I need somebody to
Love me blue
-BLUE

Sometimes, things don't go as planned. But that's just,how we see it. Do they really don't go as planned ?

I don't think so .

They go exactly how ,they are planned by fate.

I ,to be honest am not a person who believes that everything happens due to some reason and it happens How Fate planned it. I believe that a person somewhat , at least has a little control of his|her life.

But still,Fate is something we shouldn't doubt about. It's a dangerous and moody thing according to my experience.  One second you are over the moon and the next second ,you are crash landing on a heap of problems.

Or one second you are drowning and the next second you get wings to fly.

Like who would have thought that Zayn would go to the Club that night to get drunk. Who would have thought that Harry,who doesn't like clubs ;would be dancing in the same club ,totally wasted. Who would have thought that Harry would catch Zayn's attention in the dark among many more souls dancing around them. And who would have thought that they would create a beautiful life .

Fate ?

They didn't planned it, but it happened and it happened for a good reason. Because even when we don't know, we need someone. Someone who can stand with us through thick and thin, through ice and fire ,through heaven and hell. Someone to love us blue.

It's a human necessity, Love is a human necessity.

And Zayn and Harry were there for each other. Through the nights when one of them had nightmares or had shit load of work. Through the days when they were Happy with their family or when they had to face the cruel comments ;people threw at them .

You can even see it now ,when they are both holding each other's hand as they sit in Dr. West 's clinic.

They both have the same fear in their hearts, same uneasiness in their mind.

They are trying to have a child for last 6 months, but they have got nothing. So they finally decided to Visit The doctor .

"It's going to be fine." Zayn smiled a little ,even though he was not sure himself ; he wanted to assure Harry about it.

Harry gave the same smile back , they sat their for a minute, and Soon enough the door opened. Dr. West walked in , holding a white envelope.

He sat on his chair ,opposite to Zarry and looked at the with a serious expression.

Now,this isn't a good sign.

"The reports are here , I'm not going to beat around the bush. The chances of Harry conceiving a baby again are really rare. Male pregnany are complicated at the first place and the way the baby was miscarried last time ,has it's own side effects. " Dr. West said and Zayn immediately squeezed Harry's hand.

"I'm not saying that you can't conceive a baby ,Harry. You can, but the thing is ; I suggest you don't. Cause even after conceiving the baby ,the chances of it surviving 9 months is..." Dr. West trailed off.  He looked at Zayn ,and then at Harry ," My point is , it's too risky for both you and the baby . So , I suggest ,you to stop trying. After that it's Upto you both."

Zayn and Dr. West exchanged goodbye's. While Harry Stayed quiet. The drive back to their house was silent ,and so was the walk.

Zayn and Harry moved to Paris an year ago. They started living with the Malik family in the Mansion ,they used to live in.  After a lot of convincing Anne moved with them too. 

Zarry doesn't spend most of their days here though. They have their own apartment. The one Zayn gifted to Harry on their 1 year anniversary.

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"Zayn , I swear to god if I fall ,I'll kill you !" Harry exclaimed ;he was blindfolded and was led my Zayn somewhere. And being His clumsy self ,the blindfold was a cherry on the top. He was tripping on every third step.

"Killing your boyfriend, isn't a good thing to do Mr. Styles. " Zayn chuckled.

"Zayn !! "Harry whined and Stopped walking as he tripped again.

"Okay . Okay . There you go, My queen. " Zayn lifted Harry up in bridle style making Harry squeak.

"Keep me down , Zayn. It's scary. " Harry buried his face in Zayn's shoulder . His hands tight around Zayn's neck.

"I can't . You tripped on every second step when you were walking on the floor,I can't trust you with climbing the stairs. You are too precious to walk anyway ." Zayn kissed Harry's curls as Harry blushed and buried his face deeper in Zayn's shoulder to hide his smile.

"Every third step !!" He argued back ,though.

Zayn laughed and agreed ,"Whatever my queen says."

Zayn stopped walking soon ,and Carefully placed Harry back on his feet.

"Can I open my eyes now ?" Harry asked and Zayn placed a hand on Harry's eyes.

"No. Wait a second. "

Harry heard some jiggling of keeps and then Zayn's hand sliding into his. He soon felt Zayn's other hand around his waist ,leading him somewhere. They just took a few steps and Harry heard the door closing behind them.

