Chapter 17: Minor depression
"Why did you come to school today?" Taehyung questioned my presence as I walked through the school gate
"You scared me!" I hissed after feeling a loud pang on my chest
"My mom force me to go" I responded after calming myself by patting my chest
"You should've told her what happened!" he complained in anger
"She won't care" I responded with no effort
A silence passed
"Are you okay after yesterday.." he spoke out with his eyes staring intently on me, to make sure I'm not in a bad mood
"I'm going to be used to it soon" I let out a sigh
"You know, I've been teased my entire life" I said while plastering a bitter smile on my face
"So it's nothing,I'm just gonna endure it" I added
He replied my smile with his reassuring smile. He bit his lower lip as he was pitying me
"Hey!" A voice called out
I lifted my head and saw that prefect jerk in front of me. He was with another guy,probably his friend.
His friend stared me in confusion
"Insung?" Taehyung questioned his presence
"You know him?" Taehyung shifted his gaze on me
"Not really" I shook my head while whispering
"This girl is the one who told you about before" Insung talked with his friend while pointing his index finger rudely at me
"Which one?"his friend questioned
"The one that liked me because I let her in when she's 1 minute late" his voice cracked as he laugh loudly
I clenched my jaw in anger
"And it turned out her name is 'you suck me' " he stopped laughing and started grinning
"Her name really suits her perfectly as she is a sucker" he commented while staring me, his lips curved upward
I rolled my eyes before glaring him
"Stop talking,dead cells are coming out from your mouth" Taehyung cleared his throat
"What?! " in sung scoffed before smirking
"You've sucker her?" He let out an evil laugh
"You're also a fucker" Taehyung glared while hitting his chest
I grabbed Taehyung's hand
"Don't " I whispered to him
"Fucker is better than sucker" In sung gave an absurd statement which make no sense
"What is that ?" Taehyung laughed before glaring him with hatred
I took a step in front and raised my left hand high before slapping right on his left cheek.
He bent down in shock while covering the reddened part of his cheek with his other hand
"Fucker" I muttered before dragging Taehyung away from the scene
"Wow that was good" he praised while giving me two thumbs up sign
"That was nothing" I walked with Taehyung while chuckling .Taehyung nodded in response and pursed his lips
"Why did that fucker bother you?" Taehyung asked as he as he threw a rubbish in the dustbin
"Even those who don't even know me personally bothers me as they know my name,I'm used to it" I plastered a bitter smile
He stared me with pity
"S-suk m-mee" a stuttering voice echoed through the hall
I turned my head to see,the guy that I wanted see the most at this time. His flashy eyes was staring on my face
"Jungkook? Why?" I stopped stepping forward
" I have something to talk with you" he asserted. He then shut his mouth tight as he was nervous
"What is it?" I asked politely
"Let's talk somewhere else" he said as he took a glance of Taehyung
I signalled Taehyung that I'll be back using my hands. Taehyung smiled bitterly before nodding
I tailed jungkook to the emergency stairs which no one use as it's locked
"Actually" he cleared his throat
He fiddled with his fingers before hissing in nervousness
I stared him intently waiting for something to escape from his lips
"I like you" he blurts out
I felt a loud pang on my chest
"But "
His eyes stares downcast, a part of his neck bulged as he was gulping his saliva
"I-i couldn't accept your name" he hesitated
"I'm sorry" he looked me with flashing eyes
"Im someone who cares about reputation and shits" he told his excuse in a gentle tone
"But I truly like you" he added
"But I don't think we're meant to be" he avoided my gaze by staring at his ruffled uniform
My eyes rimmed with tears
"Name does matter for you?" I held my tears but my croaked voice hinted him that I'm shedding tears
"I kinda thought we're a little bit more than a friend" he spoke
"I felt betrayed as you were lying to me" he added before lurking his eyes inside mine
"I'm sorry for making moves on you" he said with pity in his eyes
"I'll never bother you anymore" he promised
"But I like you too" I croaked
"I'm sorry suk mee"
"Im sorry for making you like me back" he added
"I will stay away from you" he nodded slightly
"Hate me,okay" he smiled bitterly
"Jungkook,I'm sorry" I gasped for breath
"I understand your situation" he gave a reassuring smile which didn't console me a bit
"Im sorry" he added
"Jungkook" I called him in a gentle tone
"Im sorry" he repeated
"Why does reputation matter for you that much" my voice cracked
"I'm sorry" he repeated
"That's not the reason" I screeched, lurking at his wandering eyes
"I know" I continued
Nothing came out from his mouth as if he's a mute
"What's the reason?" I raised my voice so that he can hear them clearly
"No there's no other reason" he asserted while shaking his head slightly
"There is!" I said confidently
"Tell me!' I boomed violently
"I will accept that" I lowed my voice a bit but my eyes never blink
"I" he hesitated
"I don't like girls that lies"
"I'm sorry"
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Jimin POV
She walked through the door with her face looking lugubrious than usual ;
Her hair was messy with her hair strands stands up,her eyes were swollen, her cheeks was rose pink and so do her ears. Every step she took to was slow as if she don't have any energy left to walk
"Suck me! Suck you! Suck everyone" hyeyeong sung a song she made herself as suk mee sits on her chair
She didn't get offended by it,her lips were attached close . Maybe she didn't hear
She stared her table intently before her eyes rimmed with tears
She covered another side with her elbow which blocks everyone from seeing her crying but I'm the only who can see her crying as she didn't block my side
Her head lifts down and I could hear her silently crying as she whimpers
"Are you okay?" I cleared my throat
"Taehyung said you were" I added
"But you're crying right now" I pointed it out
"Don't talk to me" she croaked
"O-okay" I stuttered
She continued crying but louder than before. Nobody heard her crying as the class was so noisy without the teacher
It was painful to see her like this and I wish I could embrace her in my arms but what rights do I have to do that
Sarah;; this is so drama gosh kms
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