*The snowball fight has ended and everyone goes home*                                                                                             Mystery girl: I still don't think it is a good idea for me to go to the Christmas party, but . . . I will for David. If he is happy . . . then I am happy. At least it is not a fancy party, so I will not have to wear a dress to go.*Picks up the picture from her bedside table*sighs* What have I done. I can't lose another friend. I don't trust myself to have another friend whether it is fear of hurting them or getting hurt myself I can not yet tell.

Sorry for the short chapter hope you enjoyed it anyway though. just to clarify I meant getting hurt emotionally. What does she mean by, "I can't lose another friend" and why can't she trust herself to have another friend. what about herself scares her so much that she can't even trust herself enough to have a friend. If you know what her secret is already don't ruin it for other people in the comments.