two "

" Great "

" Line up!, Break time over! "

" Come on let's go (y/n)! "

Shisui grabbed your hand and lead you back to the class, you were happy you talked with them. You always ate alone, so I'd be nice to talk to someone for a change.

But unknown to you, those two will forever change your life.