"You still look good to me. You don't need make up to make you look beautiful"

Jimin

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Minji's POV

"Stay"

Jimin literally just made me feel aroused and now he's asking me to stay!?

But why does he want me to stay?

"If you want" He followed up his words.

I definitely want to stay.

I would have nothing to do at home except stare out the window and think about both Jisoo and Jimin.

"I will stay" I said turning around.

I watched his face light up as a smile appeared on his lips.

I smiled walking back over to him.

Then luckily Jisoo left her room.

"Minji" She said.

"Yes?" I said crouching down to her.

"Can you do it up?" She said turning around.

I saw a zip at the back of a cute purple dress.

"Of course" I said moving her hair out of the way and zipping it up.

"So now are we going to watch a movie?" Jimin asked.

Jisoo nodded turning around to face Jimin after I did up her dress.

I lifted Jisoo up onto the couch next to Jimin and sat down next to her but chuckled as Jisoo climbed onto my lap as soon as I sat down.

Jimin shuffled over on the couch next to me.

"Are you okay with her sitting on your lap?" He asked and I nodded.

I didn't look at Jimin as my heart was still racing from what happened before between him and I.

"Jisoo, what do you want to watch" Jimin asked the girl who sat in my lap.

In the end Jisoo decided on watching frozen and she watched in ore whenever Elsa sung.

I grabbed my phone out of my pocket when I heard it dig three quarters into the movie but I sighed looking at it.

"Excuse me" I said lifting Jisoo off me as I walked to the bathroom instantly.

I felt tears start to build up in my eyes before I even made it to the bathroom.

I closed the door and sat down on the floor as I felt my chest clench up.

My hands started to shake as an overwhelming feeling of pain and emotions rose inside of me.

2 years ago was the date that my dad was in a car crash.

Every year so far I've been notified of it from my calendar. And so far, every time I see the notification, it breaks me down a little bit.

I hugged my knees up to my chest as I felt the tears sting my eyes.

I don't consider myself mentally weak however this accident changed mine and my fathers life drastically.

I sighed as I heard a knock on the bathroom door.

I didn't answer.

I just wanted to be alone and isolated from everyone right now.

And I mentally felt like puking as Jimin opened the door.

But to my surprise.

He closed the door and sat down next to me saying nothing.

I silently cried placing my head into my knees and I wrapped my arms around my head.

I truly just wanted to be by myself right now.

I know Jimin has gone through this, but I don't want to show him how bad I take it.

I don't want to tell him in case he starts to go through his own experienced pain.

Jimin wrapped his arm around me pulling me over to him.

I felt the warmth from his arm which made me feel safe.

"Do you want to talk about why you are crying?" He asked softly.

His voice was calm and gentle.

"Maybe. But I can't tell you" I said wiping my eyes and fanning my face.

"Why can't you tell me?" He asked confused.

"I don't want it to bring up bad memories for you and hurt you at the same time that I am hurting" I said taking a deep breath.

"Tell me. If you keep it bottled in, you won't feel good. Plus if you tell me, then I can help you through it and if it brings up bad memories for me, then maybe I can understand and go through it with you" Jimin said grabbing my hand which lay on my legs.

He softly squeezed my hand for comfort to show physically that it is okay and that I can tell him.

I breathed deeply wiping my eyes with my other hands.

"My dad was in a car accident two years ago today" I said.

"I was lucky because he didn't die, however in some ways I also wasn't lucky because he lived for about a year after the accident. He suffered for the entire year. I had to do everything for him, that's why I moved back to Seoul as I have no siblings and my mother walked out of my father and I's life at an early stage of my life" I said.

"It was the worst feeling to see his scars everyday for a year with no end to his suffering. And the fact he died from his injuries and not a nice peaceful death just makes me ache" I said not looking at Jimin as he listened.

"So, I guess his death is still fresh to me, and because he was my only retaliative that was close to me, it's hard to remember the day where all his suffering started and how useless I was because all I could do was bring him a drink of tea and a fake smile to tell him every single day that he is doing better then the day before when that was far from the truth" I said closing my eyes as I felt agony burning inside of me.

"I understand that. Of course I wished that Aera only got injured, but the way you put it, it makes me realize that I am lucky to see her not suffer. You may have had more time with the person you loved but it was filled of suffering for you both" He said.

I nodded.

"Everyday he used to apologize to me because he knew that my life was almost ruined from having to permanently take care of him. I was living off his money that he had already earned which was running out. So I am glad he passed away before he saw us run out of money. However it took me quite a while to get money for a house again" I said.

