I don't deserve friends like you guys...

I'm such a cold hearted b*tch...

I have been for the last what? Month maybe two?

I don't know what's up with me but I know one think and that's that I don't deserve friends like all of you.

I don't deserve friends at all... maybe that's what the world has been trying to tell me. Maybe that's why I still don't have friends at school...

Maybe that's why I'll always be that quiet, band geek in the back of the class that will never have friends in her life to help her...