Some of you have absolutely no idea that I know how you feel.

I was on wattpad a really long time ago. Maybe 2-3 years ago. I had 1 very very close friend who always thought she was dumb, ugly, stupid and that she didn't deserve to be alive.
I had saved her many times from committing suicide.
One day... I came on and... I couldn't help her... she had cut herself 10 times on her arms. I-I tried talking her out of it b-but... I-I couldn't.
She cut herself once more before she apologized to me... I asked her way and she said that she loved me like I was her own sister...
She said her goodbye... after that... she-she left me.

After 3 days of crying my eyes out and not coming back on, I tried to do the same but... I tried to hang myself... I never went through with it (obviously). I deleted my wattpad account after 2 weeks of not being on.

I thought I should tell you all this because some of you think I don't know how it feels to lose someone who was very, very close to you... now you know...