Hi,my name is Naomi Parker. A soon-to-be 14 year old--On November 12-- girl who likes to help people. A girl who wants to achieve her dreams at a very young age. But I do know that it won't work. Just like the years before that.

I have so many interests but no one seems to have them in my school. It's like all my interests are underrated.

So I was sad inside. My friends,all their interests were boy bands.

"AAAAAAH JUNGKOOK IS SO HOT EEEEK" squeled the girl behind my desk along with her friends surrounding her table,discussing about them.

That happened after the teacher left the class. I was feeling annoyed that time. Sure BTS was all THAT and im fine with it. Their music is cool. But is there anyone who likes my type of music?

Being in a school with students that knows and listens to hit songs and popular shows/movies. It's kinda boring hearing them talking about stuff that I've heard. I want something different.

Different from what the others think. I always hoped that someone will have the same interest as me. Same vibe like me.

Im not the tyoe who desperately want things. Sane as to love.

Other girls were like,"Can you find me a boyfriend?" Or "he secretly flirts with me when I texted him." And the list goes on.

Or they'd just tell each other what happened during their break ups. Me happening to just sit beside them and listening to their conversation. Smiling and laughing of what happened.

Let me you,it was entertaining as fuck.

I have no problem of being single but reading romance books or Fanfiction it looked so cliche and it made you squeal of happiness and you started to fangirl about it.

I always wanted a boy who has fictional characters' personality. Because every one of them was so insanely good.

Also,hot as fuck. I might add.

Around my friends,I don't really show the desperationand needy-ness about wanting a boy.

See,the problem is,all of my friends is girls and no boys. Not only that,I haven't talk to a boy for 2 years! How crazy is that?

So I don't really know how to interact to a boy the same age as me. Talking to an adult guy wasn't a problem. Talking to a young boy wasn't a problem either. But talking to a horny ass,pervert looking boy the same age as me sounds like a nightmare. It almost sounds like a fear.

I always ignored them whenever I walked through the hallway by myself. Now. That was a mistake. Walking to through the hallways by yourself is a mistake. What if some weird dude just pull you to the janitor's closet and started do things to you and you're trapped? Yup,sounds like a nightmare to me.

I forgot what it feels like talking to a boy. That was when I was in primary school. Now im in Secondary school. Things are different. The people around here are different.

It's a totally different environment for me.

That's why it's called high school and every 'teen' on numbers for a reason. We change in this stage. We'll search for who we are.

Well,sometimes I wanna make things better but then I'll just make it worse everytime. It's like you're doing a math question and they'll say,

"one wrong number and the answer is wrong."

Translation:

"one wrong move/step,you'll be dead."

That's what my math teacher said in class. I remember it so vividly.

Im not that diligent. Im not that clever and im not that stupid either. Im not ugly and im not pretty either. Im not that tall and im not that short. Im not fat or skinny. Im somewhere in the middle of those things.
Im human. That's what I am.

Im the,Naomi Parker. A soon-to-be 14 year old who discovers her own teenager life. Who low-key wants to be in a relationship with someone that's her type.She's the person who's rare in school.

Her name starts with Naomi.

~oOo~

I thought im gonna update this on September 4th but then I dont really have the time so HERE YOU GO.

A chapter. Knowing Naomi Parker.

Stay whelmed. Dont cut,ure loved<3

-naomi