"I sold his house as soon as he passed away and did a lot of sleeping in gross campsites or bathrooms till I had enough money from working to pay for a house again as I used the money from his house on food and water until I got a stable job at a preschool" I said.

"I'm sorry for you" He said.

"It's fine. You have been through something similar. So we both did our best for the situations we had to face" I said not looking at Jimin.

"Minji, how are you so happy all the time when you suffer from what you have felt and witnessed?" He asked.

I looked at him.

"You only have one life so you have to make the most of it. My life may have been bad but if I keep working for it, then one day, maybe life won't suck as much. One day, I won't have to fake being happy anymore if I continue my life like I am grateful, you know?" I said.

He nodded.

"I feel bad because I wasn't positive at all after Aera's death. I felt like I ruined my chances around Jisoo because I used to yell and break things, just everything made me seem like a monster to her. And I felt like she would likely never forgive me. But she did forgive me because all she wants is for me to be happy. And hell no am I happy right now with my life but I am more inclined to try now. So things definitely get better" Jimin said.

I nodded.

"I'm sorry" I said to him.

"Why are you sorry?" He asked.

"I took time away from you being with your daughter on your day off" I said looking at him.

"I didn't want to watch Frozen in the first place, if anything, I wish you cried sooner" He said with a chuckle.

I smiled looking down as he ran his thumb over my hand.

I watched him open the bathroom door and peer out.

"She's still watching it" he said closing the bathroom door again.

"By the way you look nice today" Jimin said.

I giggled.

"I look terrible today, I don't know what you are talking about" I said laughing as I got up looking in the mirror.

"I don't see how you look terrible" Jimin said looking in the mirror at me from behind me as he also got up.

"I'm not wearing any make up today. As well as these are very much active wear or chill at home clothes" I said.

"You still look good to me. You don't need make up to make you look beautiful" he said.

I felt my heart start to race.

MY BIAS JUST CALLED ME BEAUTIFUL! RIGHT!?

"I know this may sound weird to ask now..." he said pausing.

"Go on?" I said turning to face him.

"Um, would you like a hug to make you feel better?" He said sticking his tongue into his cheek.

I smiled.

"Why would I turn down a hug from you?" I said.

He smiled.

I stepped forward and let him wrap his arms around me first.

I smiled feeling him allow for our entire bodies to press together.

I felt his warmth through his clothing.

His strong arms gently wrapped around my shoulders as my arms wrapped around his back.

I closed my eyes allowing for my heart to race from the feeling that seemed to burst in my body.

Part of me wondered if Jimin felt the same way as I did.

I wondered if it was just because he's my favorite from BTS.

Or I wonder if we share something a bit more.

He ran his hand up and down my back which made me feel so comfortable in his arms.

After a while he moved back.

"Feel better?" He asked.

I nodded trying hard to not blush.

He smiled.

"Okay good. Now I'm sure the movie is going to end soon so I'm going to go back to Jisoo. And you can stay here as long as you need and come when your ready" he said.

"No I can come now" I said.

I followed Jimin out of the bathroom.

"Did you have sex?" Jisoo asked instantly as we left the room.

She was leaning over the couch with her arms draped over it.

"Yah! No!" Jimin yelled straight away.

Jisoo pouted.

"Why that face!?" He asked as he got closer to her.

I watched her whisper something to Jimin which made his eyes go wide.

"Not yet. Though that's a work in progress" he said.

"I just thought you both would fit the requirements because you both don't have to be in love but then you also could be and I wouldn't know and daddy has guy parts and Minji has girl parts like me and Aera and-" Jisoo started.

"Honey, what did I say about this information being a private thing?" I said sitting down next to her.

"Oh yea. Sorry" She apologized.

"Just because we are both adults and fit those requirements mean that we have that kind of a relationship" I said and she nodded.

"So what do you want to do now?" Jimin asked Jisoo trying to change the subject.

"Can we play twister?" She asked with a smile.

Jimin nodded as he went and pulled a game out of the cupboard.

"I want to do it with Minji" Jisoo said grinning.

"That's fine by me. I'm good at watching this not go well" Jimin said laughing.

"You can do it after with Minji then just because you said that" Jisoo said sassily.

"Um theirs no way we are going to last long if I do it with Minji because we are both big" Jimin said.

"Should have thought of that before what you said" Jisoo said smirking.

