Flashback

" STOP!!" I said pushing her away, she grabbed her knife and slashed my back

" Ahhh!!! Please stop..." she slashed me again, I felt my blood drip down my back

" ugh fine you mutt" she said throwing me across the room making me bang into the wall

I coughed out blood everywhere, some man came up to me and gave me a potion saying he'll make me stronger, strong enough to make me beat up my mom. So I took it and drank it, i couldn't control myself. I looked threw two holes and saw my mom sober.

" I'm so sorry son" I wanted to forgive her and hug her but I didn't, I started to beat her up

" STOP IT!!!" I said before another hit, she laid there dead

" MOM!!!! IM SORRY, I LOVE YOU" I said crying. Even if she beat me, I still loved her. Why did I drink it, god damn it.

Two months later

" I'll kill her!!" I said, I didn't want to

STOP!! STOP IT!!!

NOOOOO

I said watching her fall off the cliff

End of flashback

I cried in my bed, never wanting to go back to that time. Never wanting to relive that, I hate it, I hate myself, I hate myself

I HATE MY-

" Ein..." I looked and saw Aaron in the doorway, I wiped my tears and sat up.

" w-were you crying" he said coming into my room

" why are you here Aaron, I thought you were back in Phoenix drop" he sat beside me

" came over to see her, she told me to check on you" I leaned over and pressed my knees into my hands.

" why were you crying, and why haven't you gone seen her in two days" I sighed

" I can't bear to look her in the eye and talk to her after what I did, I hate myself for doing it" he tilted his head

" why..." Aaron said

" because I didn't want to do those things Aaron! I was tricked into killing people I loved so dearly! Hurting people close to me! Of course I hate myself" he looked down

" Ein it wasn't you, the potion has been examined by Lucinda and it's a controlling potion, whoever gives the potion controls the person" I looked at him

" you were being controlled by him and those weren't your actions" I looked away with my eyes wide

" b-but it felt like me...I could see me doing those horrible thing thinking why can't I stop! Why can't I just stop it" I said getting up and leaving my room to the kitchen

" you should go see her...." I looked away, i slammed my hands against the counter and fell over, feeling horrible.

" Ein..." I got up slowly and shaking, grabbed a glass. I then dropped it, cutting my hand

" jesus!! Ein just go see her! She's waiting for you and all your doing is hurting yourself" Aaron said picking up the glass, I nodded and grabbed my coat and ran out. I went into the hospital and down the hallways till I hit the room. I took a deep breathe and opened the door to see (y/n) being comforted by Aphmau.

" e-Ein..." she said taking her hands away fork her face. Aphmau stood up.

" I'll give you two some times alone" she said leaving, I walked over and sat beside her, taking off my coat. She was still crying, wiping her face.

" I'm sorry" I said hiding my hands together. She looked up at me and stopped crying, looking deep into my eyes.

" it's not your fault Ein... you were scared...I-I forgive you" I felt the cut on my hand as tears filled my eyes.

" I feel so stupid...so useless...I-I hate myself for what I did to you" she then started crying

" DONT SAY THAT ABOUT YOURSELF!!" She said wiping her tears. I stood up and sat on the bed, she wrapped her arms around me. I held her head and played with her hair and smiled, my other hand holding hers.

" I love you..." she said still holding me...my eyes went wide.

" I-I love you too"

End