The fans matched Yoongi's energy on stage. He was sweating and panting after the first half of the concert, that the medical team had to use an oxygen machine to stabilize his breathing. You stood worriedly at the side, and watched him as he closed his eyes briefly to collect himself. Jay told you he hasn't been sleeping well for the past few days because of what happened between the two of you. You all knew it'll take a toll on his performance, and he knows that pretty well too. He opens his eyes, and he looks at you. You give him a small reassuring smile until he nods his head and turns his attention to the medical people helping him out. He stands up and thanks them. Jay asks everyone to leave so he could do a quick outfit change and you follow them as they made their way towards the exit, but Yoongi calls you back.

"Please stay, Y/N." He said so you walk back and stood at the side. David was still there, and he looks at you curiously before he looks at Yoongi. It didn't go past him that Yoongi called you by your first name. Luckily, he had chosen not to say anything. 

Jay asks Yoongi if he needs an extra ten minutes so he could get his energy back. He shakes his head as he gets on his feet again. 

"I'm ok now." He says as he smiles at you before moving towards your direction so he could give your cheek a quick peck. 

"Much, much better." He says as he gently touched your other cheek. 

You freeze at your spot because a lot of people witnessed what he just did. Good thing the film crew wasn't taking videos during that time. 

The concert continues and concludes flawlessly. It's as if Yoongi wasn't having a hard time breathing minutes ago. The celebrities that Jay mentioned to you arrive and you greet them, having a short chat with some of them who bothered talking with you. Yoongi meets each one of them, taking pictures and signing autographs, chatting with each of them with your aid. One of them asks about Namjoon and Hoseok. She asked if the three of them will be performing together in a concert. She's a Youtuber turned influencer who's just about your age and like you, she's half Korean. She can speak the language well, so she spoke with Yoongi directly and explained that she's seen old videos of the three of them performing. 

Yoongi shrugs. "A concert with all three of us together... sounds like a good idea. I will see if we can make that happen." He smiles at her. 

"Yeah, like if that can happen, it would be epic for sure. Who knows, all three of you can tour next time too." She says.

Yoongi smiles, his big gummy smile. "Now my mind is moving ahead to that time. Thank you for suggesting that."

"I am a big fan of yours. I've been following you since you started." She gives him a shy smile. 

You stand there and watch the exchange. For once, you do not feel jealous. But in its place, you feel sad, and you envy the other woman, she doesn't belong to anyone and can openly love Yoongi if she wants to. There was an awkward silence as everyone stopped talking. You look at the two and you can see the other woman blushing after Yoongi gives her another smile. He turns to you and raises an eyebrow as he caught the sad look you have on your face. The woman stutters as she asks if she can have a selfie with Yoongi and you step in to take their picture.

"You look good together." You unconsciously remarked, and that made the other woman laugh nervously.

"Uh, really?" She asks while cutely wrinkling her nose. You nod your head at her.

"Well, uh, yeah. Thank you." She turns back to Yoongi. "I'll be watching you in Milan 'coz I've got an engagement there a few days before your concert." She tells Yoongi.

"Oh really? That will be great. I'll see you then." He says before she bows and leaves.

Yoongi turns to you. "You look great together? Really? What, are you not going to snap at me this time?"

You shake your head. "Nah, you guys make a good pair. I meant why I said."

He moves closer to you. "Even if we do, my heart will always belong to you." He walks away leaving you behind with a blush. Damn that man, he is not making things easy for you at all.

Before going back to the hotel, all the staff, dancers, and production crew including yourself, gather backstage.

"Well, this is the end of our U.S tour, congratulations everyone for working very hard and doing a great job. We would like to take this moment to say thank you to Ms. Y/N Park for all the work she's done in translating for all of us. Sadly, her work concludes here in New York, but we will see her again for sure." He looks at you and he start clapping his hands as the other did the same. 

You hear some cheers from some people, but you couldn't figure out who it was because you suddenly got too conscious about it. Yoongi stood not too far from you, and he gives you a big smile. 

"Thank you everyone for being nice and patient with me. This team is honestly very friendly. You made me feel like I'm a part of your group and none of you made me feel left out. I hope when we see each other again, you guys will still remember me." You tell them, your eyes tearing up as you did. 

"Aaah, don't cry because I will be crying too." Kyoung-Mi said even though she was already wiping the tears from her eyes.

"Me too. I will miss our noraebang moments." Ye-Jin says as she takes a tissue from the box Hyeri was holding. 

"We will still keep in touch even if you guys leave." You assure them as you give each of the ladies a hug.  The rest of the staff says goodbye to you including the dancers. Mi-Na smiles at you but there's something sarcastic with the smile she gives you. Perhaps it's just your imagination because you never liked her from the beginning. 

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The door beeps and Yoongi comes into the room crashing on the bed a few inches from where you are. He looks up at you all showered and ready for bed while you were absentmindedly watching 'Titanic' for the nth time on tv.

"Are you ok?" You ask him as your reach out and caressed his damp hair.

He nods his head. "I'm tired but I don't want to sleep."

"Why not?" You ask him.

