Requested by ErikaKuznetsov
Trigger warning!!!

Zen🎤
- His fans comments were getting to your head again, all they did was point out all your flaws. Making you feel even worse about yourself.
- You wanted a way to release pain, and you resorted to something you promised yourself you wouldn't do. You grabbed a blade and went at it.
- A couple weeks later, the scars were still there but they started to fade.
- You were making dinner for you and zen, and he wrapped his arms around your waist from behind.
- Your sleeves were rolled up, and he noticed the marks on your wrists, "it's my fans isn't it?"
- "W-well...yes"
- He turned you around and cupped your face, "I love you so much, and it hurts me knowing you'd do this to yourself. If I need to speak out to my fans, I won't hesitate."
- "Thank you zen"
- "Of course, babe" he hugged you and placed a light kiss on your forehead.
Yoosung🎮
- you both had went to the same college, and were in the same science class. You had to do an experiment where you needed to roll your sleeves up, so they wouldn't get dirty.
- Yoosung, your boyfriend was your partner and you didn't want him to see the old scars.
- During the experiment, he saw, "Y/N I want to talk after class"
- You nodded back at him, meaning yes. He must have seen the scars, and you were worried he would judge you for them.
- After class, he was waiting outside, "hey, they're old right?"
- "Oh...yes they are"
- "You mean a lot to me, and I hate knowing you did that to yourself. If you ever need to talk, let me know, okay?"
Seven💻
- he was pushing you away again, he would yell when you tried to hug him. And lately you've been spending a lot of time with Saeran
- Seven walked in and accused you of cheating on him with Saeran, which you denied.
- "I've been hanging out with Saeran, because he's also family to me, and you've been pushing me away all the fucking time, you prick."
- He scoffed, and walked to his office, slamming the door. You sat back down onto the couch continuing the anime you and Saeran were watching.
- "I'm sorry my brother is acting like that. I'm sure it will pass overtime."
- "Thanks, Saeran"
- Later that night, you walked into your shared bedroom, you sat down on the bed, and pulled up your shorts. Revealing your thighs, and the old marks on them.
- You traced the outline of your old scars, and took a deep breath.
- Seven regretted what he had said to you, and checked the security camera to make sure you were all right. What he saw made his stomach turn. He got up, ran to the bedroom, wanting to stop you.
- "Stop it now!"
- He grabbed the blade and threw it in the trash, "oh so now you care?" You looked at him with tears in your eyes.
- "I know life is hard, I know I can be a shitty, dick boyfriend. I will try everything I can to spend more time with you, so you don't feel so alone. Just promise me you won't do this again"
- "I promise"
Jumin🐱
- You two were heavily making out, and he started to put his hands up your shirt.
- He felt bumps near your hips. At first he thought it was nothing but started to feel more and more.
- Your shirt started to rise up and he had seen the scars, his heart broke.
- He stopped what he was doing, "kitten, I don't want you to feel insecure around me or ashamed. I really love you, and never want to see you go through this pain again. I may not be the best with words, but I definitely can listen. Talk to me anytime you're feeling this way."
- You kissed him on the lips, and he gave you a tight hug.
Jaehee☕️
- There was a lot of stress that came along with running a cafe with jaehee
- You two has also been getting into fights a lot recently, they started to happen over very stupid things
- You felt guilty, and blamed yourself all the things that have been going on.
- You really didn't want to relapse, but it was really hard. You found a small knife in the kitchen, when she wasn't home. Once you had started, you couldn't stop.
- You heard the door and tried to contain your sobs, jaehee roamed around the house looking for you. She heard your cry's coming from the bathroom and so she walked in, "give me the knife now"
- You handed her the knife, and she grabbed the first aid kit to wrap up the cuts, "look you don't need to tell me why you did it, but please know it's not going to make anything better"
- She wrapped up your arm, and held your hands, "I love you, and if you ever have to urge to do this again, come to me, okay?"