You all went back to work and Yoongi got better from his colds. He had a radio guesting and an interview for an entertainment show. You had to stay at the hotel where they were all at and you got to share a room with Kyoung-Mi. The very same room you were with Yoongi just days back. If he didn't have colds back then, you know you could've kissed him. You're willing to throw away the drawbacks and just go with what your body wants. How can you control yourself when he is being extra sweet? It's not easy at all as your defenses have melted. 

Now he is back to acting nonchalant around you. He had rehearsals and Kitty's appearing again in this show. She arrived early too. They had dinner with their managers although the paparazzies made it appear that it was just the two of them when it came out of the news. You didn't have to go with them because David said he can handle it. 

Kyoung-Mi leaves the room you're sharing with her, and it didn't take long when Yoongi comes in. 

"You shouldn't send poor Kyoung-Mi out so you can come in here." You tell him as he sits next to you on your bed. You were already in your pajamas, and he has changed his clothes and showered too after they got back from dinner. He didn't message you that you were coming but he apparently messaged Kyoung-Mi. 

Yoongi smiles as he leans at the headboard and rests his head on it. "She's in Hyung's room, she'll be going there anyway so it's not a big deal."

"Why are you here? You need to go to bed and rest. You do not want to be sick again especially when your concert is tomorrow." You tell him as you turn to him, wrapping your arms around your knees as you look at him.

"I just need to see you. Having you in the same hotel is very convenient for me." He grins.

"Ok, so you've seen me now, go to bed." You tell him jokingly.

He scowls at you. "One day I swear, you 're going to beg me to stay in bed with you." He chuckles as he sits up.

You simply raised an eyebrow at that. "Maybe it'll be the other way around."

"Maybe." He replies before his eyes drop to your hand. "You're not wearing your ring."

"I don't wear it to bed." You reply as you touch the finger where it usually goes. His finger touches it too, stroking it lightly before it moves to the rest of your fingers. Your breath turns irregular with the simple action. His eyes were on your hand following his fingers until it slowly moves up your arm, your neck, before tracing your face, like he always did before. His fingers traced the outlines of your lips which parted as your breath becomes more staggered

"Yoongi." You whisper as you try to move back.

"Shh. I just want to touch you, unless you ask for more." You meet his eyes, and you see it has gone darker. 

You can hear your heartbeat drumming in your ears, and you just stopped thinking. You move forward to close the space between the two of you so your lips would land on his. He doesn't move but just waits on what you'll do next. It got you frustrated because you were hoping that he'd respond. You move back and looked at him questioningly.

He holds back a smile as he sees the look on your face.

 "I thought I said you were to ask first." He tells you.

"Fucking tease." You answer which got him laughing and you hit his arm as you moved away from him. 

He pulls you into his arms, wrapping them around you as he brings his lips next to your ear making you shudder involuntarily. He knows you get sensitive there. He chuckles before he says. 

"Ask for it Y/N." 

You shudder again when he blows at the spot between your ear and neck. You can't understand why he still wants you to ask when you already made a move to kiss him. You want to kiss him so badly after he teased you and made your body temperature soar high.

"Yoongi, I want you to kiss me right now or I swear, I am walking out." You tell him.

"I see that the Y/N I used to know is still there in you. The fire flares when you get teased." He jokes before he runs his lips lightly over that sensitive spot at your neck. He moves lower and you arch your body against him with a moan. Yoongi responds with a curse as he pushes you down on the bed before he stoops down to kiss your lips.

He moves so painfully slow as he savors every single spot on your lips. 

"I've missed you so much Y/N." He says as he takes tiny pecks on your lips.

You couldn't respond because you were delirious over the sensation of his words and lips against yours. You wanted more but he isn't giving it to you yet. You open your eyes, and you see him watching you.

"Do I have all of you right now Y/N?" He asks you. When he sees you scowl because you're clueless about what he's saying he says. "I want to be kissing the whole you Y/N, and not just part of you because you're thinking of someone else."

Fuck, why does he have to mention Dylan right now? You kissed him without even thinking of your fiancée and now that he's brought it up, he is back in your thoughts. But Yoongi knows how to get your mind back to him. He moves to your ear, nibbling it until he hears you moan again.