Zayn slidded both his hands around Harry's waist,his chin on Harry's shoulder . He softly started kissing  Harry's neck ,trailing the kisses upto his ear.

"Open your eyes. " he whispered as Harry quickly took the blindfold off and blinked his eyes a few times.

And when he looked what was in front of him ,his eyes widened.  It was an apartment .

"Let's have a tour." Zayn grabbed Harry's hand,pulling him further inside the apartment. He was excited to show this Apartment To Harry for long time.

Z

ayn showed Harry every place with excitement and happiness. When they finally ended their tour in the small balcony, they just stared at the twinkling tower with a smile. Staring at the beauty of Paris.

"We can move here as soon as you want." Zayn said as he looked at Harry. Staring at his beauty now.

"Here ? But ,um..I mean .How can we ?" Harry immediately turned toward Zayn.

"Why can't we ?" Zayn raised his eyebrow.

"Look at this " Harry said ,gesturing at the small space they were standing in.

"What ? It's a balcony. " Zayn frowned ,not knowing what he was supposed to see.

Harry face plamed.

"I mean the space. This Apartment is so small compared to the mansion . Are you sure you can live here ? " Harry Clearly asked ,his eyes filled with concern. He nervously  chewed his lips.

Zayn smiled a little , he shook his head fondly when Harry gave him a cute confused pout. Zayn pulled Harry closer to himself before kissing his pout away.

"I don't care where we live,until you are with me. You are my home. And I know you never said this but you don't like living in the mansion. I asked your mom ,she told me how you always wanted a small cozy apartment. And it's my duty to fulfill your wishes ,my queen."

Harry's eyes got a little teary as he pulled Zayn in for a passionate kiss.

"Thank you so much for this. "Harry whispered on Zayn's lips ,once they pulled apart.

"You don't have to thank me. Do you want to test how strong our new bed is ? " Zayn smirked as he gropped Harry's bum.

"Yes." Harry gasped as Zayn started kissing his neck.

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As soon as they reached to the mansion,  Every eye turned towards them. Everyone was waiting for a good news but when Zayn shook his head a little and Harry immediately ran upstairs towards their room ,no one said anything.

Zayn gave everyone a brief account of what Dr. West said and Everyone assured Zayn that it was alright.

"I'll check up on Harry." Shawn said and immediately excused himself .

Shawn and Jonathan were dating. Zayn and Harry weren't surprised when Jonathan came back to New York ,just a month later.

He announced that ,he was leaving his detective job and was intrested in joining Zayn's company.

Soon ,they found out about  Jonathan and Shawn dating. According to 'Shonathan ' , It was love at first sight.

Jonathan and Shawn lived in New york ,but they came in Paris frequently to celebrate special occasions with everyone. 5sos was there as well. Ashton and Zayn's relation improved a lot in the last few years.

Everyone in the room continued with playing the card game they were playing. Harry and Shawn joined them for Lunch later but Zayn could see how fake Harry's smiles were.

He tried to talk with Harry but Harry mostly ignored Zayn. He spent his evening with Jonathan and Saffa playing video games and night with Trisha and Anne. Helping them in kitchen.

So when ,finally Harry returned in the room around midnight.  Zayn immediately locked the door ,before pulling Harry into the bed with him.

Harry didn't even got a chance to protest before he was cuddled in Zayn's arms.

"Zayn." Harry started to squirm but Zayn just tightened his grip on Harry.

"Don't.  Just stay. You don't have to tell me how you feel. Take your time but Stay here,so both you and I are assured that we have each other." Zayn whispered in Harry's neck.

Harry sighed but relaxed in Zayn's arms . It took a few more minutes for Harry to started crying.

"It's fine...just take it all out." Zayn rubbed Harry's back as he cried his worries and grief out.

After a few minutes ,Harry finally calmed down. Just sniffling a little ,Zayn decided to speak then.

"I know ,that you really wanted to have a baby. Even I want to have a baby. But just because you can conceive them doesn't mean,we cannot have a child. We can always adopt. Weren't you the one who talked about how it's good to give some Orphan a new life ? We can adopt as many babies as you want. " Zayn softly whispered. The words meant just for Harry to hear.

