Really F'n Worried
I am currently curled in a ball in my room while crying my eyes out.
Why?
Its because, well...
It's been raining for a day or so (straight), and today at school the people said over the intercom that they're canceling school tomorrow so the students would be safe from the rain... Lots of roads are closed, or will be closed tomorrow. There's going to be possible floods... My dad is an hour away from where I live...And I'm worried that the road he takes to get home will be closed...Or he might crash because of the slick roads while driving home...and be sent to a hospital...Or even worse...
Die...
The 5 of us in the back seat on the bus (all r my friends) talked about our parents
Two of us were crying
I was one of them... and I was staring out the window while silently crying. So was Kaitlyn (the other one crying), except she was watching me.
They all kept arguing about who should be crying about their parents, but then they decided on me since my dad was the only person in my life that was left...
They kept trying to calm me down...It didn't work.
Well, slightly, it did.
But not all the way.
My friend Sophia told me a fact about herself...Which was a secret, of course.
She once had suicidal depression
And I felt so frickin bad for her...
She told me that it would be okay if I opened up my feelings
But I told her if I tell my dad, he'll ask how long I've had it, and if I say I've had it for two f'n years, he'll be upset he didnt know.
There was one girl (Eliscia), who said I shouldn't be crying, and told us all that our parents would be okay, and we shouldn't be crying about it.
Especially me.
Then my fwen (Kylah) lept to my defense.
She said that I had a right to do so, because of the reason I stated above. My dad's the only one I have left, and if he died, I'd have to put away my life where I live rn, and move somewhere else for a new one.
Which I don't want.
(Yes, I'm leaving out details, but its more personal, so its going into my Journal)
I'm really really scared/worried...
Someone help me...Please...
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