Hello everyone ♥️

Nothing kills my spirit like...
When you think you have given your best and you think everything is perfect then later, when you check, you begin to see some big big errors staring right into your face...then you'd be like 😮😮 how come I didn't see this??
As you are digesting, someone pops up and tells you,"hey there are a lot of errors"and you'd be like,"I know okay, but can you help me point out where the errors are"! Then the person will be like.."your punctuations.....are mostly not correct"
Me:🙄🙄 I didn't see that coming but where exactly? and then the person can't even indicate.

Biko I'm not an expert in English.
If you want to correct me, do it in such a way that I'd understand and then do the right thing.
I'm still learning  cause when you make me feel as if the whole effort I'm making is rubbish,I feel like dropping the writing totally...😪😪😪😪😪😢
Please don't kill my vibes😢😢😢😢I'm trying.

Thanks.😁

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Now read😁.

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Nana's POV.

Juliana has gone back to her parents, now it's just me and my boss and I'm bored to death.
He's always gone before I wake up and returns when I'm asleep.
We don't even meet.

I try to make myself busy by cleaning the house, reading my books, watching, chatting, playing with the dogs etc.
I'm just tired of repeating the same stuff every day.
The Truth of the matter,is that I need company.

The only thing that gives me joy,is when I eat.
I've noticed that I've added weight too.
Sometimes,I stay indoors for a whole day I don't even see the sun even though I chose that because when ever I visit the restaurant,my mum works me to death.
At the restaurant, it's always"do this, do that,bring this,bring that," and before I know it, I'm  exhausted by the end of the day, so I decided to take a break.
It's not that I don't like helping my mom.
I just need some rest.

I dropped my phone, took off my blanket and headed down stairs to get myself a cup of hot tea and some slice of bread.

I totally forgot that I was wearing just a baby pink vest,a baby pink bump shot and baby pink socks.
Yeah! the girly girly stuff you can call me pinky right now.

I was busy singing the song..

🎵 🎶You light me up inside like the fourth of July, when ever your around I always seem to smile and people ask me how but your the reason why I'm.. dancing in the mirror, singing in the shower
Like this
Like that
Like that....🎵🎶

I took my cup of tea and plate of bread in the other hand as I continued my song ..

🎶 You got me singing in the shower.....
Like this, like that
Like........th.........a.......🎶

My little singing was brought to an end when I turned around and saw the ever always sexy looking James at the kitchen door.

Humph! my hot tea was in my hands but I was sweating already.
My legs began to express the fact that my weight is something they cannot bear to Carry anymore.

I became very consious of my body and the way I looked.
Oh! Nana you are finished I mentally told myself.

He stood there with arms folded while leaning on the door not affected by anything.

I'm not surprised though cause I'm sure he has seen different types of women with different color, different shapes, different kind of style and I'm here standing like stature of liberty staring at somebody who is not affected by me and has an evil smirk on his face.

"Good morning"he greeted.

Yeah someone had to break the tension here.

"Goo........d"
My voice went off.

"Can't you see that I'm trying to reply to somebody's greetings here"I mentally scolded my voice before clearing my throat.

"Good morning sir how was your night".

I asked.

"My night went well and how was yours?"

Is he asking me? for real?

"My night was fine sir."I replied.

Now,I need to get out of here.

I quickly walked to him,placed the plate of bread and cup of tea in his hands before saying the words...

"I made you breakfast."

Before he could say anything,I was already flying to my room.

"Nana calm down,calm down,why are you behaving as if you just saw late Michael Jackson?"
My imaginary self asked me.

"I would not behave this way if I saw late Michael Jackson okay!"
I replied.

I walked to the mirror and what I saw made me lament.
I look horrible.

"Awn someone wants to look good for prince charming."the girl in the mirror said.

"You know, you better stop talking trash cause he doesn't even see me.im invisible to him."

Uhhhh!

"You like him."the girl said.

Eww!"I don't."I replied.

"Yes you do!".
She answered.

"Will you just shut up!"I yelled while hitting the table.

I sighed sadly when I realized that all along,I had been talking to myself and that's why I'm gonna take a very quick shower and get out of this house before I run mad.

Yes I know that I have feelings for him but it hurts more when I realize that I'm not his taste and he keeps treating me like some piece of useless paper.
James doesn't care about me cause to him,I'm nothing but a mere house help who is here for nothing but the money.
I'm so crazy, like I don't know what I feel anymore I'm just confused.

I apply a light makeup grab my purse and walk out of my room.
I'd rather my mum kill me with errands than stay here and frustrate myself, thinking about someone who doesn't see me at all.

"Going somewhere?"the voice stopped me in my tracks.

I turn around to find him in his white singlet and brown shorts.

Looks like someone is staying home today.

"Cause I was thinking we could spend some time together but it's okay I'll be here when you return."he said.

Now he has this cute pleading face that wants to make me stay and eat popcorn with him all day but,I am not going to run into his pleading arms like   a desperate witch.
Nothing sweets me like playing hard to get.
Time for payback.

"I'm sorry but I really have to go sir maybe next time"I proudly reply with a smirk on my face before walking away leaving him standing there like frozen water.

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Now we are going to go into the real romance world.
🤗🤗🤗😉

"Nothing sweets me like playing hard to get".

🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😂I'm telling you.

You won't believe that I spent almost fifteen minutes trying to get the correct spelling of "consious".
Simple consious ooo
And the spelling just disappeared from my brain oo
🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣🤣😂
But I finally got it.yeah.

Keep the star button healthy
Please.

😍😍 Thanks.

Much love.
Kezyevans 😘