realizing you love someone is terrifying. It makes you belive your partner will be there forever. That you dont have to worry about getting hurt as long as you have them.
Today, I thought: "If i were to hurt you, or do anything to you. I want you to leave me. never look back, don't apologize, just leave. Same goes if you fall out of love."
I love you too much to keep you caged like a domestic bird. I want you to know, that I've never loved anyone like I've loved you. You don't hold a 3rd or 2nd place in my heart, but the 1st. You know how they say that your first love is something that won't last, something we feel will be forever but can't. If that happens, you have to fly away from me. You fly and you don't look back.
I'll always love you. Because I am a taurus and you are an Aquarius, our love is said to end.
Even the stars say we can't be together and when I told you this, you said to me "well fuck the stars we're above them." In that moment, I realized I loved you and it terrified me.
I was always scared to be alone. Everyone in my life would leave me at one point and at first I was scared you'd leave me too. Because I can't accept that you're happy with me.
I know you say you are, I know you say you love me. But i want you to know that I am ok with you leaving me. I'm more scared of you being unhappy than me being alone. I have fallen in love, and it's terrifying.