I watched Jimin flick the board.

"Right foot red" he said.

Both Jisoo and I put our foot on a red circle.

He flicked it again.

"Left foot yellow" he said.

We both did the same thing.

"Left hand red" he said.

We did as we were told already getting a bit tangled up.

"Left foot green" he said.

We moved it easily.

He smirked.

"Right hand yellow"

We both managed to just do it.

"Ahhh" I whined.

"Right foot green" he said.

We moved.

"This is not comfortable" I said.

Jisoo nodded.

"Right hand green"

I moved and watched as Jisoo fell straight onto her tummy as she lost balance.

"Aw, are you okay?" I said to her.

She nodded rubbing her tummy as she got up.

"You win" She said.

"Now both of your turn" She said happily.

She jumped up on the couch as Jimin scrunched up his nose knowing how bad this is going to go.

She spun the wheel.

"Left foot blue" She said.

We did it.

"Right foot green" She said.

We did it easily again.

"Right hand yellow" She said.

We did it.

"Left foot yellow" She said.

I noticed Jimin was positioned quite in the middle of the mat which means we are likely going to get stuck.

And sure enough, a few spins later, if I want to continue, I would need to lean over Jimin.

"How am I supposed to get my hand over their?" I said as my other hand was already almost under Jimin.

"Um. Try reach. It's okay if you can't hold it for long or if you fall on me" He said laughing.

"This is funny" Jisoo said grinning evilly.

I attempted to reach over Jimin and laughed as I collapsed over his body from the difficult position.

Jimin started laughing as he watched me collapse over his body pushing him down too.

"I tried" I said laughing as I pulled myself carefully off of his body.

"Minji" Jisoo said.

"Yes?" I said.

"What does your house look like?" She asked.

"Um, it's way less fancy then this I suppose" I said looking around Jimin's apartment.

"Can we go see it?" She asked.

I laughed.

"Why?" I said.

"I want to know what your house is like. Plus I want to look at your clothes" She said.

I laughed.

"If you want. I have a pet though. Are you scared of animals?" I asked Jisoo.

She shook her head.

"Daddy can we go!?" Jisoo said.

"I suppose" He said chuckling.

I got up.

"Want to just take my car?" I asked as I leaned over wrapping Jisoo up in a warm jacket.

"Yea probably" He said.

I nodded as I stood up.

"Wait" Jimin said.

I turned to him.

"You will catch a cold if you go outside wearing nothing warm" He said.

"Come" He said pulling my wrist.

But I was surprised as he pulled me into his room which normally is off bounds.

Is it possible Jimin was warming up to me?

This time I allowed myself to look at his belongings.

Their was a big blue sheet on his large kid sized bed in the middle on his room with a desk next to his shelf by the door with sexual books and movies, and on his desk he had a magazine of naked women on it...

He also had a lot of music producing equipment and a fancy laptop in his room.

I picked up the magazine and laughed looking through it.

He sighed seeing what I was holding as Jisoo wanted patiently outside his room.

"I wouldn't touch that if I was you" He said removing it from my fingers.

"Why?" I said.

"Because I've came on it multiple times" He said quietly so Jisoo didn't hear him.

My eyes widened.

"Ew" I whined wiping my hands on his back as he proceeded to find a jacket for me in his closet.

He then grabbed a jacket out and wrapped it around my shoulders while I was still disgusted from what he told me.

He laughed seeing me staring at him.

"Depression makes you do weird things to feel any feeling" He said simply.

This time I laughed as he did up his jacket around me.

"I'm guessing you can't relate to me at all?" He asked.

"Not particularly as I didn't really have a house for about a month when I went through my worst stage of depression and morning" I said.

I watched him smirk.

"You should try it sometime. It weirdly helps your mood" He said with a wink before turning away from me.

Haha, or you could help me?

Fuck, dirty mind please go away... He's a rich kpop idol who's wife tragically died and I'm here to look over their child, not to have sex with him or something else...

Then he grabbed out a jacket for himself and took the magazine putting it back on the desk before leaving the bedroom with me.

He closed the door and we walked towards the front door.

Jimin lifted up Jisoo putting up a mask on his face in case we are spotted by Army.

I looked at Jimins side profile as we got into the elevator.

I like him... A lot... I hope he gives me a chance to give him some happiness, I may not be Aera, but I never want to take her place anyways. I just want to make Jimin feel happiness and love again... And maybe some other feeling that weirdly helps your mood...

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