You twist and turn and finally jump awake in your bed, sweat covering your skin. You pant hard and looking at your clock, it read [3:20am] sighing you lay back down and try to calm yourself. You turn and feel the other side of the bed, the side where he used to sleep;Neji. Your mind starts to reflect on what happened as you shake your head to try to get the image away. "If only I had been there to save you." You blamed yourself, even if others told you otherwise you still couldn't help but believe it was your fault.

-Flashback-

About a month ago Neji and you were having problems, you complained that he constantly was at work. You both argued and Neji ended up leaving angrily, as you only stayed to think about it. After some time of thinking you felt regret, a terrible feeling in your stomach. You felt like a selfish person knowing it was his job and what he loved, you got in your car and drove after him knowing he probably went to his office. Along the way you felt really bothered, the traffic didn't really help either. As you passed the accident your eyes caught the glimpse of a very similar looking car. You suddenly break abruptly with your eyes widening as you realize it was Neji's car. You run out of the car to get a closer look and your stomach dropped as you seen Neji being placed in a black bag. You start to scream while police officers tell you to step back, you push them away and run to your beloved holding his face, desperately wishing and looking for a sign of movement. "Ma'am please calm down." The man said as you only shake your head. "W-why aren't you taking him to the hospital! He's hurt! Help him!!!" The man tried to comfort you and gave you a look of sympathy. "I'm sorry, he's gone." You only stay quiet and press his face to your chest and start sobbing lightly and it quickly turns into you screaming and crying your pain out. Others couldn't do anything but give you your final moment.
-Flashback End-

You begin to sob while laying on your side, reliving the painful memory in your head. "I could have saved you." You whispered after every cry. "It's my fault." You remind yourself everyday, as the painful memory would never go away. "I love you Neji." You say while staring at his photo on your nightstand. "I'm sorry." You whisper lastly as your eyes close, allowing you to ease your pain and have Neji by your side even if it is only in your dreams.

A/N: Hey guys, I know I was suppose to update a Shika part 2 but I wrote this instead, I can somewhat express what I feel right now since I just found out about my friend's death. I might update tomorrow though! And to you guys out there, remind your friends and family, that you love them, you never know when something might happen, I just wished I could have talked to him one last time. Thanks for the support and love you all!