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(Y/n) POV

Is this the end?

I think it is...

I am sick and tired of my life.

Daily my parents will scream at each other. They will fight about the same thing every day, money. It's always about money. And who they blame? They blame each other. My mum will blame my dad, and my dad my mum. Even if no one did something they will still blame each other, and then us, their kids.

My brothers are another major problem. Every day they will try to show that they are superior to me. Constantly doing something to make me look like trash in front of everyone. The older one smokes and does drugs. He fucks every girl he sees. He bullies almost everyone. He thinks he is cool and awesome, but he isn't. Then there is my little brother, he is an idiot like the older one. He is out all day doing who knows what. And when he returns, he will sit in front of his computer for the rest of the day playing violent games.

The good thing about my life is my friends. They make me smile. In the beginning, it was a genuine smile, a smile full of happiness. However, after the constant arguments, belittling, pushing around and just hatred from my parents and my brothers I don't know what happiness is anymore.

I just don't feel it.

Empty, exhausted, and just done.

I don't want to make my friends sad so I kept that fake smile on. I have chosen to be alone. That's my decision so I can face my problems alone.

It was a good choice, wasn't it?

I left a letter at home. Saying that I am sick and tired of everything. I wrote more things. Things that someone says before the end.

I wonder if anyone will notice that I am missing. The one who will surely notice is Kakashi. Every morning he waits for me so we can go together to school. When I won't show up tomorrow he will wonder what happened. He will come to my house and he will learn the truth.

He is a good friend. He has always been there for me. A shoulder. Even if I didn't tell him any of my problems he was there, giving me advice for everything. Especially for life. Like he knew my problems, although I never spoke of them. Jim

Well... I will never learn.

But I am happy that I met him and the others of course, like Rin. She is so beautiful, but I admire her more for her talent. She can light up your mood with a smile. Maybe that's the reason why Obito loves her. Obito is very energetic, much like a little kid. He always has energy for everything and he will always try to make everyone smile.

And Kakashi.

As I said he was always there for me. He is a good man, a gentleman. He tried to make me see the real world and not the fake, empty one that I created in my mind. He wants me to face my problems, but... What if my problems don't want to face me?

He never gave me any advice for that and he will never do it.

I am going to end everything.

I can't deal with emptiness, pain, and loneliness.

I feel something hot on my cheeks. Am I crying? Why? I want this, don't I? So why am I crying?

People can cry due to regret...

I think I had read it somewhere. I guess I regret that I didn't have a happy family. But that is what everyone wants.

Do I regret something personal?

I want to know before the end! Why am I crying!? I need to know...

Love...

Right. I never felt love. My parents never loved me. My brothers never loved me. My friends... loved me. They were the only ones who loved me, but it was a different kind of love. They loved me as a friend, not as something special.

But, do I love someone?

-"If you ever need help just call me. I will be there at the next second."

That's what Kakashi always told me. I loved to hear those words from him. They made me feel better. They gave me hope for everything. They were proof that he cares.

-"Don't worry Kakashi. I will call you if anything goes wrong."

That was always my answer. A fake answer. Why would I bother him with the emptiness I felt?

I wanted to say that I needed him. That I don't want to go home again. That I want to stay with him. That I love him. But after so much pain and loneliness, I know he can't mean it.

-"I guess I do regret something. I regret that I never told Kakashi that I love him... I am sorry Kakashi."

Those were my last words before I closed my eyes and let my body free so it can fall from the roof I was standing on. The building was very tall so when I will reach the ground I will die for sure.

That's what I choose. That's my choice..... An awful choice.

-"Don't!!!"

Someone screamed and caught my hand so I wouldn't fall. He caught me just in time and now I am hanging off the roof. I looked up to see who is the one that caught me and I saw the only person I wanted to see before the end.

-"Kakashi what are you doing here?!" I asked him shocked.

-"I came to save you of course." he said as he started pulling me up.

-"Why? I choose this. So you have to let me die." I said and Kakashi placed me on the roof's floor.

-"I can't do that. You are everything I have and I have no intention of letting you die." he said with a small smile under his mask.

-"You can find someone better than me." I mumbled, but I am sure that he heard me.

-"I don't want to."

-"Why?"

-"Because I love you."

When he said that I felt tears in my eyes and soon they started falling on my cheeks. I didn't make a move to wipe them. I let them fall as I looked at Kakashi surprised, shocked, happy, sad, I felt every feeling in the world.

-"Why do you love me? If you knew my life you wouldn't say that." I said still crying.

-"I know your life. I know everything. That's why I gave you advice. So you can do something and change it." he said and wiped my tears.

-"How?" was my only question.

-"When you care enough for someone, you will learn everything about them so you can help them. That's why I did it."

When he finished talking I hugged him tight. I think he was surprised at the beginning, but after a little, he hugged me back. I stayed between his arms for a little, letting myself cry until I had no more tears to spill.

-"Kakashi I love you too." I mumbled when I stopped crying.

-"I know." he said and kissed me on the forehead.

-"How do you know that?"

-"I could see it in your eyes. The way you look at me was full of love, the same way I look at you." he said and came closer to me.

I didn't move. I stayed there waiting. Waiting for the kiss and when it came I let myself free. His soft lips held to love, and his arms held acceptance. It's the first time, after a long time, that I feel something more than emptiness, more than sadness. I feel love. I feel happy. And I want to feel more

I want to feel more with him.

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The end.