Chapter 41 - Diary
Michael's POV:
I glance at Ally before opening the first page of her diary. She looks away silently crying.
My eyes drift back to the page.
Dear Diary,
When I saw Michael's body, he was ashamed of it, but I told him it was a work of art, to me it is. He is so handsome and charming towards me, I don't know what else I could ask for in a man. He does something special to me, he knows me inside out and I know him the same. I still surprise myself knowing I am best friends with my idol, how amazing! But I always admired this man, but I also admired his looks. It's hard preventing yourself from having a crush on your crush.
I stare blankly at the page. She liked me? I can't be sure yet, I must read more entries. I skip forward a few pages, flicking through them, scanning them down.
Dear Diary,
We are leaving for Japan today! I'm so excited! I just dread the thought of him being with his crush, if only it was me.
Dear diary,
I met his crew, they were so cool! But they we're all telling me how Tatiana wants him for his money. I know that for a fact, when I went on the internet it turned out all 6 men she married she married for money and divorced them to claim half the share. Why doesn't Michael use google! He wouldn't believe me if I told him. Tatiana is bad for him. I wish he would listen.
Dear Diary,
This heaven sent man, gives me butterflies at his touch.
Dear diary,
What is this man doing to me? I'm going crazy for him.
Dear diary,
I love him, why can't he love me?
Dear diary,
I love the way he took care of me.
Dear diary,
I love-
Dear diary,
I love-
Love
Love
Love
Love
Dear diary,
I've fallen for my best friend, I'm in love with Michael.
No! Why! Why is she saying all this! I fling the book across the room in shock. She can't love me! Why didn't she tell me sooner! Why Ally God why!
Her whole diary is about me for Godsake!
"Michae-"
"Don't" I cut her off.
I walk over to Alex and knock him out again. He didn't see that coming.
"Ally why? Just why?"
"I'm sorry Michael, I couldn't help it..."
"Daghh you're just so confusing! We agreed to be best friends! I know we kissed and all but we put that behind us now! You have a go at me so I moved on for good! I never knew you would end up loving me!"
"I guess you can't control the heart." She says quietly, tears rolling down her face, with a groan of pain.
I walk over to her on the bed. I sit her up, I kneel down so my face is level with hers.
"What you said about Tatiana, is it true?"
"Yes." She slowly nods.
"I'm sorry Ally, I didn't mean to lash out at you, it's all so sudden to me. I believe you, every single word. What you said in that diary was wrong, I'll never understand why gosh. I'm ashamed of myself though too and-"
At that moment the police bust through the doors and some doctors and ambulance people, all at once. Sirens are heard, flashing lights. I see an exhausted Bill run through the door too.
"I, called the, cops." He says, out of breath. I start panicking, my head spins, I feel a migraine coming on.
"Mr Jackson!" They say for the fifth time, finally gaining my attention.
"We will be taking Allison Skylars to the hospital immediately! It seems she has been unaided for a long time, she's had excessive bleeding, she's bordering unconscious again!"
"She's blacking out guys!" One of the paramedics say.
"Quick! Someone bring in the bed!"
"Sir she's losing too much blood!"
At this point I'm crying from fear and shock, her state leaves me anxious. I feel Bill behind me comforting me.
I see Ally being rolled away to get in the ambulance.
I immediately run after her, tears cascading my face. I've hurt her, and I may not get the chance to apologise.
"Wait!" I scream through the manic atmosphere.
I run to the bed Ally lays in, eyes fighting to stay open.
"Ally, I love you too." I say softly crying. I cup her face in my hands and kiss her lips with all I have in me and release, with an intense gut pain in my stomach. I know she heard me, she must know. I've come to realise, I've loved her all along, since the day I saw her in that crowd. I knew it, I should've known I loved her. My poor baby, I did this to her!
As she is rolled away into the ambulance, I see her weak arm try to reach out for me.
Yet more tears cascade down my face, I crouch to the floor and start sobbing.
"ALLY!" I scream at the Ambulance that drove away. God, I said I love her.
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