Year 7 tearm 4

Pretty normal but after term 3 i felt like one of my friends hated me she never hangs out with me anymore and half way through this term i felt like another one of my friends hate me but because she always avoiding me and today (21 Nov 2018) i was with 3 of my friends and when she came over to talk to them she pushed me out of the way and I'm already having to deal with cows (concilers) at home which is making me depressed knowing it's my falt their even here.. i got on an orenge card i know u guys won't know what that means but it's a thing in my school for children who do the wrong thing i guess i deserve it seeing as I'm always on my phone in class and skipping class.... a LOT of class. After a week most of it was normal now 2 weeks left of school and we get an anoucment about a new timetable next year so apperintly and because i was away on the day i only what my sister told me but apperintly there's no more reading and instead we have roll call every morning and lunch comes before resses and school will finish at 3: 20pm instead of 3: 25pm but i can't be sure till after this year... so the rest of the year or well 1 and a half of the year that was left went normal... kinda but anyway the last 3 days of school where fine seeing as this school has a thing where the last 3 days of school u get to pick out if a bunch of things to do and i just did movies and vido games then soooo to summarize this year was... okay-ish to say the least but my depression got worse so i cut a lot more now then when i started to.. the last day (Friday) of the 2nd last week of school i well i was going to try and commit (i can't spell) suicide so i skipped last class but i wasn't able to get onto the roof before the home bell rang so i guess I'm still here..... and well i got to skip the last week of school because all it is. Is fun and games which i prefer to do at home anyway cya also i won't be on wattpad much during Christmas sorry but anyway cya next year