(This happened last night)

I told my friend about something that happened yesterday

And it esculated into a huge argument...
She kept saying that I shouldn't have online friends, because they'd bring me down, and I shouldn't be so close to people I don't kno.

And I kept saying that you guys were the only people in the world who could help me with what Im going through.

But did she understand?
No, of course not.

Then, she said something that scared the life out of me

She said she'd tell my dad.
I kept begging her not to tell him, almost on the verge of tears.
Of course, she didnt listen.
She said that if I didn't tell him, she would.
So thats when I used my playing card.

Lying.
I lied to her and I said I would, and I made a fake promise.
My irl friends can't see my lies

And today she kept pestering me (not at school, over text), about if I had told him or not
I said yeah, and made up a lie about what he said.

I don't know if she's mad at me or not...Or if our friendship is broken.
At school today, she acted like nothing was wrong.
I did notice she kept sneaking glances at me, tho.

She's always the one who puts all the drama on my shoulders...Every time.

I want to end this.
It's too much stress for me...

Kill me now, please...
Or I could just do it myself.