"Because you're leaving. I don't want to waste our last hours sleeping." He moves up towards you and he takes you in his arms crashing his lips onto yours, his hands touching your face and your body, but he suddenly stops. "I want to do more than just kiss you, but it'll make things harder for both of us." He turns you around, so your back was towards him, and he wraps his arms around your waist. He pulls something out from his pocket, then he holds your right wrist. He places a gold and silver bracelet with a small diamond accent in the middle around it. You've seen him wearing it all the time and you can tell it's expensive. 

"Something to remember me by." He tells you as soon as he clasped the lock.

You turn to him. "No, this is expensive Yoongi, I can't have it." 

"Too late, I already placed it on you so it's yours. If you take it off, then that means you hate me." He chuckles when he sees your face. "I want you to have it so stop arguing."

"But I don't have anything to give you." You tell him as you look at the bracelet you're wearing. The good thing about it is that it's adjustable so it fits on you just right.

Yoongi kisses your cheek. "You already have given me so much, trust me. You risked everything for me Y/N. Every single moment we shared especially in San Francisco and this hotel room is something I'll take with me forever, here." He points over where his heart is.

You turn to him and hug him tightly. You've decided to tell him what you thought was the right thing to do about your situation. 

"Yoongi, about us, I've finally come up to a decision..." Your voice breaks and you can't speak as you struggle in controlling your tears.

"I know Y/N....I know what you want to say. Please do not feel bad about it because like I told you, I hate to see you suffer and cry because of me." He paused as he swallows hard before speaking. "I've made my own decision too. I know I said I'll fight for you till the end, but I've seen what it has done to you. I guess I'm too late, but it was worth trying since I got more than I've ever wanted. I will never forget the time that we've spent together. Your name is not just tattooed on my skin but in my heart." He takes a deep breath and didn't speak for a long while. When you turn, you can see the tears in his own eyes too. 

"I love you so much Y/N, and because of that, I am letting you go back to your fiancée. That will make things easier for you. Dylan has your heart and I wish the two of you all the happiness in the world."

You fell apart as you heard those words. You were going to tell him the same thing, that you need to stick to the promise you've given to Dylan that you'll marry him. He is not perfect, but nobody is.  You love Yoongi but you just have to do what's right. You bury your face in your hands as you cried because it's not easy to let Yoongi go either. Your tears are not over as you thought they would be.

You feel Yoongi's arms tighten around you, and you hold onto him. You're messing up his shirt but neither one of you cared. You didn't see the tears that were flowing down his cheeks too. He keeps brushing them off with the sleeves of his shirt as he keeps you close to him. His heart feels like it's getting crushed all over again and a part of him is dying because he has to let you go to another man. If it means that it'll make you happier and no longer cry, then so be it.

Neither of you went to sleep. You just stayed in each other arms after you were both spent from crying. You talk about his future plans for his career. He talks about Mrs. Kang, who is proud of him like his mother. She's still asking about you he said, and she wants to see you when you visit Korea. You don't know when that will be, but you tell him that you will do that.

You start to pack your bags and he helps you with the task. He saw the purple and black nightwear you had on when you decided to sleep with him that first night and he takes it. 

"Didn't you buy this for me?" He asks you.

"What will you even do with that?" You ask him.

"Something to remember our special time together. I don't want you to wear it for someone else." He replies. He lets you take one of his shirts in the closet while he takes the other one so he can use it to change for later. You take a shower separately which is new for both of you. 

"I'm going to get an Uber." You tell him as you reach for your phone.

"No need. Hyung will drive us, I called him while you're in the shower." Yoongi said and you realized that he also went to get his jacket. You can see from your window that it started to rain outside. Even the heavens were crying with you, you thought to yourself.

"Us? You're coming?" You ask him.

He nods his head. "Of course. I'm going to do what I failed to do eight years ago. I'll take you to the airport."

"But people will see you." You protested.

"It's still early, I doubt people will notice me. No more arguments Y/N, hyung is waiting." He tells you as he takes your luggage. You walk out of the door and looked at the room where you've spent your special time together one last time. 

Sungha greets you as soon as he sees you. "Kyoung-Mi is crying in the room." He tells you. That got you teary eyed again. Your eyes were too swollen already that even with your glasses on, people can see it looks horrible.

Yoongi holds your hand during the drive. You rest your head against his shoulders, and he kisses your head every once in a while. When the airport comes into sight, he pulls you against him and starts kissing your lips. You didn't care if Sungha could see you, this is your last moment together. As the car pulls over so you can go towards one of the departure doors, you turn to Yoongi in silence. He traces your face with his finger which you kissed as it touched your lips. 

"I need to go." You tell him. When he nodded, you open your door towards the pouring rain. Sungha opens an umbrella to protect you from the strong downpour, and walked you towards the doors. You didn't expect Yoongi to trail behind you, he was drenched from the rain, but it didn't bother him at all as he pulls you in his arms again and kisses you deeply one last time. 

"I love you Y/N remember that." He tells you.

"Goodbye Yoongi." You reply, your tears getting mixed with the rain. Sungha had to go back to the car because the airport security called him. You had to tear yourself away from Yoongi and when you look back, he's still watching you and he gives you a wave. A sob escapes your lips as you wave your hand at him too.  An airport staff looks at you with sympathetic eyes.

"Sometimes, goodbyes are not permanent." She tells you.

You nod your head as you wipe the tears from your eyes. You don't know if that will be the case for you.