I think I'm good now.

I started to listen to not-so-sad music and I also got some help from SaltMistress, xXAlaskaJonesXx, and xXMASHIGIXx

Thank you guys so much for helping, making me laugh and getting the voices to stop.

I should be fine for now, I will keep Harry. I don't know what happen with my mind and heart thinking that I wasn't good enough for Harry and that I didn't really love him. My mind has been on a emotional roller coaster for so long I think it's starting to try and make me go crazy, maybe even insane but I think I'm already crazy.

I think I'll continue to listen to music just in case it happens again. I will let you all know if it happens again. I really hope it doesn't because that was really scary and pretty bad. Nothing like that has ever happen to me before.

Thank you all again for helping and/or trying to help. I really do appreciate it, you guys are awesome and I'm glad to call you call my really really good friends. Not best friends because I don't have any best friends. That's another story to tell later because if I tell it now I might go crazy again and think about something else.

LOVE YOU ALL!!!!!! <3 <3 <3 <3