Oh, you can't hear me cry
See my dreams all die
From where you're standing
On your own
It's so quiet here
And I feel so cold
This house no longer
Feels like home
-So cold

"Oh shit. I'm sorry . I'm sorry. Don't cry." Harry sat beside Zayn pulling him in his arms. Rubbing a hand on his back to calm him down. Zayn slums down in Harry's arms ;not that he has a choice. He is dizzy .

But it's all new for Harry. This is the first time he has seen Zayn crying and the first time to comfort Zayn like this.

"I'm sorry,Zayn. Please stop crying." Harry pleads. He didn't mean to yell at the older. He is just worried about Zayn's health.

"You hate me and now you'll leave me and get married to Niall . I'll die alone." Zayn sobbed and Harry frowned. Wait. What ?

"No. You won't die alone. I'm here. "Harry says,not sure of what is going inside Zayn's drunken mind.

" But you are so angry at me and I have lost my mind  ,who will like to stay with a person who has no mind ?!" Zayn sobbed and Harry smiled a little. This Zayn is adorable. Too cute to handle.

Harry is brought out of his thoughts when Zayn continues ,"and I'm so boring  . Niall makes you laugh and I made you angry and now You'll get married to him." Zayn rambled through his sobs. 

"Hey hey !! Zayn !! " Harry pulled away a little covering Zayn's mouth with his one hand when Zayn didn't stopped rambling incoherently about Harry getting married.

Harry really wants to know ,who filled Zayn's mind with this marriage thing. Cause the poor puppy ,Oops. I mean Poor Zayn is getting too worked up about it.

Zayn looked at Harry with teary red eyes. Damn. Those puppy dog eyes.

"I'm not getting married, okay?  And I'm not leaving you. " Harry said and Zayn said something but his words came out muffled due to Harry's hand on his mouth.

Harry removed his hand and asked ,"what ?" 

"Pinky promise ?" Zayn asked as he brought his pinky finger in front of Harry. Harry looked at it with a smile. Zayn was looking at him with these big doe and innocent eyes which were filled with hope ,so Harry brought his pinky finger forward ,interlacing their pinkies together.

"Pinky promise " Harry confirmed and Zayn smiled big. With eyes crinkling and teeth showing. A little giggle escaping his lips as he looked at Harry.

"Can we seal the promise with a kiss ?" Zayn asked titling his head a little and before harry could answer ,he placed his lips on Harry.

Harry was too shocked . He didn't even moved his lips and the next second Zayn moved back. Zayn's lip quivered again as he sobbed.

"You don't want to seal the promise....you are going to break it and get married to Niall." Zayn sobbed and Harry immediately shook his head. 

"Zayn !! I'm not getting married to niall.  He is just a good friend.  " Harry said but Zayn shook his head.

"You went on a date with him.You never went on a date with me. You left me alone. I felt so alone." Zayn sobbed and Harry's heart broke a little at that sight.

"It was not a date. I went with him to a restaurant, where some other employees of our company joined us . It was a colleague hangout. And I'll never leave you ,bub. " Harry explained and Zayn stopped sobbing. 

"Really ?" Zayn asked ,sniffling a little.

"Yeah ,really ." 

"So ,you won't get married to Niall ?" 

Harry laughed. 

"No I won't. " 

"Seal the promise with a kiss ?" Zayn asked and this time Harry bent forward kissing Zayn . The kiss was short and sweet. Just to seal the promise and assure Zayn that Harry wasn't leaving him. 

Zayn smiled really big. Giggling  a little as he hugged Harry. 

"I'm so Happy."  Zayn sighed. His eyes closing on their own . He slipped into sleep but not before muttering  those words that took Harry's sleep away. 

"I love you ,Harreh " 

And now ,instead of butterflies there was whole damn Zoo going wild in Harry's stomach.
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The next Day ,Zayn woke up with a killing headache and feeling nauseous. His stomach was turning in knots.

The first thing he did was puking his guts out in front of the toilet seat for 20 minutes ,while Harry rubbed his back and whispered sweet nothing into his ear.

Once Zayn felt a little better, Harry  helped him brushing his teeth and took his back to the bed. Giving him some painkillers and breakfast. 

Zayn took everything without a word. He finished his breakfast in a record time . They both were silent until Zayn's phone rang in full volume making Zayn groan and fell down on bed.

"Stop it. Stop it !! My head is gonna explode ." Zayn whimpered and Harry immediately tuned the phone off.

"Zayn ? Are you okay?" Harry asked as he laid beside Zayn and massaged his forehead. 

Zayn gave a small positive hum and Harry smiled a little. Zayn pulled Harry close to him and buried his face in Harry's neck.

"You are warm." Zayn mumbled and Harry's breath hitched . Zayn's voice was so Zexy and his breath hitting his neck.

Harry didn't realized he stopped massaging Zayn's forehead until Zayn pushed his head a little on Harry's hand and purred as soon as Harry started massaging his head again.

Harry smiled and relaxed in Zayn's arms.

"What the hell happened last night ?" Zayn asked after a few minutes .

"You don't remember? " Harry asked.  Fearing that Zayn really wouldn't remember anything. Well,it wouldn't be a surprise acknowledging how Drunk Zayn was last night but Harry hoped that Zayn would remember it.

"No. I just remember working in my office and then nothing. Did I do Something stupid? I swear ,I was too wasted to even properly think. If I did anything to hurt you ,just remember that I didn't mean it. " Zayn whispered. 

Harry's heart sank a little. That means all Zayn said was just a drunken ramble. Harry mentally cursed himself. And here ,he was thinking that Zayn could love him.

"What happened last night ?" Zayn asked again  and Harry shook his head a little ,trying to hold his tears back. He pushed his face in the pillow sighing inaudibly.

"Nothing. Just get some rest. "