One year later you announced your wedding plans. Of course, I faked that smile. I just wanted you to be happy. That was my only goal. I just wanted your happiness. You were so happy. So I tried to be happy as well. But that was harder than anything else, you know? My heart was broken. Broken like a diamond on the floor of a mine. As soon as I came home I started crying. My tears were like a huge ocean. I was so broken.