I feel like I'm in labor. But for some reason it's a false alarm, the doctor said I wasn't ready yet. So here I am writing this. Before the war my husband insisted that we go to a hospital - since we could now afford it, 

Alhamdullilah but now there isn't enough room for delivering babies due to all the injuries people have been suffering from because of the war. We still were able to have a female doctor come and assist with delivery. I prefer it this way, an at home delivery. 

I was bringing my child into this world just how my mother brought hers, my grandmother and great grandmother. I am a little scared but mostly excited, how crazy is this.