"As many as I want?" Harry looked at Zayn with teary eyes . His cheeks and nose red from crying.  His curls a mess but he still looked beautiful.

"As many as you want." Zayn promised.

Harry smiled a little then and Zayn immediately kissed him.

"I love you." Zayn whispered ,"I love you more." Harru whispered back as he cuddled closer to Zayn.

Both of them ,just laid there. In comfort of each others arms. Absorbing the love and comfort they gave each other. The warmth of their bodies tangled in bad contrasting the cold winds outside.

And yeah, maybe the Fate was unfair this time. But as I said ,don't doubt fate ,we don't know what it hides.

It's not possible for anyone to be always Happy ,even a perfect relationship can't be all sunshine and rainbows. There is always gonna be rain . And what makes a relationship stronger is enjoying that rain with a smile.

Trusting your partner's warmth to keep you safe .

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The next day ,Zayn asked Harry to finish his work early and meet Zayn at their apartment in the evening.

The plan was just to chill together, but when Harry opened the door ,he was taken aback by the fairy lights hanging on the walls and the white balloons on the floor.

The whole living room was lit by the candles which were scattered around on the tables.

Harry gasped as he felt ,arms being wrapped around his waist.

Zayn chuckled a little.

"Do you like it ?"

"I love it,but what's occasion ?" Harry asked as he turned around and wrapped his arms around Zayn's neck. Giving him a small kiss.

"I don't need an occasion to make my queen Happy." Zayn cheekily replied,trying to kiss Harry again.  But Harry moved his face back a little.

"Uh-huh. Tell me the truth,Malik." Harry smiled and Zayn groaned.

"Okay, I have a surprise for you. But first go freshen up ,I'll set up the table. We can have dinner and then I'll tell you the surprise.  " Zayn and Harry pouted.

"This is not fair !! It's a torture. I can't wait so long after knowing that you will give me a surprise. Tell me what it is now !!" Harry said but Zayn pulled away from him.

"I wasn't going to tell you but you asked for it. Now suffer !" Zayn stuck his tongue out at Harry before walking towards the kitchen.

"What are you 5 years old ?" Harry yelled but stuck his tongue out too.

Well, they both are 5 years old.

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The dinner went good ,if you ignore Harry asking about the surprise in every second sentence.

Finally ,Zayn asked Harry to take 2 glasses of wine and wait in the balcony while he brings the surprise.

Harry,of course Happily did so. But his eyes winded again when he saw Zayn coming back with a guitar.

"No way !" Harry gasped as Zayn sat on the chair in front of his. Strumming the guitar a little. Zayn has been spending some more time doing his art these days and when He showed Harry his books and journal filled with songs ,Harry has asked him to write something about himself.

Of course Harry was just kidding but now that Zayn was sitting in front of him with a guitar and that million dollar smile ,Harry couldn't help his heart .

Zayn started strumming the guitar slowly and then finally started singing,

"Only you know me
The way you know me
Only you forgive me
When I'm sorry"

Zayn's angelic voice scattered around them , building a bubble to save them. They have been together for 3 years now, they have been through the tired days ,working together .They have been through those gloomy days when they both just laid in the bed till evening;in a comfortable silence trying to calm their inner chaos.

Need you when I'm broken
When I'm fixed
Need you when I'm well
When I'm sick
Friends that I rely on
Don't come through
They run like the river
But not you

There are many people who will come and go through out your life but there are only few who are worth holding on. So,when you find that kind of person ,hold on to the. Tight . Don't let them go.

Zayn did the same. He held Harry close when he thought Harry would leave him and then Harry did the same.

"Can't see when I'm falling
Losing myself
But then I hear you calling"

Always remember that love has no gender ,colour or religion.  Love can't be defined , but it's like the oxygen you need to breath. Don't think about what the world things,cause the world is just a opponent, who tries to defeat you. If you love someone, fight for them. If they make you happy ,then stay with them.

To be in love and to be loved is a precious feeling that not everyone gets to enjoy.

"There you are
There you are
You're there with open arms
There you are
There you are
And I run"

Zarry does not have a happily ever after ending. They will fight and they will cry. But then  they will be get back together to make love with each other. To share the overflowing love they feel for each other 

Because true love never ends, or maybe it does but it is as vast as the galaxy . It's ethereal. It's beautiful but mysterious . In short. It's just Love.