"I guess I have to settle for that answer then." He replies before he kisses you deeply. You sigh as his tongue touched yours. Your hands go through his hair, grabbing a fistful in each hand gently as you kiss him back. Eight years have passed, and your body can still easily ignite so fast as he kisses you. Time passed and nothing matters but his lips on yours.

When his hand cups your breast through your silk pajamas, you gasp. He stops kissing you.

"No?" He asks.

You shake your head. "Yes. I mean no. I mean yes, just keep on going."

He chuckles before he starts unbuttoning your pajama top and continues to kiss you. You hear him gasp and you open your eyes. You stopped breathing as you see him looking at your naked torso. 

He meets your eyes, and you see that his are starting to pool with tears.

"Liar." He tells you as he traces his initials that are tattooed on your body. 

"I didn't say I got it removed. I just said don't get offended with my answer and you assumed that it's gone." You explained.

He shakes his head. "But the way you said it."

"It's been one of the causes of our argument because I refuse to get it removed. It's a part of my life, a part of me, although I was planning to get it removed..." You didn't continue your sentence because you were going to say that it'll be your gift for Dylan at your wedding.

Yoongi leans towards your tattoo and kissed it gently.  You want to cry because you can see it meant so much to him, it meant a lot to you too. You felt something damp on your skin, and you realized that it was from his tears. 

"No." You tell him as you reached out to wipe the tears from his eyes. "Don't Yoongi." You tell him as your own eyes start to water.

He looks at you and you see the raw emotions he is feeling. You touch his face before drawing him close to you as you hugged him. He hugs you back tightly.

"I love you Y/N." He tells you and you couldn't control the sob that escapes you as you can't give him the reply you want to say to him. 

Both of you forget that you were just in the heat of the moment earlier and now you both let out your feelings over the lost time you had. The pain that both of you had to deal with for having been separated. Though you are together now, things can't be exactly what you want them to be.

"Yoongi, I'm..." You were saying but he covers your mouth with his. He knows you can't tell him you love him too because you're marrying someone else. He'll settle for what you can give him for now, your lips, that he's been longing to taste since he's seen you again. 

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The day of his concert came, and he looks rested even though he's spent a long time next to you. Holding and kissing you because both of you agree not to have sex in a bedroom, you're sharing with someone. The night before had been special between the two of you. 

You go through the same routine you did at his LA concert. 

Kyoung-Mi didn't go back to your room until it was early in the morning. She doesn't ask you any questions and you just tell him that Yoongi had to leave early because of the show.  

You recall what happened on your way to the venue earlier. All of you went to the same elevator, Sungha and another bodyguard was at the front, Yeo-Jin and Hyeri were behind and then there was Kyoung-Mi, Yoongi, and you at the back. You brushed your hand against his accidentally and as soon as the elevator doors closed, he hooks his pinky around yours. You turn to him with a scowl, and he responds by clasping his hand around yours. It didn't go unnoticed by the other woman next to you. She simply covers her mouth as she clears her throat and looked away. Your face was a shade darker than usual when you stepped out of the elevator because you had to force your hand away from Yoongi's as you worry that someone else might see it.

"What? Are you embarrassed of me?" He asks you before letting your hand go with a grin as he walked towards the two bodyguards that were waiting for him.

You and Kyoung-Mi were sitting next to each other during rehearsals, and you decide to open up with her. You feel like you have to explain yourself to her, she does know that you're engaged.

"About what you saw in the elevator earlier..." You begin.

The other woman wraps her arm around your shoulders. 

"You do not have to explain anything to me." She says. "It's hard to move on from your first love especially if both of you ended the way you and Yoongi did. I will not question you or even have any right to judge you. I am sure there is a reason why things are unfolding between the two of you. You never tried to make a move on him, unlike some women." Her eyes shifts to Mi-Na. 

You smile at her. "Thank you." You tell her as you look towards the floor. "I'm trying my best not to give in. But I think I'm not doing a very good job." 

"Sometimes, it's just best to follow what your heart tells you." She replies with a smile. "Just make sure you'll be ready for what will happen after." 

Kyoung-Mi looks towards the stage where Yoongi is performing. Your eyes follow hers and you feel your heart leap at the mere sight of him. Since Yoongi left the room last night, your mind had been running...Kyoung-Mi reminded you to be ready for what will happen after. You can't think of anything else but to push through with your plan.