4 years ago

"Athena! I'm home." My husband at the time says as he walks in the door and slings his stuff on the floor as he does every day.

"Yeah, I heard you when you first entered," I say under my breath ad I go and pick up his belongings.

I placed his stuff in our shared bedroom even though it's really mine since he is never home.

"I'm going out tonight, " he says as he enters the bedroom and heads for the closet to change out of his sweat pant and t-shirt.

Yep, this is my husband Kim Namjoon of BTS.

Believe it or not, he works 24/7 and never pays attention to me or even notices me.

I'm just a servant to him.

We use to not be this way we were once in love and had a bright future ahead with my Job and his career of being an Idol.

But it all changed after the wings tour he started becoming harsher towards me and would never be home at night.

But tonight I have something to tell him.

"Can you just stay with me tonight? I have something really exciting to tell you, " I say as I grab his arm from reaching his jacket.

He rudely got out of my grasp and scuffed.

"Not tonight, me and the boys have something planned. Don't wait up." He says as he leaves and slams the door leaving me.

'It's okay' I thought as I rubbed the small bump of my stomach.

'If he can leave me easily I can leave him'

I quickly called my friend in the city over if I could live with her and Yoongi until after my child was born.

Even though he and Namjoon are friends he would never betray me.

I packed my suitcase and money I had saved from helping my elderly neighbor clean her house.

The last thing I looked before leaving my home was the 1st photo me and Namjoon took.

Out of spite, I laid the pregnancy test and a note I wrote on the kitchen counter for him to see when he came home drunk and pissed.

I walked out and saw that the Taxi I called had finally arrived.

I put my belongings in the back and headed for Daegue.

Present: 4 years later

We divorced and moved on.

Even though he still gives me trouble

I had a little boy and had enough money to buy a home for just the two of us.

"Joonie! Don't eat that!" I say as I grab my almost 4-year-olds hands from eating his purple play dough.

I know what you're saying.

Yes, I named him after his father.

It's the least I could do for him to have something of his fathers.

"Why Can't I?" He says with his hands on his hips.

"Because I said so, " I say as I pick him up and place him at the dining room table.

"But Uncle Yoongi lets me!" He says.

"He what?! Wait until your Aunt Kat finds out he did that." I say as I grab his favorite food 'grapes' from the fridge.

I place the cold fruit in his favorite bowel and place it in front of him.

"Now eat your snack or we won't go to the library later."

He is not your average 4 almost 5 years old. He likes going to the library and picking out a book for me to read to him.

Instead of going to the playground as a normal kid would.

"Okay, Eomma! And Eomma?" He says as he tilts his head to the side.

"Yes, Joonie?" I say as I pat his ebony hair.

"Can I go to the Idol Camp event?"

"I don't know Joonie."

"But there will be a surprise music group there!" He says pouting.

'Exactly I can't risk him being there.'

"Come on I'll be a good boy all the time if I can go!"

'That's a good deal.'

"Ok fine. Just because you're too cute, but I'll have to find out what group is going to be there the first deal?"

"Deal," My little negotiator says as he shakes my big hand with his little one.

"Now go put your converse and jacket on and we'll go to the library." I lifted him for the chair and placed him on the floor.

"Okie dokie," he says giving me a thumbs up and running to his bedroom.

While he was doing this I called Kat.

"Ask Yoongi if they have plans on doing an event next week?"

"I don't think they do Athena they are all in Malta next week why?"

"Great! Joonie is wanting to do this thing where an idol group is going to come and teach them some stuff."  I say as I push a strand of hair out of my face.

"Yoongi, says to let the little guy go that the group who is working it is really good with kids."

"Ok good! Also, tell your man that I'll beat his ass next time he lets Joonie eat play dough."

"HE WHAT!"

"Bye Kat!"  I then hung up the phone and started laughing at how much trouble he is going to be in.